I was dressed in a beautiful gown courtesy of my husband. He had showered me with jewellery already. Some of them I haven't even worn once. I absently played with the necklace. I felt him near me. He looked very dressy and handsome as always."Are you dressed?", he asked."Yes", I said to him."Why are you worried?", he asked me.He is always good at reading people and especially me. I gave out a sigh. I didn't want to confess it to him. But I have no other choice."Tell me", he prodded."Should I go? I don't want Paisley to get mad", I told him."Why would she be mad?", he asked me.I was silent. I would rather forget that kiss. I didn't want to remember kissing anyone other than my husband."Listen he invited you and it was his choice. I'm. Sure he wouldn't do it if Paisley didn't consent to it. I don't think it was your fault that he tried to make a pass at you", said Dane. His eyes suppress the anger. I held his hands. It was a closed chapter for me."Let us go", I told him. He no
"Hey baby", said Dane kissing my shoulders. I moved away from him putting more distance between us so that I can think clearly."What happened?", he asked."Have you changed your mind?", I asked him."Regarding what?", he asked. His voice was calm. I knew he had an idea of my thoughts."About your wild manhunt for Enzo", I told him."You have no idea what you are talking about", he said."On the contrary, I know exactly what I'm saying. You can't do it", I said as an ultimatum."I will do whatever to protect you", he said."You can't protect me by doing illegal things", I said."I'm not doing anything illegal", he said."Not at the moment but you will soon. I know it", I told him."Ziva I will only eliminate Enzo. The law will thank me for that", he said."No, you are mad if you think you can escape from the death penalty by killing someone. They don't care who you kill. It will only matter that you ordered him to be killed", I said."You need some rest. We will talk in the morning",
"Mr Wellington hadn't come home yet", said Fathima.Her disapproval was very much clear but I had no response. What will I say? I banned my husband from the bedroom. I won't talk to him until he puts behind his ridiculous plan of killing Enzo. It is better if I don't say anything to Fathima she won't understand. She hardly sees anything past her blinding loyalty to Dane anyways.Speaking of Dane he avoids me just as I avoid him. For him, it is very easy but for me, it is very difficult. He works more at the office. I'm sure his already soaring profits might have skyrocketed post our fight. Jake called me once or twice but I didn't pick up. I don't know whether the bounty was already out or not. I haven't asked him yet. I'm afraid that I don't want the answer.My day and night are filled with reruns of Bachelor just so I could punish myself. I wanted to watch all the bad choices contestants make and get some form of sick pleasure. For them, it would be easy to correct it in the next epi
"I gotta go my girl needs me", said she.Was she going to leave me and Dane alone? How am I supposed to keep my distance when he sits so close to me? I had no idea. I lifted my head and peered at him. He was watching me as though he is guarding me. I don't think I deserve this level of protectiveness from anyone. I'm not that special but looking into my eyes I somehow feel like I'm very special."Did I ruin your girl time with Charlie?", he asked me."No you didn't", I answered him. It had been days since I haven't talked to him. Did he miss me at all?"Ziva I don't blame you. You are too good for me. I know you could never love a murderer", he said calmly."You don't understand. I will love you for ever. It wouldn't matter what you do. But you will end up in prison I'm trying to save you", I told him."You saved me already Ziva", he said."It is the other way around Dane," I corrected him. He took my hands and placed a gentle kiss on it. I felt tears running from my face."I haven't
He was very much silent while he listened to the call. This made me more tense. What has happened now? Was Enzo causing us any trouble? It could be even a ransom call. He got out of bed and got into a wheelchair. I sprang from the bed. Why was he hiding it from me?"Dane tell me what happened?", I asked but he wheeled away from me.My temper flew and I followed him. I was so angry that I could curse him for not telling me. I was afraid that he had indeed sent out a bounty demanding Enzo's head. Maybe Enzo wants his revenge. He put on the television much to my shock. Does he want to watch TV right now? Was he out of his fucking mind? He scrolled through channels and stopped when he got to a news channel. I saw a picture of A corpse blurred. I think it was missing a head. I saw cops everywhere. The headline read as notorious gangster Enzo is dead in an encounter with cops. I pressed my hand to my mouth. What the fuck? Enzo is dead. This means we didn't have to live in fear anymore."I'm
Finally, I was happy and content. Dane was given back to me. I would love to thank God for his intervention there is no other way I could refer to the death of the gangster that kidnapped and put me in trauma. I had even begun therapy because I had found some relief in talking about my issues and so far I was diagnosed with everything. First, it was PTSD then there was anxiety which I always had maybe I should thank Ella for that. I'm also being diagnosed with mild depression as a result of every bad thing that happens to me. But so far there is no medication so it is not that bad.Dane had started going to his therapy sessions too. It was mainly to make me feel happy and wholesome. I was so happy already even if he couldn't walk I'm satisfied with his ability to move his legs around. So what if he can't walk? He can do everything and he is the most active guy I had seen.Jake had come back finally we are expecting him for a non-formal dinner tonight. His parents too are in a celebrat
