CHAPTER SIX.
LILA.
Lucien.
Five years Later.
It's been five years now and Lila was still nowhere to be found. It was just like she disappeared from the surface of the earth.
"I hope you are okay?" I whispered under my breath, my hands under my chin as I let out a sigh, feeling tired. For the past few days now, I have refused to step foot at home.
It doesn't even feel like home anymore. All the decorations were suddenly changed, and when I asked why, Lily said her taste had just changed, which was obviously a lie.
Another reason to prove she wasn't the one who stood by me in my hardest for a year. The air at home felt suffocating and empty. Countless times, I tried moving on, to pretend Lily was whom I made love to all these years, but nope.
Even the sex was terrible. I always forced myself to cum. It got to a point, I couldn't bear to touch her again. I needed my strawberry girl, the woman I couldn't do without putting my nose into her neck every time I gave her little bites that made her squirm in my hands.
Just thinking about it, about her, was making me hard in my pants. I groaned, facepalming myself and just needing answers, a way out of this. I needed to make things right.
My girl and child were out there. Probably would be five or four years by now.
'Was the kid my carbon copy, do they have everything they needed?' These were the thoughts that ran through my mind every single moment.
I tried looking for Olivia, Lila's best friend, but she too was nowhere to be found, according to my private investigator, she was in her country, Tuscany.
Her father, A rich tycoon was the boss in that place but still no match for me. I just found out this information yesterday night, and I plan on setting out as early as possible tomorrow morning to where Olivia is. I would have gone today, but I had a banquet I couldn't miss tonight, being hosted by one of my best bud.
I know either Lila was with Olivia, or she knew where she was because why on earth did Olivia abandon her entire life here and just disappear? Except she helped Lila escape. She did have such influence.
Lila's parents didn't even care that Lila was nowhere to be found. It was just like a dog left to them. Only her father does try to reach out to me once in a while if I have heard anything.
The father was surely aware of the switch but refused to say anything for fear of his wife. Lila's mum. My insides coiled just at the thought of her.
I never really was a fan of her, just endured her presence because of Lily.
My eyes were drawn to the news playing on TV, and I scoffed. The press had started their speculations again.
Five years back, they claimed Lily was pregnant due to a bulge, not knowing she only ate too much. They even went to the extent of photoshopping, a picture of us both looking so in love.
I, myself, almost believed it if not that I knew the truth and nothing of such happened. My phone rang, snapping me out of my thoughts.
I looked at the caller ID and couldn't stop myself from snorting in disgust.
'What did she want?' I pondered, as I picked up the call.
"Lucien". Her annoying voice came on board, and I struggled not to smash the phone in my hand down on the table in frustration.
"What is it?" I tried not to growl, feeling my skin heating up.
"Where have you been? You have not set foot home for days and I have been so ill". She whined, like an insect and I could feel my skin crawling in irritation.
'God, when did Lily start to affect me in such ways?'. I wondered. To think I used to be so much in love with her, I could take a bullet just to see her smile.
Chapter SevenLucienMy shoes echoed on the polished marble floor of the grand ballroom. A dozen faces turned to greet me, but I ignored them, my gaze fixed on the massive chandelier overhead. It felt wrong to be here, smiling, shaking hands, while my mind was lost in a whirlwind of regret and desperation. She was out there, Lila, my strawberry girl. The thought of her drove me to madness. Five years, and still no sign of her. Five years of sleepless nights, replaying every mistake. Five years of watching Lily’s hollow smile and empty words, knowing she wasn’t the one I wanted. I stepped toward the bar, my throat dry despite the expensive wine in my hand. The conversations around me blurred, meaningless murmurs that only reminded me of everything I’d lost. My fingers tightened around the glass as a familiar voice cut through the haze. “Lucien.” My head snapped to the right. Dante Russo. The smug bastard leaned against the bar, his lips curled into a grin that made my blood boi
Chapter 8: Strangers in the Same RoomLILA My palms were clammy, the leather handle of my handbag slick beneath my grip. I adjusted my scarf, willing my heartbeat to slow down. I couldn’t afford to let anyone recognize me—not now, not here. The bustling crowd of the fashion showcase swirled around me. Designers paraded their collections, models strutted down the runway, and cameras flashed in every direction. It was a scene straight out of a dream, but I wasn’t here to dream. I was here to mark my presence—a quiet reminder to everyone who doubted me, and most of all, to myself. I slipped into the nearest seat, my back stiff and my senses heightened. My eyes scanned the room, but I avoided making eye contact. I could hear whispers floating around me, compliments about the designs and speculations about who might win this year's competition. That’s when I saw him. Lucien Hunter. Even after all these years, the sight of him could still steal the air from my lungs. He wasn’t s
