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SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES. Chapter 9 Fuck Mr. Madden?
Rachel wanted the ground to open and swallow her up. The red velvet carpet of Sheldon’s looked like a good place to hide from the glares and gloating looks she was getting from the patrons – was that the Joan Rivers lookalike Susan Mists looking at her? Rachel had ordered chicken, salad, and wine. It was all nice and delicious but all she found herself reaching out for was wine and more wine. Nate was generous enough to order two bottles of red for her alone. She could just see the tabloids: Rachel Rivers drowning in a river of red. She didn’t care. Actually, she did which was why she was trying to forget by drowning herself in the bottles of wine. Across her Nate ate slowly, chewing every bite and watching her intently. Between the glare directed at her by the same people she made enmity with on her climb to stardom and the direct look Nate was giving her, she didn’t know which she preferred. But she guessed she should be grateful that Nate’s presence with her put the enemies at
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He didn’t let her go as they drove to his home a mere 5 minutes away from the Hermes bridge. To Rachel, it felt like forever. Her body was awash with a new fire she never felt before. Sex with Jacob was routine. She got undressed with the lights turned off, he kissed her, took off his clothes, and climbed over her. He entered her slowly, sometimes fast if he was feeling wild. Her mother had told her that sometimes men were so caught up in their own pleasures that they forgot about a woman’s satisfaction. Patricia Rivers had told her that she was supposed to endure it. Marriage was about endurance. Yet here she was in Nate’s car feeling her mother must have been wrong. He held her firmly against him, his fingers toying with her nipples. He nuzzled her neck and ears but didn’t go any further until his driver pulled into the drive and he led her under the cover of darkness into his house. Rachel could barely see. She vaguely made out the huge silhouette of his house. She could barely w
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Rachel tossed lightly under the warmth surrounding her. Whatever it was around her was warm and soft and so comfortable she wanted to burrow deeper into it and what was that delicious smell? She flipped on her belly and the dull tingling sensation between her legs brought back hazy memories from last night. She was suddenly awake, her eyes shot open and she gazed around her at the strange surroundings. Once she threw the huge warm blankets cocooning her aside her eyes stretched even further. She was naked. She had barely comprehended that bit of information when she looked across the room to the figure standing by the window looking out into the void. She couldn’t see what he was looking at but Nate seemed to be staring at something out the windows of his Vancure apartment. Maybe he was watching the city wake up beneath him. Maybe he was replaying the events of yesterday night in his head. Worst of all maybe he was regretting it. Was she regretting it? Rachel wondered about that
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But Rachel wasn’t thinking about going back to Gem Hills any time soon. She spent the rest of the day hiding in her old bedroom away from the August visitors who had heard that she was back in Ermernia. Any false move and she would be hiding from people trying to take pictures of her. It was later during the day while she was watching two birds have a conversation about which electric lines to land on that Mabel brought the newspaper one of their old neighbors, Mrs. Smith, the renowned town’s gossip had brought on her visit to see if the rumors were true. True to Nate’s warnings, they made front page. There she was in his arms. Well given her affinity for the front pages lately she wasn’t surprised. Nate looked as good as ever, his fingers were placed dangerously close to her boobs. And she looked like she had wine for dinner, which she did. The article wasn’t flattering though. There were speculations about her confession about teenage boys and if Nate Madden was somehow running an
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They stumbled out of the bar. The cold night air blew against Rachel’s naked thighs. She pulled the gown down hoping her underwear wasn’t showing for everyone to see. Leo didn’t seem to mind that. His slender fingers were running up and down her body, testing the waters, gripping her waist, and tickling her skin. There was a sense of urgency about him that excited her still she needed to be cautious. “Hey be careful,” she warned when she tripped on the curb and almost fell. Leo was right behind her holding her up. She could feel his erection on her butt. “Aren’t you a bit too eager to get me out of my dress tonight?” she murmured in a slur. He laughed. Once he righted her up he led her away from the bar area leaving the music and noise. On the sidewalks were blissfully drunk people making out. Rachel stared and giggled at a couple being sloppy over each other. She was so drunk to her eyeballs that she even pointed at them. Leo’s drinks had been so delicious she drank them without st
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“Excuse you? Get out of my way.” She tried to push past him but he was a solid wall of lean immoveable muscle. His skin was warm under his shirt. Her mouth felt dry as she remembered the feel of his chest on Wednesday when she stumbled out of Sheldon’s with him and on Thursday night when he held her against his chest. Which begged the question, what was he doing following her to Ermernia? “How did you find me?” she demanded. “Sit down Rachel. Don’t make me beg,” he warned but she wasn’t having any more of his nonsense. Crossing her arms in front of her chest she stared him down – which was kind of hard since he was taller. “No. I don’t care if you beg, how hard you beg I don’t want to be here! You wanted me out remember? You said we couldn’t see each other again so why did you come for me? Why did you trail me all the way to Ermernia you stalker?” “Because I want you. And for all the wrong reasons." Rachel sputtered. That effectively took the spark out of her. “And you want me t