"Your phone", I said to him."Thanks", he said nervously. I knew something was off straight away."I should leave now. I need to be somewhere early in the morning", I said to him."OK see you later", said Dane with a wave.Dane left the room because it was time for his ice bath. He insists to do it alone. He said he didn't want to be reminded of the fact he was physically challenged every time. I respected his decision."Jake can I ask you something?", I asked him making sure Dane had left."What is it?", he asked with a friendly smile."I want to ask you are you happy with her?", I asked him."Yes", he said without missing a beat."I don't understand. I thought you hated her", I told him unable to hide the fact that I already know who his mysterious girlfriend was."So you know?", he asked with a raised eyebrow."I saw her calling you", I told him."I'm sorry Ziva. But it is my life", said Jake."You were always fighting and you could never see her eye to eye. This huge shift I don't
I think there is a chance a deep friendship would be broken today. There is no going back if Dane had said something to Jake regarding Heidi. I knew Jake was pretty serious and wouldn't hear anything against her unfortunately even if it was the truth. I wondered how could he simply fall for her. Hadn't he known how evil she can become? I still got goosebumps thinking of that day when I caught her trying to seduce my husband. If I hadn't stopped her in between I would have lost Dane forever. She could have hurt us deeper than ever before.I jumped when I saw Dane coming into the room. He was so early today. I wonder whether he confronted Jake about her. If that is the case I was sure that he would have caused a great scene what with Jake's stubbornness irrespective of what she did."Did you talk to Jake?", I asked him without a preamble.He was silent. I knew I had done a great mistake by admitting the truth to Dane. I knew Jake might have hated me for that. But what else I could have
Charlie hadn't said anything to Dane. If only she waited for him to talk. Charlie pretended to say the truth so that Heidi comes clean before Dane. She had done it but I knew she will pay the cost for it. Dane now knows everything. The Wedding won't happen now. I felt a little sorry for my sister after all she had lost Dane again."You didn't say the truth to me. I'm angry at you too", said Dane."I won't blame you. I should have told you about Enzo but I was afraid you won't take it seriously", I confessed."His people had shot me and you think I won't take it seriously? Ziva please be mature", said Dane."I'm sorry Dane", I said."You made us lose our precious three years of life. I missed my daughter's birth and her significant mile stones. It is not something that I can forgive", said Dane."You are right. I was a coward and everyone used that knowledge to influence me", I admitted."You are not a coward Ziva. I wish you were a little more selfish. You sacrificed us for my life. I
When I reached the venue I was immediately ushered into the groom's room. I went to see Dane working on the laptop. My daughter screamed and went to hug him. He took her and lifted above his shoulders. Who knew my serious daughter was a fun loving girl ?"I miss you daddy", she said."I miss you too bug", he said."Don't get married", she said bossily."Why?", he asked curiously."Because mommy cries", she said shocking me.He looked at me with a hint of smile. I was dumb struck."I wasn't", I said to him.She climbed down from her father and took her place next to me. I gave her a warning look."Don't lie", she said to me."I'm not lying", I said to her."You said that daddy", she was about to say everything but I put my hand on her mouth."That is enough", I warned her."There is still time confess your love or it will be too late", he said with a smirk."No. Our life is not a rom Com Dane. Everything is not black and white", I said to him."Fine your wish", he said.I took my daugh
I'm a stubborn creature where the need arises. I'm not going to backdown even if he says that he can't live without me. But I knew he won't say it. I had hurt him enough but still he says he can't marry Heidi. I can't go home till we reaches some sort of agreement."Dane. I'm not going back where it all started. I want an out", I said painfully. I had a fair idea on how much I was hurting him."Fine. I will get married but you have to be at the wedding. If you decide not to come at the last moment the wedding is off", said Dane."You can't say that. Please I won't go back not with Enzo there", I said to him."The wedding is going to happen here and tomorrow. Remember to be there else there is no wedding. I had booked a cab for you. It is not a good idea for me to join you", he said. I nodded my head. I was ready already.I have to be there at Dane's wedding to my sister. The fate couldn't be any more cruel. It hurt me like hell to adjust to the prospect that my husband is going to get
