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I freeze, instead of breaking down. My intense emotion has me maimed. Even makes my mind blunt. I stare at the portraits for a long time, allowing my heart to bleed inside. I don’t know anymore if I could still help him overcome his past without breaking myself because the painful truth is right before my eyes. There will never be any ‘us.” And I will never have a place in his heart.

“She’s beautiful,” I say, but I avoided his eyes.

“Look at me,” Zed says, turning me around. Tears suddenly make their way into my face, even if I hold my breath.

I push him away, then hurry out to the door. But before I slip out, a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist.

“Why are you crying?” he asks. My heartbeats quicken at his question.

“I miss James. He also hired artists to paint me.”

Zed freezes, a sense of frustration painting his face. I can’t let him know I’m crying because of him. He was clear from the start – that he wants no other woman aside from Yen – but I was too confident I could
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