Home is not what I would call his place. It is big and beautiful. It is grand like a palace. I wanted to hate the place so bad. But it's beauty is be witching me."Breathtaking isn't it?", asked him as if echoing my thoughts."It is OK", I admitted with a grudge."Atleast you won't have a complaint about the place you are about to live", he pointed out cheerfully."This is not my home", I said."Then you better start change your mind", he replied with a shrug.I wanted to answer him. I wanted to scathe him with my words. But I couldn't think of anything to say to that. The reality is that I had lost my home. Going back to the place was not even an option for me anymore. I will be thrown out of my ear by Ella. Not to mention it will be the breach of the contract I signed with my husband. I still remember with clarity how I signed the agreement before marriage. It was like signing a divorce paper even before getting married. I will not fully cooperate with him. No matter what he says. B
"Hi Babe", said Jeff. Instead of being yelled at Jeff was sounding too happy. This put me in another dilemma. I'm the one who is breaking this news to him. I'm going to hurt sweet Jeff as mocked by Heidi. He is not just sweet warm, considerate man which her fiance never was. Even if her fiance had become my husband."You there Babe. I was going to call. The meeting went well. I got the loan. How was the wedding? Sorry I missed it", said Jeff."Tell me something. Are you angry at me for missing it? But you said it was fine", he hesitated."No I'm not angry. Though I wish I missed it too", I said."Oh baby. I understand you don't have to stay there anymore. I had already talked to a realtor we can move into our dream home but you have to give me the garage for start up", he said merrily."I left my home," I said trying control the shiver in my voice."Ziva are you OK? What happened?", he asked concerned."Heidi ran away from wedding. I had to stand in for her. I had no choice. I'm sorry
I have used the intercom against my better judgement. Fathima came and helped me find the guest bedroom. It was furnished better than I could imagine. But still it lacked the personal touch. I was a mere accountant but I could tell that it lacked a few things. But it was not my home. It is a temporary place to stay. There is no need for me to retouch it in anyway. I was thinking a little too much about the decor to block out the other images. I lost for a second and the images came flooding back. His lips on mine. The hardness of his mouth against my softness. I touched my lips. It is swollen from his kisses. I shudder to think what might have happened if I hadn't stopped him. If he kisses me like that every night I'm gone. There is no redemption for me. I'm in the danger of being seduced by a devil. But I guess bringing Jeff right after the kiss might have caused caused him to abandon his plans of bedding me at least temporarily. I knew that should have made me happy but instead it
I didn't sleep the night at all. I kept turning over the bed a few times. I also expected him to come to exercise his rights. But he didn't. I was relieved and also disappointed. I don't know why? Did I really hate him as I believe? I don't know. I wanted to talk to him. I want to say I felt his pain. Even if he refused to admit it to me. It is not every day one's bride leaves him at altar. It is pretty humiliating. I have experienced it all my life. I remember my prom ruined by my own sister. She slept with my date on the same day of my prom. I was very heart broken. I had no idea why she was interested in the men chosen by me. They were all average. I closed my eyes for sometime and with a sigh I abandoned the attempt to sleep on wee hours of the morning.I opened my rarely visited I*******m and deleted all the images of Jeff. I saw that I had been tagged by the wedding photographer. The images had garnered several likes. I never had this many likes my life. I realised I had received
"Jeff I'm sorry for hurting you. I should never have treated you this way. Please forgive me", I said with a sigh."I don't want to talk about it. I'm sure that you have married him under duress. We can file for a divorce", he said."I can't do that", I said in a quiet voice."Why not?", he asked annoyed at me."Because he will ruin us financially. My father is in the hospital. He can't take all the pressure. He had threatened to sue us and also take our company", I said."So what if he takes that company. It was never yours any way. Your father was going to give it your sister", he said. "I know. I'm doing it so that everything falls into place. I know how important the company is", I said. "" More important than you? ", he asked. " Without the company we will be on road", I said. I know that Heidi had no plans for getting a job anywhere and it was impossible without a degree. The company is her back up plan. She had been neglecting it because she thought to marry Dane there by eli
I walked to my room easily this time without any help from Fathima. The house had started to like me. It had stopped intimidating me unlike it's master. I have come to love each and every nook and corner of this house. When I stepped into my room I was dumbstruck Dane was sitting there his hand loosely held my hair clip which I had decided to not wear last minute. I took a quick inventory of my room. I left it in a hurry but I hadn't made it messy. I was about to make a noise to catch his attention but he glanced at me. I thought for a second he didn't like the fact that I had returned. But that was not the staff told me. I could have completely avoided this if Fathima gave me a hint that he was waiting for me."You are back", he said his eyes betrayed his relief in seeing me. I'm sure he wanted to save his reputation which would be shattered had I left him."I didn't realise that I was supposed to be a prisoner here", I said."You are not a prisoner but you are my wife and I should kn