Chapter Nine: The Edge of Discovery**LILA** The soft hum of the sewing machine filled the room, a rhythm I had learned to find solace in over the years. The fabric beneath my fingers was smooth, a deep emerald green that reminded me of the gardens in Tuscany. My boutique wasn’t open yet, but I had plans—big ones. Plans that would make every tear, every sacrifice, worth it. I paused, staring at the delicate lace I was stitching into place. My reflection in the glass window caught my eye. I barely recognized the woman staring back. Stronger, sharper, but still haunted. The bell above the door chimed unexpectedly, pulling me out of my thoughts. My assistant, Maria, was supposed to lock up an hour ago. I turned, expecting her apologetic smile, but froze when I saw who stood there instead. "Olivia," I whispered. Her jet-black hair was pulled into a sleek ponytail, her usually warm brown eyes filled with urgency. She didn’t smile. She didn’t greet me. She just marched inside, shu
Chapter 10: A Crack in the IllusionThe murmurs of the crowd faded as I stepped into the lavish ballroom, my chest tightening at the sight of him—Lucien. He stood at the center of the gathering, effortlessly commanding attention in his tailored black tuxedo. His piercing blue eyes scanned the room, oblivious to my presence, yet I felt his pull like a magnet. I clenched the stem of the champagne flute in my hand, wishing I could blend into the marble walls. Five years had changed me. I wasn’t the naive girl who had clung to his promises or sought his approval. But my heart, the traitor, hadn’t moved on as easily. “I see you still can’t take your eyes off him,” Olivia whispered, appearing by my side. Her emerald-green gown shimmered under the chandeliers, but her expression was all business. “Don’t start,” I muttered, taking a small sip of the bubbling liquid. “He’s been looking for you, you know,” she continued, ignoring my warning. “Obsessively.” “Let him look,” I replied, f
CHAPTER ONE.PREGNANT.Lila."Do you think I can go in to see him now?" I asked my best friend, Olivia, who worked as a therapist in the hospital.Currently, we were both in her office waiting for my husband whose bandages were to be removed today. He had his eye surgery two or three days ago."Sure, they should be done by now". Olivia, responded, her head buried in some sort of counseling book.My heart gave a kick start out of excitement, Joy radiating through my chest as my face crumbled into a smile. At the same time, I began breathing heavily, my palms growing sweaty."Someone is anxious". Olivia teased with a smirk, as she peeped at me from her book. I shrugged, not denying her claim."You can't blame me. For a year now, he thought I was his Lily. How do you think he is going to react when he finds out he married me instead?" I questioned, feeling a lump in my throat."Oh please! You did him a favor when that bitch ran, so please get a grip of yourself and go claim your man". Ol
CHAPTER TWO.GET RID OF.LILA."What?" Lily shrieked, getting away from Lucien immediately, whose eyes widened from shock."How come, sis?" He inquired with care and that did it. I burst into tears immediately. Clenching my fists, while trying to fight back the stinging agony of rejection I was feeling in my heart.'Was this how little I mattered, could he not figure things out?'Olivia immediately dashed to my side and began stroking my hair softly as she looked at me. I noticed her eyes glistened with tears as she whispered."It's alright. Let it all out". Her words twisted my heart, and I cried so much, startling everyone, including the doctor who was scratching his hair nervously."Why are you crying sis? I am so sorry. I didn't mean to up....". Lucien tried saying but my sister butt in."You did nothing Lucien. Perhaps the father of the child abandoned her or something".To think she was right made my chest hurt more, as I tried to breathe. Everywhere was suddenly suffocating.Th
CHAPTER THREE.ITTERASHAI.LUCIEN.'Why did my heart clench tightly when I saw the look of hurt flash over her expression?' I pondered, walking down the hallway, lost in thoughts.It seems like I was missing something. I should be happy and relieved. I mean, finally, I get to see again and be with the woman I love fully, but why was my heart feeling empty?"Lucien". I heard Lily squeak and before I could turn around, she already flung herself on my back, clutching me tightly, her hands wrapped around my waist."I have missed you so much. It felt like ages when I had to stay away from you". She said, placing a kiss on my neck and I shook.That wasn't what caused my reaction. It was what she said. Ages? We were barely away from one another even during my surgery. Yes, I had a bandage wrapped around my eyes, but I could always feel her hands holding mine."We were continuously together. What do you mean, ages?" I questioned, holding my breath for her response. I noticed her hands holding
