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SURVIVAL JOURNEY Lesson
¶Aiyla PoV¶¶But One Of The Big Lessons I haveLearned From My Journey Is YouCan't Please Everyone, So Don't Try¶- CHRIs COLfER🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️Sometimes in life painful things can teach us lessons that we didn't think we needed to know...same thing happened to me, the painful things, the trauma and abuses I went throughout my life made me strong..made me a fighter and survivor too!It made me realise the harsh reality of life!Life is not filled with beautiful flowers...it is also filled with thorns and it is upon us how we walk through that thorny path."Either you give up...which is too cowardice"..."Or you could stand up and fight for what's right for you".After all you get only one life to live and why waste it by being a
Last Updated : 2021-08-17SURVIVAL JOURNEY ReTurn oF LoSt LoVe
¶Feelings that come backAre the feelings thatNever went away¶🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️¶Aiyla PoV¶He..Ronin came back!To say I was shocked and happy at the same, I was in dilemma...did not know how to react.Should I be happy that he is back in my life?Or should I be sad that he came back at the wrong time?I was in a confused state, my mind was all over the place. So many thoughts were creating havoc inside me.How should I face him?How should I talk to him?After what I went through within these eight years was unrelatable and unacceptable to anyone.Few days ago I got a cal
Last Updated : 2021-08-21SURVIVAL JOURNEY Back to Lost Love
¶Feelings that come backare the feelings thatnever went away¶×××××××××××××××××××××Ronin PoVEven after the separation from my sweet sweet love Aiyla, I never forgot her. She was always in my heart like a spring blooming cherry blossom flower.It has been eight years since I left her without a word, I don't know what she must have thought about me and what she has been going through or how her life is.I know I have broken my promise to her...a promise I said "I would never leave you alone in life and break your heart and trust"but I did I broke that promise and left her wi
Last Updated : 2021-08-28SURVIVAL JOURNEY Back To Lost Love 2
¶ Ronin PoV¶ Finally after 24 hours long flight journey, my flight landed at Santa Blanc airport. This was the most long awaited journey of my life compared to living alone a doomed life in London without my love. Every hour sitting on that plane was torturous for me. All night I did not even blink my eyes because sleep was nowhere near me. So many thoughts were running in my mind, thinking how my Aiyla would react seeing me, hearing my voice. Would she forgive me for what I have done to her, for how I left her without saying a word. Would she come back into my life and give me a second chance to love her, protect her, care for her and let me reprimand for my mistake for which I did not have answer to it.
Last Updated : 2021-12-29SURVIVAL JOURNEY Meeting Aiyla
¶Ronin PoV¶ "I fell in love with herWhen we were together,then fell deeper in loveWith her in the Years ApArT" *************** After last night call with Aiyla I could not sleep, I wanted to talk to her and tell her I'm here for her now and I wanted to meet her and know everything about her life after I left her. Whole night I was tussling and turning waiting sun to rise. I knew her schedule through Debbie, she had told me Aiyla has morning classes so she will be awake early to go to college. Hours went by and finally the sun rose, it was the beginning of the new day for me. At 5:30 Am I called Aiyla and after few rings she picked up her call, sh
Last Updated : 2022-01-09SURVIVAL JOURNEY Meeting Ronin
"True Love" ¶You can't really say you "love"Someone if you only love them when you want to. Love isn'tSomething you can schedule.Love doesn't wait until you're on break, you can't love someone only when it's convenient for you. Real unconditional love is going through the good & bad.¶ * * * * * * * * ¶AiyLa PoV¶ His kiss...oh how much I have been craving for his kiss. How much I have been wanting to feel his sweet and soft lips on mine..finally I'm breathing again..finally I got what I had been craving.his. kiss. So sweet, so addictive and I'm drow
Last Updated : 2022-01-21SURVIVAL JOURNEY The Truth
¶Aiyla PoV¶ ”I fell in love with his soulbefore I could eventouch his skin.If that isn't true love then please tell me what is.”* * * * * Near the lake, lied a small cottage restaurant built with bamboo, gentle cool air was blowing in the hot summer day indeed it was a beautiful day for me today. After eight years I was finally in peace, my soul was the happiest at the moment. I was at peace today, my mind and body relaxed with the person behind me holding me tightly like I would disappear somewhere but where would I go, this...this is where I belong. belong.with.Ronin. He was the air I breath in, he was the person I would die for, he was the peace I needed in my life. M