The thing about mistake is that we don't have a desire to undo it constantly but I didn't feel that way. Sleeping with Dane might be a bad choice on my part but I never regret a second that I spent with him. I would do it all over again if given another chance. But I shall remain silent. My thoughts never should come out of my head. It must stay there safe and silent. Even after I insulted Dane he being a gentleman had gone to fetch me fresh clothes. I stay there waiting for him to get the clothes. He must have ordered it through the hotel. But it still hadn't come. So he had gone there to check what happened to my dress. He might have fired somebody too if the hotel was his.I heard a knock and Dane came through. I stayed there very still. All my instincts said to go towards him. My emotions were over the top plus the amazing sex we had destroyed any small amount of self-control I used to have."Here is your dress", he said putting it on the bed."Can you give me some privacy?", I as
"I'm sorry for hurting you. I want us both to move on for the sake of Angel. You are also getting married to my sister. Let us end this please. What do you want in return for it?", I asked him."I want you to give me back every kiss I gave you. Then I will forget you and move on", he said."Fine. I have a condition too. I want you to give me back every kiss I gave you as well. So that we can settle the score", he said."Done", he said. I was the one who charged at him he bent down the kiss me. We kissed each other like there was no tomorrow. His tongue duelling with mine. I gasped when he bit my lips hard enough that it hurt. I bit him too drawing blood. He chuckled when he heard me growl. You better stop provoking me. I said in my mind.His hands cupping my boobs. I moaned when his hands tore my expensive dress. I didn't bother to put aside the tattered dress. It lied crumpled on the ground. I stood there in my undergarments. He removed a single boob from the constraints of my bra. H
"You can't let go of me right? You wanted to play me even after leaving me. I just played you back", he said with tight eyes."It wasn't any game Heidi loves you. She asked my help I gave it to her. I have no other interest in you", I said to him."Is that so? Then why are you on a date with me? How does it help your sister?", he asked me crossing his arms."I'm doing what I'm told. You said you will leave me alone after this date", I reminded him."I said and you listened. Things are that easy for you? Our life together didn't matter to you isn't that right? You couldn't endure a life with a handicap so you left me. But still you are here they are right what goes around comes around", he said."Why do you ask me to this date? Is it to torture me?", I asked him."No. I'm on this date to say you goodbye. You might have meddled with my life a lot. But after today you won't do anything like that ever again. I wanted to destroy you initially but then I realised that you are also mother of
"And what do you think?", I asked him."I know my feelings never died for you", he said thoughtfully."You are only saying this to punish me", I said."Why would I want to punish you?", he asked me."Because I left you three years ago", I said."It is correct that you left me. I don't think I can ever forgive you for that. But that doesn't mean that I had lost my feelings for you", he said."I think you want to bed me that is why you are talking about the feelings all of a sudden", I said."I would always want to bed you. I'm attracted to you physically and mentally. I will always want sex from you. Even when we are both a hundred years old", he said."I don't want you", I shot back at him."I realised that three long years ago. But that hadn't deterred me from wanting you like a Madan", said he."You shouldn't say such stupid things. I have used you in the past and disregarded you as it suited me", I lied to him."I got that. It still hurts. I thought you were in love with me", he sa
"You look beautiful", said Charlie carrying my daughter on her hip."Thanks", I murmured putting on the necklace.My open-sleeve dress had so many boob's that I was sure Dane would drool. I knew the game that I was playing is a dangerous one for both parties. It was like fighting with a sword that has no pommel. It can cut both."Is this some kind of a reminder for him? To have an idea of what he missed?", she asked me."I'm only getting ready for the date as he asked me to. That is all there it is. A single date where we will behave like it was the first time I'm seeing him walking", I said."You mean like while you were married to him", she said."Yes for a single date. But there won't be anything beyond that. He is going to get married soon to my sister. She had already told me that it is OK. Dane said that this date night is all he is asking in return for leaving me alone. I have nothing more to ask for from Dane and he will only get what he asked", I said."That is going to be to
I have decided to give him what he want. I know it will be a lie to confess that it is something that he only he wants. I want that too. A date that we missed three years ago. I couldn't help but imagine what would have happened if I hadn't met Enzo that day. I want to see him walk towards me for the first time again. He would have been romantic and flirty with me all night. We would have ended that night early each of us eager to go home. So that we could celebrate together at night.I was very nervous. Something inside my mind warned me from going through with Dane's idea. It is not only a worst idea but the after math of the said date would be incomprehensible. I won't be able to forget and move on while he ends this fantasy of date. I would be left with broken pieces of my heart.I called Charlie for clarity. I doubt she has anything new to supply. I already know consequences of my decision even though it doesn't make a difference to me.She picked on the first ring. She had alrea