CHAPTER FOUR.GOODBYE.LILA.I covered my mouth, my eyes widening in disbelief as I overheard my mother telling my sister to drug my meals so I could lose the baby.'How could she?' I pondered, going out of breath. I knew she always hated me but I never thought it would be to this extent.I needed to get out of here. Now and fast, or risk losing my life too. Quietly, I tiptoed away from the corner I was hiding in, in search of Olivia.She needed to hear this. I dashed to her office, and thankfully, she was in there now, pacing around, her hand under her chin like she was deep in thought."Olivia". I called, rushing to hug her immediately. She was taken aback, but wrapped her hands around me regardless, stroking my back tenderly.How I needed this. Tears threatened to fall from my eyes and I sniffled."I am so sorry Lila. It's so heartbreaking to see how cruel these people are to you. Are you alright?" She asked, disengaging from our hug, to cup my face in her hands.I shook my head si
Chapter 10: A Crack in the IllusionThe murmurs of the crowd faded as I stepped into the lavish ballroom, my chest tightening at the sight of him—Lucien. He stood at the center of the gathering, effortlessly commanding attention in his tailored black tuxedo. His piercing blue eyes scanned the room, oblivious to my presence, yet I felt his pull like a magnet. I clenched the stem of the champagne flute in my hand, wishing I could blend into the marble walls. Five years had changed me. I wasn’t the naive girl who had clung to his promises or sought his approval. But my heart, the traitor, hadn’t moved on as easily. “I see you still can’t take your eyes off him,” Olivia whispered, appearing by my side. Her emerald-green gown shimmered under the chandeliers, but her expression was all business. “Don’t start,” I muttered, taking a small sip of the bubbling liquid. “He’s been looking for you, you know,” she continued, ignoring my warning. “Obsessively.” “Let him look,” I replied, f
Chapter Nine: The Edge of Discovery**LILA** The soft hum of the sewing machine filled the room, a rhythm I had learned to find solace in over the years. The fabric beneath my fingers was smooth, a deep emerald green that reminded me of the gardens in Tuscany. My boutique wasn’t open yet, but I had plans—big ones. Plans that would make every tear, every sacrifice, worth it. I paused, staring at the delicate lace I was stitching into place. My reflection in the glass window caught my eye. I barely recognized the woman staring back. Stronger, sharper, but still haunted. The bell above the door chimed unexpectedly, pulling me out of my thoughts. My assistant, Maria, was supposed to lock up an hour ago. I turned, expecting her apologetic smile, but froze when I saw who stood there instead. "Olivia," I whispered. Her jet-black hair was pulled into a sleek ponytail, her usually warm brown eyes filled with urgency. She didn’t smile. She didn’t greet me. She just marched inside, shu
Chapter 8: Strangers in the Same RoomLILA My palms were clammy, the leather handle of my handbag slick beneath my grip. I adjusted my scarf, willing my heartbeat to slow down. I couldn’t afford to let anyone recognize me—not now, not here. The bustling crowd of the fashion showcase swirled around me. Designers paraded their collections, models strutted down the runway, and cameras flashed in every direction. It was a scene straight out of a dream, but I wasn’t here to dream. I was here to mark my presence—a quiet reminder to everyone who doubted me, and most of all, to myself. I slipped into the nearest seat, my back stiff and my senses heightened. My eyes scanned the room, but I avoided making eye contact. I could hear whispers floating around me, compliments about the designs and speculations about who might win this year's competition. That’s when I saw him. Lucien Hunter. Even after all these years, the sight of him could still steal the air from my lungs. He wasn’t s
Chapter SevenLucienMy shoes echoed on the polished marble floor of the grand ballroom. A dozen faces turned to greet me, but I ignored them, my gaze fixed on the massive chandelier overhead. It felt wrong to be here, smiling, shaking hands, while my mind was lost in a whirlwind of regret and desperation. She was out there, Lila, my strawberry girl. The thought of her drove me to madness. Five years, and still no sign of her. Five years of sleepless nights, replaying every mistake. Five years of watching Lily’s hollow smile and empty words, knowing she wasn’t the one I wanted. I stepped toward the bar, my throat dry despite the expensive wine in my hand. The conversations around me blurred, meaningless murmurs that only reminded me of everything I’d lost. My fingers tightened around the glass as a familiar voice cut through the haze. “Lucien.” My head snapped to the right. Dante Russo. The smug bastard leaned against the bar, his lips curled into a grin that made my blood boi