Last Updated : 2022-01-31SURVIVAL JOURNEY Her Anguish Cry
¶Ronin PoV¶"You're going to make it.It will be hard butYou're going to make it."- Anonymous* * * * *Only her anguish cry could be heard in the room and I let her cry.The agony she had been hiding all these years within herself came flowing like a flood from her eyes.I can't and don't even want to imagine what else she has been through all these years.She has had her fair share of traumatic ordeal in her life and as if that was not enough that asshole killed my girl.Broken...she has been broken like a ragged doll and I promise I will make that asshole pay for what he has done to my baby.My heart is in pain right now and it's hurting for my girl. I just can't see her so timid and torn.But I know one thing for sure my girl is sure strong
Last Updated : 2022-02-03
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SURVIVAL JOURNEY Neil In Prison-Living A Hell
"Unknown Pov" As Neil was brought inside the Jailors room I was disgusted by his sight, anger surged through every part of my body and I wanted nothing but to kill him right there.He was bruised and battered badly, I felt relieved and a sinister smile came to my face knowing what kind of evil plan burned into my head, I know what I wanted to do to him and I wanted to make him suffer more and make him feel the same pain he had put me through over and over again. I was satisfied when I saw one of the officers harassing him sexually the look on Neil's face was a sight to see and I knew at that moment the plan I had for him would not be hard to pull through. Giving a sinister smile I waited for the officers to take him away from the room to that one place where he actually belongs to with all the fucking dirty deadly criminals that was his actual place to live with all those fucking criminals. As soon as he was taken away I came out of the room and told my friend to share my evil ide
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Avenging Aiyla: Neil In Prison
"I hope Karma isWearing StilletosWhen kicks yourAss"- Fear My Sparkles-* * * * *¶Neil Pov¶ It's been 1 week since I have been thrown into the prison and tortured continuously asking me the same question over and over again and if I have some other partners in crime who are smuggling fucking drugs in their country Dubai or whom do I work for? I have been replying the same answer through and through but it's going on deaf ears. They are not trusting the words I say, I have been beaten, smacked, kicked, and punched several times. No food or water to drink has been given to me and I feel sick to the stomach. My face is all swollen, my lips are bruised severely, my ribs are damaged and I feel pain in every part of my body. With swollen hands and legs, I can't even move my body freely. I don't know what wrong I had done to get this kind of Karma. All my dreams have been shattered. I came here in hopes of earning money so that I could marry Aiyla and start my family with her. I don'
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Avenging Aiyla and End Of Neil
¶Dubai International Airport¶"Are you, Mr. Neil Davis? Please come with us. We would like to search for you and your backpacks". "Can you tell me what this is all about?" - Neil "Officers, what's going on? What are you holding me in custody for? What have I done?""Please, cooperate with us Mr. Davis it would be for your betterment"- Officers * * * * * ¶Neil¶ Shocked was an understatement for me, I was all baffled by what was going on with me now. I just landed at Dubai International Airport a few minutes ago, I was waiting in a line to get my documents checked and the next thing I know I'm being hounded by German Shepherd dogs along with their officers on the side. I'm confused as hell as to why I have been confronted by the Dubai authorities, I'm not some criminal to be held like this and I don't understand what wrong I have done. I have been trying to talk to them or somebody but due to language barriers, I don't understand what they are saying.I'm currently sitting in a ro
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Neil Fucking Departure