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This time when he reached for her she went willingly into his arms eager to start her lessons. Hooking his forearm beneath her legs Nate pulled her close to the edge of the bed and rose on his elbows to regard her without touching her with any other parts of his body. His eyes drifted from her eyes to her nose, lips then the opened neck of the shirt. Rachel laid under him waiting for him to make the move. She was eager what all he had to show her. It occurred somewhere in the corner of her mind that she should feel guilty but the way she saw it, she wasn’t doing anything wrong. Jacob broke the trust in their marriage when he started cheating on her, since they were nearly divorced she was free to do whatever she liked. Nate tapped her head gently with the index finger of his right hand. “You’re overthinking.” “I’m sorry,” she smiled. Then smile turning sultry she lifted herself a bit and wound her hands around his neck bringing her lips close to his. His breath fell on her face hot
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“You are still with him aren’t you?” Mabel’s tone was neutral but Rachel could just detect the concern in her voice. She was curled up on a plush cloud sofa with her phone to her ear. When Nate had cleaned her up and given her another shirt of his to wear she decided to explore the place and discovered it wasn’t the other apartment. This was his home, a three-storied stucco with a Victorian look which he said he got off a realtor who owed him a great deal. So far he wasn't pawing her at since he had some work to do and he said she was free to do whatever he wanted. She was done reading the pile of Reader’s digest she had found in a cupboard in one of the rooms. It was when she was bored out of her mind that she decided to call Mabel and Mabel wanted to hear everything! “Yeah, I would have to go back to the cottage eventually.” “So…you guys are a thing then?” Rachel chewed her bottom lip. “A thing? I won’t go that far.” Mabel’s next response was heavy with sarcasm. “You had sex wi
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It was two days later before they left Gem Hills. Mabel had been lucky enough to sustain only a first-degree burn on her left foot. She had also inhaled a lot of smoke but that had been purged out of her, leaving her with a croaky voice.Nate on the other hand did have a burn on his leg and his skin stung from the heat of the fire but he was lucky to have gotten out with just that much. Especially considering the fact that he was naked at the time of the fire. It could have been worse given that he had been rescued seconds before the roof came crashing down. Rachel supported Nate as they walked to the car with Tom in front. Once again Tom had his proud father smile for Rachel.He assisted her to get Nate into the car and did the same for Mabel. Behind them was James, Nate’s head of security, and two of his colleagues, ready to go with them to the airport.Tshepo had wanted more security men to go with them but Nate had made him see reasons why that would attract more attention than th
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES. Chapter 79 Go Back To Gabore.
“Nate? Can you hear me?”His eyelids fluttered open. His eyes stung and water seeped from the edges.There was an excited gasp beside him. Suddenly soft hands were cradling his face. At first, he couldn’t see but when he blinked rapidly and the blur cleared he saw Rachel’s tear-streaked face. She was crying and laughing.“You are alive,” she laughed, kissing his face and hair and his nose and cheeks. He groaned. His skin burned and his chest felt tight. He remembered coughing up smoke and being dragged out of the fire. He remembered Mabel hanging limp in his hands. But what he worried about the most was Rachel’s safety. His hand, though heavy as lead, came up to cradle her face. She kissed his palm and cried.“Are you okay?” he croaked. “Are you hurt? The baby?"She shook her head violently. “No I am fine, we are fine. You saved me remember?”He remembered pushing her outside the burning house. He opened his mouth to speak again but could only cough some more. Rachel left his side to
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES. Chapter 78 Smoke and Fire.
And he was going to do his best not to fail.By the time they went to bed, it was late into the night and their efforts at thinking of a means to stop Jacob was futile. There was nothing they could do.Mabel let Nate stay with them. Rachel wouldn’t hear of him sleeping on the couch so she invited him to her room where he lay on the tiny bed with his legs dangling over the edge and his arms around her.“You are such a large man, do you know that?”“In more ways than one,” he joked.Rachel laughed lightly but she was thinking again. “What if Jacob was to take you to court, hard as his kind of story is to believe, he does have that sheet of paper naming him as Fredrick’s heir, what will you do if you lost your wealth?” she asked. “I can’t imagine you living in a place like this where your feet dangled over the edge of the bed.”“I’ll survive. I don’t worry about the money, I only worry about the children. He will cut off all expenses and enslave them in the mines as Fredrick did.”Rachel
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES. Chapter 77 Luck and Jacob.
