- HAZEL - Something tickles my feet. This makes me take a sharp breath escape my lips as I stretch, pulling my legs into the duvet. The tickling doesn’t stop. In fact I feel it running up my knees. And then my thighs. I press my legs together, dipping my hand into the duvet to scratch my legs,
- HAZEL - Curse whatever interrupted us. We were just getting to the good part. He was about to put me through the same ecstasy he did last night. Killian’s body retracts from mine. As the weight of his physique gets off me, it dawns hard on me how much I want him in me. How much I love feeling h
His fists tightens around my shoulder. I don’t know why, but for the first time, I felt an urgency. I sensed danger and I can’t even understand why. I twine my arms around his, aiming to comfort whatever it is I felt in his touch before turning around to face him. My form is so small compared to hi
What on earth am I missing here? ‘That was for surprising purposes, lol.’ Kate responds. ‘Well consider yourself surprised.’ I scroll further, trying to see what I missed. I can’t find anything. The chat is filled with endless chatter about me. ‘She’s finally awake!’ Resa texts. ‘Took you long
- HAZEL - I had a shower. I needed to wash my thoughts away and prolong the time it would take me to have breakfast hoping that maybe, just maybe, Killian would be at the table waiting for me. Then I’d join him and eat with him till the right time to bring this up arrives. I don’t want to eat alon
I may have read too much books that it has messed with my mind but this man, his body, hair and attire included, is fitted with that drawn in manwhas but with a touch of modernity. This man is beautiful. The confident smile on his face also beautiful. This has to be the first time I have studied a
- HAZEL - “Can I ask you something? I don’t want to go into details for my own reasons but can I ask anyway?” I ask Killian, clenching my fingers around a fork on the dining table. He’s started eating, I haven’t touched my meal at all. “Sure, go ahead. Ask me.” Killian’s voice is soothing as he d
“That’s a good girl.” That sultry tone makes me want to puke. “Now I’ll ask you again, miss me?” I manage to tilt my head to the side to face her. She has a hoodie over her face and underneath it is a cap, both black. She’s trying to hide her facial appearance in her fit. This is the first time I’v
- HAZEL - Nothing seems interesting. Each day, I’m getting closer and closer to losing my mind yet I’m trying to get my act together. No one really talks about how overwhelming it is to have to hide a part of you you’d love to talk about so much. How miserable keeping to yourself actually is. It’
- KILLIAN - She’s avoiding me. It’s one thing to be understanding but it’s another to try to put up with it when I have so much going on. Hazel has not said a damn word to me for days. I’ve had no texts. No calls. Not even so much as a gaze from her and we literally are in the same school. I ca
“Well, time does things to someone.” I comment. I don’t want to talk about a painful past when I’m dealing with an even more difficult present right now because of her. I don’t know what she said to Hazel but it’s got Hazel acting in a way that bleeds my heart. It’s times like these that I hate bein
- KILLIAN - Rain. I stare at the wiper blades sliding back and forth over my windscreen, wiping the raindrops hitting the glass away to no avail. It keeps pouring. Heavily at that. The sound of the water hitting my car and every object in the environment, the ground included, eases my nerves. The
“What do you think about this? I call bull.” Kaiden asks, walking by my side. Boy, seeing him again this close makes me know how much I did not miss this blonde guy but I’m casual about it. It’s just so funny how the timing is. I took his woman from him and she dumped me the moment I met him again.
- KILLIAN - Seeing her leave because of me broke me. Seeing her walk away with the desperation to run after her being pungent but not able to destroyed me even more. It doesn’t make any sense. Just this morning and a few days ago, we made love. We were happy then all of a sudden she drops this
I avert my gaze to my phone. It’s two thirty pm. How long have I been in school? I lost track. I haven’t made any academic progress since I met Asami. “Sorry, just been overwhelmed with thoughts.” I sigh. “Want to talk about it?” Natasha chimes. My lips form a line. Not really. There’s not mu
- HAZEL - “Do you really mean that?” Killian reaches out to touch me. I shove his hand away, keeping my resolve. “Yes, I do. You disgust me, Killian. I’ve put it off long enough but I can’t anymore. Let’s break up and end this thing between us.” In his eyes, I could tell he didn’t want to bel
My jaw tightens. “If it’s for us, then you’d tell me so WE can sort it out together. That’s why I’m here, no?” The sound of a flushing toilet blares in the restroom causing me to blink perplexedly. The door blocking her away from me is pushed open abruptly. I let out a sigh of relief. Finally.