This could be a recipe for disaster that is all I care to think about the impromptu lunch invite given to me by my husband last night. I had worn a dress this time of my size. I checked to see all the dresses of my sister's size had been replaced by mine. There had been a shift in the mould of dresses too. From being too bold they had toned down to mediocre but not at all boring. The point is I loved it every one of them. Even though I hated the idea of a stylist I could never achieve half of what she had done to my wardrobe today. I haven't even mentioned the fact the dresses where too short for me. But he had somehow guessed it. I never thought men could give attention to details. The one time I went out with Jeff he had forgotten the fact that I had peanut allergy and ordered me a peanut cake. Thankfully I had sense to ask him saved by the bell what else can I say? Thinking of Jeff had filled me with guilt not of our breakup but not feeling anything particularly. I used to judge He
He left immediately for his office after leaving me at my home. I wanted to ask him about joining back office too. But hadn't gotten the courage to do so. I know he will either allow it or deny, there was no need for stalling anymore I should ask him. I decided to do it today . I may even keep my hair untied just so he agree with me. I wonder how my father was? I wanted to know but I didn't want to call Ella again. So I rang the hospital they said he was discharged. I was relieved immediately. I wanted to see him but I didn't know how? I can't just go back. Ella had warned me to leave them alone. But how can I not see my father? He is everything to me.I hated sitting at my room alone. So I went to the kitchen and saw Fathima cooking. I immediately went towards her. She was pleased to see me. There are only two of us in home right now. There are securities outside but they rarely came inside. I helped her by shaving potatoes and she smiled at my actions."Where are you from?", I asked
Charlie hadn't said anything to Dane. If only she waited for him to talk. Charlie pretended to say the truth so that Heidi comes clean before Dane. She had done it but I knew she will pay the cost for it. Dane now knows everything. The Wedding won't happen now. I felt a little sorry for my sister after all she had lost Dane again."You didn't say the truth to me. I'm angry at you too", said Dane."I won't blame you. I should have told you about Enzo but I was afraid you won't take it seriously", I confessed."His people had shot me and you think I won't take it seriously? Ziva please be mature", said Dane."I'm sorry Dane", I said."You made us lose our precious three years of life. I missed my daughter's birth and her significant mile stones. It is not something that I can forgive", said Dane."You are right. I was a coward and everyone used that knowledge to influence me", I admitted."You are not a coward Ziva. I wish you were a little more selfish. You sacrificed us for my life. I
When I reached the venue I was immediately ushered into the groom's room. I went to see Dane working on the laptop. My daughter screamed and went to hug him. He took her and lifted above his shoulders. Who knew my serious daughter was a fun loving girl ?"I miss you daddy", she said."I miss you too bug", he said."Don't get married", she said bossily."Why?", he asked curiously."Because mommy cries", she said shocking me.He looked at me with a hint of smile. I was dumb struck."I wasn't", I said to him.She climbed down from her father and took her place next to me. I gave her a warning look."Don't lie", she said to me."I'm not lying", I said to her."You said that daddy", she was about to say everything but I put my hand on her mouth."That is enough", I warned her."There is still time confess your love or it will be too late", he said with a smirk."No. Our life is not a rom Com Dane. Everything is not black and white", I said to him."Fine your wish", he said.I took my daugh
I'm a stubborn creature where the need arises. I'm not going to backdown even if he says that he can't live without me. But I knew he won't say it. I had hurt him enough but still he says he can't marry Heidi. I can't go home till we reaches some sort of agreement."Dane. I'm not going back where it all started. I want an out", I said painfully. I had a fair idea on how much I was hurting him."Fine. I will get married but you have to be at the wedding. If you decide not to come at the last moment the wedding is off", said Dane."You can't say that. Please I won't go back not with Enzo there", I said to him."The wedding is going to happen here and tomorrow. Remember to be there else there is no wedding. I had booked a cab for you. It is not a good idea for me to join you", he said. I nodded my head. I was ready already.I have to be there at Dane's wedding to my sister. The fate couldn't be any more cruel. It hurt me like hell to adjust to the prospect that my husband is going to get
