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UNNEEDED APOLOGY

Author: JOSSY
last update Last Updated: 2024-08-12 16:16:39

Being atop of him like this awakens all the feelings I felt for him a long time ago. Things that I have not had time for for five good years. Things that I did not anticipate I would ever feel again, especially for him. And above all, there are things that I am not ready to feel again.

This shit is forbidden! Totally forbidden! I have no time for this.

I jerk myself away from him, and the good thing is that he did not object. He did not try to hold me back. He just unclasped his hands willingly. He perhaps knows he has no right to cage me with him like that. Pinning me to him as if he has any right or as if what we had meant any fuck to him. It’s a serious offense.

I stand near the bed and eventually find myself slamming my butt on the soft mattress as I battle to rock-steady my emotions. How can my stupid body react as if I crashed into an electric spark? How on earth can it react to him this way? Has it forgotten what he put me through?

Damn me!

Oh, I know. It must be the phenomena
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