It wasn’t the first time in his life he told someone the story of his birth and everything he had been through, but it was the first time he told the story as it was without making himself the victim of circumstances. He told her facts, plain and simple and her face animated what she thought about his story. When he talked about the death of his mother she mourned for her and held him and when he talked about Fredrick selling him off her eyes showed her anger. When he talked about Tshepo, her eyes had widened in surprise. “You know that GHIA man?” she asked in astonishment. “He is like a brother to me.” “Yeah, I got that. You did kind of grow up together in a sense.” she was amused. “No wonder he was so concerned about me. He is very protective of you.” “Vera said the same thing,” he confessed, burying his fingers in the curls of her hair. He enjoyed the feel of her soft body pressed against his. Rachel rose on her elbow to reward him with a questioning glare. “Vera?” “Ah, I see
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES. Chapter 76 Kiss And Makeup
Rachel was watching him as she spoke and she frowned.“I am ready to tell you everything you need to know. The only reason I could come clean earlier, even after it became obvious that I was falling hard again for another woman was because I was genuinely scared of another Vera situation. I truly was ready to come clean until I came into the study that day and saw that you already saw the videos and emails I kept.”“I was hurt, Nate.”“I know,” he pressed forward and reached for her hand. She wouldn’t let him hold her. He didn’t want to give up just yet. She had every right to be angry but he wanted her back and he was ready to brave through the thorns of her heart to win her back. “I am a bastard for what I did but if there’s one thing I must do right, it’s to make you happy all over again and I cannot forgive myself until I do that.”She bowed her head. “Forgiving you won’t be easy.”“I will keep trying until I die if that’s how long it would take.”She raised shimmering eyes to his
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES. Chapter 75 Live Without You
Mabel left reluctantly and only then could Nate breathe a sigh of relief. He watched her go into town leaving just him and Rachel. But once she left he didn’t know what to say or do. All he had in mind when he left the heart of the city was to see Rachel and now that he was here what words could he say? Would words be enough?“You keep losing weight. The last time I saw you your suit hung on you and now…at least you shaved this time.”He smiled at her words. “I don’t think I planned my arrival properly then. I would have fattened myself up on the way if I knew you were concerned about my size.”She stared at him, her brown eyes dark in the dying light. There was no smile for him. He didn’t expect her to smile and welcome him with open hands anyway. He wanted to convince himself she was alright, he was here now he could see she was doing good…he should get back into his car and drive off.But he didn’t.“How is your shoulder?” she asked.He raised his brows, surprised that she remember
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES. Chapter 74 Dealing With The Pain.
After every session, he began to open up well enough to let the darkness in his heart go. But with every ounce of darkness that left his heart, a void appeared and he knew what he needed to fill that void.Even though Tshepo had warned him not to see Rachel for fear of putting her in danger again, he couldn’t help but yearn for her over and over again. He still had the problem of Jacob defaming him, and spreading lies about him and his involvement with Rachel. Tshepo advised that it was best they continued to let Jacob believe she was dead so that they could keep doing their investigation in private and when they had enough proof of his illegal activities and his partners in crime they could pull the rug out from under him. It wasn't just enough to destroy Jacob, they had to take his cohorts with him too.Nate understood the importance of letting Tshepo do his job but he felt he would die if he didn’t convince himself of Rachel’s safety so he did what he knew best. He threatened Tshep
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES. Chapter 73 Seeking Help.
He needed help.He did. He stared at Vera’s head as she bowed her head crying into her hand to muffle her sobs, unable to move. For a long time he could only watch her and when he opened his mouth to speak his voice was a croak.“You really think I need help?”She sniffed and lifted her head to wipe at her eyes. “You do, Nate. I thought about it for a long time and realized I wasn’t fair to you when I left. Our marriage vows were for better or worse and I broke them, leaving you when I could have helped.”“Was I really that terrible?”“You are not a terrible person. What you do for those children in Gabore is more than enough proof of that. You give them hope, you make them smile again, and provide more than they can ever hope for. You are a good person but you do take people who care about you for granted. You perceive us as enemies. For a long time, I thought I could change you, I thought loving you and letting you have your way with me for your pleasure would convince you that I wa
SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES. Chapter 72 The Truth.
It surprised him how easily the media ate up Jacob’s lies. But Nate thought he shouldn’t be surprised at all. It wasn’t the first time the man lied on national television and he seemed so fearless about it too.Tshepo voiced what he was thinking. “If you are thinking Jacob Henderson has friends in high places you are not wrong. Arresting him will be difficult. I have dug through a lot of his messes in the past and that sex trade of his is far more complicated than you and I can ever think about. We are talking Jeffrey Epstein's type of business. He has senators, tycoons, governors even Monarchs in the palm of his hands. He is an underdog with much more power than the man on the seat.”“So you are saying you cannot put a stop to his evil?” Nate asked, annoyed that he already knew Tshepo’s answer.Tshepo shook his head. “Not until I know what his endgame is. There is a bigger picture here, I can’t tell you the details neither can I tell you about my suspicions but keeping you safe is th