The thing about mistake is that we don't have a desire to undo it constantly but I didn't feel that way. Sleeping with Dane might be a bad choice on my part but I never regret a second that I spent with him. I would do it all over again if given another chance. But I shall remain silent. My thoughts never should come out of my head. It must stay there safe and silent. Even after I insulted Dane he being a gentleman had gone to fetch me fresh clothes. I stay there waiting for him to get the clothes. He must have ordered it through the hotel. But it still hadn't come. So he had gone there to check what happened to my dress. He might have fired somebody too if the hotel was his.I heard a knock and Dane came through. I stayed there very still. All my instincts said to go towards him. My emotions were over the top plus the amazing sex we had destroyed any small amount of self-control I used to have."Here is your dress", he said putting it on the bed."Can you give me some privacy?", I as
"I'm sorry for hurting you. I want us both to move on for the sake of Angel. You are also getting married to my sister. Let us end this please. What do you want in return for it?", I asked him."I want you to give me back every kiss I gave you. Then I will forget you and move on", he said."Fine. I have a condition too. I want you to give me back every kiss I gave you as well. So that we can settle the score", he said."Done", he said. I was the one who charged at him he bent down the kiss me. We kissed each other like there was no tomorrow. His tongue duelling with mine. I gasped when he bit my lips hard enough that it hurt. I bit him too drawing blood. He chuckled when he heard me growl. You better stop provoking me. I said in my mind.His hands cupping my boobs. I moaned when his hands tore my expensive dress. I didn't bother to put aside the tattered dress. It lied crumpled on the ground. I stood there in my undergarments. He removed a single boob from the constraints of my bra. H
"You can't let go of me right? You wanted to play me even after leaving me. I just played you back", he said with tight eyes."It wasn't any game Heidi loves you. She asked my help I gave it to her. I have no other interest in you", I said to him."Is that so? Then why are you on a date with me? How does it help your sister?", he asked me crossing his arms."I'm doing what I'm told. You said you will leave me alone after this date", I reminded him."I said and you listened. Things are that easy for you? Our life together didn't matter to you isn't that right? You couldn't endure a life with a handicap so you left me. But still you are here they are right what goes around comes around", he said."Why do you ask me to this date? Is it to torture me?", I asked him."No. I'm on this date to say you goodbye. You might have meddled with my life a lot. But after today you won't do anything like that ever again. I wanted to destroy you initially but then I realised that you are also mother of
"And what do you think?", I asked him."I know my feelings never died for you", he said thoughtfully."You are only saying this to punish me", I said."Why would I want to punish you?", he asked me."Because I left you three years ago", I said."It is correct that you left me. I don't think I can ever forgive you for that. But that doesn't mean that I had lost my feelings for you", he said."I think you want to bed me that is why you are talking about the feelings all of a sudden", I said."I would always want to bed you. I'm attracted to you physically and mentally. I will always want sex from you. Even when we are both a hundred years old", he said."I don't want you", I shot back at him."I realised that three long years ago. But that hadn't deterred me from wanting you like a Madan", said he."You shouldn't say such stupid things. I have used you in the past and disregarded you as it suited me", I lied to him."I got that. It still hurts. I thought you were in love with me", he sa
"You look beautiful", said Charlie carrying my daughter on her hip."Thanks", I murmured putting on the necklace.My open-sleeve dress had so many boob's that I was sure Dane would drool. I knew the game that I was playing is a dangerous one for both parties. It was like fighting with a sword that has no pommel. It can cut both."Is this some kind of a reminder for him? To have an idea of what he missed?", she asked me."I'm only getting ready for the date as he asked me to. That is all there it is. A single date where we will behave like it was the first time I'm seeing him walking", I said."You mean like while you were married to him", she said."Yes for a single date. But there won't be anything beyond that. He is going to get married soon to my sister. She had already told me that it is OK. Dane said that this date night is all he is asking in return for leaving me alone. I have nothing more to ask for from Dane and he will only get what he asked", I said."That is going to be to
I have decided to give him what he want. I know it will be a lie to confess that it is something that he only he wants. I want that too. A date that we missed three years ago. I couldn't help but imagine what would have happened if I hadn't met Enzo that day. I want to see him walk towards me for the first time again. He would have been romantic and flirty with me all night. We would have ended that night early each of us eager to go home. So that we could celebrate together at night.I was very nervous. Something inside my mind warned me from going through with Dane's idea. It is not only a worst idea but the after math of the said date would be incomprehensible. I won't be able to forget and move on while he ends this fantasy of date. I would be left with broken pieces of my heart.I called Charlie for clarity. I doubt she has anything new to supply. I already know consequences of my decision even though it doesn't make a difference to me.She picked on the first ring. She had alrea