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Insecure Scum!

Author: Sunsilk
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

"I want to talk with you and I hope you don't mind" Selene further explains.

Aston pretend as if he didn't get her, he look all focused on what he was doing.

"I get it, it's all my fault and you have the right to ignore me as much as you want to buy please, hear me out, if it's the last thing you will do for me" Selene begs, it hurts seeing him ignore her without a care.

Aston still didn't respond.

Selene lowers her head and wipes away her tears, " doesn't matter if you care to listen or not, I will say it anyways and I hope we... We can get to be something better than what we used to be" She takes in a deep breath.

"You know me, my name is Selene but there's one thing you don't know about me. I'm so scared of losing the people I love, I'm scared they will leave me right after they find someone better than I am. I act brave sometimes but deep down, I'm a mess and an insecure scum." Her lips tremble, but that didn't stop her from continue talking.

"I-I couldn't stop me from feeling ext
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