CHAPTER SIX.LILA.Lucien.Five years Later.It's been five years now and Lila was still nowhere to be found. It was just like she disappeared from the surface of the earth."I hope you are okay?" I whispered under my breath, my hands under my chin as I let out a sigh, feeling tired. For the past few days now, I have refused to step foot at home.It doesn't even feel like home anymore. All the decorations were suddenly changed, and when I asked why, Lily said her taste had just changed, which was obviously a lie.Another reason to prove she wasn't the one who stood by me in my hardest for a year. The air at home felt suffocating and empty. Countless times, I tried moving on, to pretend Lily was whom I made love to all these years, but nope.Even the sex was terrible. I always forced myself to cum. It got to a point, I couldn't bear to touch her again. I needed my strawberry girl, the woman I couldn't do without putting my nose into her neck every time I gave her little bites that made
CHAPTER FIVE.I DID IT.Lila."You okay?" Olivia asked me as she entered my room to find me on the bed brooding. I nodded positively, giving her a weak smile despite finding it hard to move.It's been months since we left New York City and came here, to Tuscany. Life hasn't been boring. Olivia and her father treated me like an egg, barely letting me do anything while also showering me with love.I couldn't be more lucky to have them by my side, especially at a moment like this."You miss him, don't you?" Olivia whispered as she sat beside me on the bed. I stiffened and hid my face away, not wanting her to see I was growing teary again.These days, I have been having terrible mood swings. If I wasn't crying, I was lashing out at innocent people, but they all took it gently with me, knowing it was pregnancy hormones.I placed my hand on my belly, as I felt a sharp kick to my abdomen. I swallowed a groan, my face twisting in pain as I rubbed my belly, which was already so big I feared I
CHAPTER FOUR.GOODBYE.LILA.I covered my mouth, my eyes widening in disbelief as I overheard my mother telling my sister to drug my meals so I could lose the baby.'How could she?' I pondered, going out of breath. I knew she always hated me but I never thought it would be to this extent.I needed to get out of here. Now and fast, or risk losing my life too. Quietly, I tiptoed away from the corner I was hiding in, in search of Olivia.She needed to hear this. I dashed to her office, and thankfully, she was in there now, pacing around, her hand under her chin like she was deep in thought."Olivia". I called, rushing to hug her immediately. She was taken aback, but wrapped her hands around me regardless, stroking my back tenderly.How I needed this. Tears threatened to fall from my eyes and I sniffled."I am so sorry Lila. It's so heartbreaking to see how cruel these people are to you. Are you alright?" She asked, disengaging from our hug, to cup my face in her hands.I shook my head si
CHAPTER THREE.ITTERASHAI.LUCIEN.'Why did my heart clench tightly when I saw the look of hurt flash over her expression?' I pondered, walking down the hallway, lost in thoughts.It seems like I was missing something. I should be happy and relieved. I mean, finally, I get to see again and be with the woman I love fully, but why was my heart feeling empty?"Lucien". I heard Lily squeak and before I could turn around, she already flung herself on my back, clutching me tightly, her hands wrapped around my waist."I have missed you so much. It felt like ages when I had to stay away from you". She said, placing a kiss on my neck and I shook.That wasn't what caused my reaction. It was what she said. Ages? We were barely away from one another even during my surgery. Yes, I had a bandage wrapped around my eyes, but I could always feel her hands holding mine."We were continuously together. What do you mean, ages?" I questioned, holding my breath for her response. I noticed her hands holding
CHAPTER TWO.GET RID OF.LILA."What?" Lily shrieked, getting away from Lucien immediately, whose eyes widened from shock."How come, sis?" He inquired with care and that did it. I burst into tears immediately. Clenching my fists, while trying to fight back the stinging agony of rejection I was feeling in my heart.'Was this how little I mattered, could he not figure things out?'Olivia immediately dashed to my side and began stroking my hair softly as she looked at me. I noticed her eyes glistened with tears as she whispered."It's alright. Let it all out". Her words twisted my heart, and I cried so much, startling everyone, including the doctor who was scratching his hair nervously."Why are you crying sis? I am so sorry. I didn't mean to up....". Lucien tried saying but my sister butt in."You did nothing Lucien. Perhaps the father of the child abandoned her or something".To think she was right made my chest hurt more, as I tried to breathe. Everywhere was suddenly suffocating.Th