¶Aiyla PoV¶I've been smothering Neil with so much phoney love to make him believe in me for the past few weeks that I've finally started loving him with a pure heart.I was sick to my stomach pretending to love him; his touches were like serpent poison to me, making me and my body writhe in misery from within. He repulsed me to the core, and I despised being in his presence.I tried to stay away from him and his touches, but he always found a reason to touch me or hold my hand; there were times when he tried to have sex with me, but he never got the chance. I guess God was blessing me and protecting me from this so-called evil devil at this time.Till now everything was going according to our plan; Ronin and I had split up for the show, and I had caught Neil to repay the misery and cruelty he had inflicted on me over the years, and I had succeeded in convincing him that there was nothing between me and Ronin any longer.Neil was satisfied and happy to learn that Ronin and I had broke
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Revenge Plan
¶Ronin PoV¶I had been constantly calling Aiyla for the past few hours, but she had not returned my calls nor she had contacted me, and I was beginning to get agitated as time went by since I was still concerned about her safety because that idiotic bastard was still roaming around freely.I was stuck in a meeting with my mother, which made it difficult for me to reach out to her. I had a nasty feeling about it, and as time passed, I became increasingly frustrated.As the son of a billionaire, it was my obligation to look after the business and relieve my mother of the stress Despite the fact that I had a brother and a father, they were both useless and just knew how to fuck.I really wanted to finish this meeting as quickly as possible so I could check on Aiyla. For the time being, she was my main priority, and her failure to contact me back was the icing on the cake that was driving me insane.Since my cell phone was in silent mode, I was constantly checking my phone to see if she h
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Aftermath 2
" Do not lookAt the feet of thoseWho broke you"- Rupi Kaur¶Recap¶I started begging him to stop but my begging only increased his anger.******Neil did not even stop once to think about the consequences, he kept on abusing me, slapping me, beating me, calling me whore and whatnot and kept on screaming that I was only his and I only belong to him.I was breathing but I know I was bruised and battered, my body was aching so much due to his kicks. I cried begging him to stop, begging him to leave me alone but he was so blinded by his resentment that he lost his ability to think.Once I got a chance I pushed him hard and kicked him hard on his balls and tried to run away but I was so weak and in pain that I lost all my energy and all I could do was crawl...crawl to the bathroom door but in a second I
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Aftermath
¶Aiyla PoV¶¶Stop letting peopleWho does so littleFor youControl so muchOf your mind,FeelingsAnd emotions¶*****My eyes opened to the sound of birds chirping and raindrops falling, rays of lights coming from the curtain indicate to me that it's already morning. Ouch..ouch my head and body hurt, I'm feeling very weak and sick and I'm wondering why am I feeling like this, it's getting very hard for me to wake up but I had to because I have my classes to attend.
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Unexpected Outburst
Unexpected Outburst¶Neil PoV¶The unexpected outburst of Aiyla stunned me, never have I seen her so aggressive in all those years we were together.Yes, I have always considered Aiyla as a strong and determined girl. That's what made me want to trample her in the first place.I wanted to break that strong Aiyla and wanted her to be fully dependent on me, in other words, I wanted to tame her and bound her to me for the rest of my life.But seeing this side of Aiyla made me appalled and scared. How can an innocent, naive girl like Aiyla be so Scary?She is not the Aiyla I
SURVIVAL JOURNEY Aiyla's Outburst
"When you hadEnough, all hellRises"* * * *¶Aiyla PoV¶Giving a sinister smile to Neil "I asked him how does it feel to be mortified and humiliated; does it feel good huh Neil tell me...tell me you fucking asshole!"How does it feel to be smacked?""How does it feel to be helpless?""Are you enjoying being humiliated?"It does not feel good, does it?The humiliation and stigma you are now feeling, well, let me tell you I felt the same for years and years.The chagrin and helplessness I felt all those years because of you, I hated myself for agreeing to be your girlfriend. It was my foolishness that I thought you would love me and heal my broken life and heart but no..no you broke me more and more.With each moment with you..you made me feel worthless and pathetic. The embarrassment, the insult, the abuse, torture all of the things you did to me made me so hateful towards you and to
