EllieI cannot believe I lost Amy. I feel so terrible as I know all the souls present today, including Adrian, were secretly blaming me. I would also be blaming myself if I was in their shoes. I was the last one with her. I could have protected her better. I could have been with her and prevented all this fracas. Adrian has barely spoken to me throughout the day. I know he does not want to hurt my feelings, and with everything happening, I understand the distance. I just wish he could let me comfort him and be there with him. I could see the frustration and anguish on his face at the station. I could see how bitter and determined he was to find his daughter. I had failed him and Meghan. Even so, Meghan should not have kept on insisting that I had taken her baby. I understand that her mind is clouded with emotions. I understand that with everything happening, she may not think straight and may be quick to play the blame game, but she has to know that I, too, love that baby girl. I, t
AdrianI keep on wishing that this is just a big bad nightmare. I keep on wishing that I get to see my Amy again. I cannot anymore. The police keep on saying that they are investigating but have no leads. We have all been called to the station and reported a statement. I particularly did not like how they handled Ellie. They treated her like she was a suspect. Ellie could never do this to me. She has been by my side all through, comforting me and just being there. She could never. Alehandro has not called me back. I know if he has not called he has nothing substantial to provide. Where could she be? Who could have taken her? I am seated in the living room with a shot of whisky and Ellie by my side. People I do not know keep on coming in and out and consoling Meghan. More than half the people there are just Meghan’s friends. She looks miserable. She does not eat and comes to my house first thing in the morning to ask if I have heard anything about Amy. I guess she loved her after al
EllieIt is a bright Sunday morning as I wake up and head to the bathroom. I just started my period. I hate the feeling that comes with having them. I swallow some painkillers before heading to the shower. I take a cold shower and instantly feel better afterwards. I am putting on my clothes when I hear a knock at my door. Who could be coming to the house so early in the morning? I am not meeting up with Reina till later in the evening. I had planned to head over to Adrian’s first and then meet up with Reina.“Coming! Give me a minute,” I say as I put on my jeans and head over to the door.I unlock the door and do not believe what I see.“Ellie White, you are under arrest for the kidnapping of Amy Sage. You are to remain silent as anything you say can and shall be used against you in a court of law,” The uniformed policewoman says as the male officer puts handcuffs on me. All this is happening so fast that I cannot process what is happening.“What do you mean? I did not kidnap Amy. I
Adrian“Adrian, do you love me?” she asks and I can see how broken she is. Of course, I love her. I am praying that they find that this is all wrong. That she is not the one behind all of this. I am praying that Alehandro, Meghan, the police and I are all wrong. That she is innocent. That she did not do it. I am praying for that so much. But for now, I cannot be so blind and just ignore all the evidence they have on her. I trusted her but it is hard to trust someone when there is proof against her. I cannot just take her word against my child’s safety. I cannot just choose to trust her and maybe all this is true. Maybe she is behind it all? Well, she lied to me once and almost destroyed me. Maybe that is just how she is. I cannot just assume all this regardless of how much I love her. I love Amy, too, and I want her back, safe and sound.“Yes, I love you, Ellie. But I also love my daughter. I need to find her. Please just give her back to me,” I tell her, my eyes are turning watery.
EllieI hate Adrian. I thought he could be the one person on my side. I thought he knew that I would never do that to him. I thought he trusted me, loved me. But I was wrong. I was so wrong. I was so wrong for loving him. Once again the world taught me a rough lesson on loving and trusting people. Once again I became the victim. The victim who easily lets others step on her. I hate Adrian. I know he will soon realize he was so wrong for accusing me. I took Amy as my own daughter. I loved her like my own. I would not even dream of hurting her. I lay in the small, dark room they had assigned me. It has a small window way up. A small 3 by 6 bed, an open toilet, a desk and a chair. I have never been so confined in such a room before. I feel the claustrophobia creeping into me every now and again. I wish my dark knight in shining armour would come and rescue me. I have not been able to eat ever since they put me in here. They had offered me rice with bean soup. It looked so unpleasant t
AdrianI cannot believe I accused Ellie falsely. I let Ellie be dragged by those officers. She begged me to listen to her. She begged me to not let them take her. She tried to tell me she was innocent. She tried to tell me. I was clouded. And now I am seated here in a hospital, looking at her pale body. She looks like she has not eaten for a long time. The detective told me that she almost drowned. She had refused to eat and had tried to drown herself with water in a bucket in her small bathroom in her room. The guard was lucky to have found her when he did and rushed her to hospital. She almost killed herself because of me. I almost lost her too. I had tried to see her in the morning but Reina had not allowed me to. She shouted and kept on reminding me that I was the reason she almost lost her best friend. It is true though. I should not have treated her as I did. I should have listened to her. I was only able to see her when Reina finally left to freshen up. She seems so peaceful
EllieI do not remember how I got to the hospital. I remember giving up on life and not wanting to breathe anymore under that water. I remember letting it go, and the next moment, I woke up with Adrian holding my hand. Why is he even here? I am kind of glad that he is holding my hand. But then I remember. I recall how he could not believe me. I recall how he did not hear me out even after I cried to him and begged him. I recall he, just like the others had condemned me to my doom. That he was the reason I had an excruciatingly painful two days. That he has just subjected me to torture. That I almost died because of him. I hate him. Why am I allowing him to hold my hand? I withdraw and order him to leave. I cannot look at that face. He betrayed me. He was supposed to protect me, to love me but he did not. Just like Ryan, he hurt me. I cannot handle this anymore. I feel pain from all the muscles in my body. I feel so fatigued and my head is throbbing. I have been having some trouble b
AdrianI fucked up. I fucked up big time. I need to know who is behind trying to frame Ellie. I need to find Amy. It has been a week since I last saw her. I wonder if the people with her are at least feeding her. I miss her, I miss her so much. My world is slowly breaking apart. I have not been at the office for the past week, but I know everything is in good hands with Job, my manager. I am planning to pass by there today. My employees know what is happening, as the news of Amy's disappearance has been in the news for the past few days. I am trying to avoid all the pity looks from them. Plus I know I am not in the right headspace to work right now. I just need to find my daughter right now. I failed her. I let evil inconsiderate people take her from me. I need Ellie to forgive me and I will find the one trying to frame her. I have a feeling that whoever is framing her is behind all of this. That must be someone who hates Ellie. Someone who was so intentional in breaking me and Ellie