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Chapter 78: Beyond Desires

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Chapter 78: Beyond Desires

“Hana… Is this your first time?” Jarrel asked, his voice in a low whisper, as his eyes searched hers for an answer.

Slowly, Hana nodded indicating that it was indeed her first time being intimate with a man. Jarrel’s breath was ragged, his heart pounding as he hovered above her, the intensity of her words was palpable, and despite the desire surging through him, he forced himself to pause. His eyes, usually so fierce and guarded, were filled with something softer now—something almost tender.

“I—it’s my first time, Jarrel,” Hana finally spoke, her voice like that of a scared little girl. “I’m scared it might hurt so much.”

“Hana,” he whispered, his voice low and strained, his fingers running through his hair in frustration. “We shouldn’t be doing this, you can’t handle this.” He searched her gaze, looking for any sign of hesitation. The last thing he wanted was to hurt her, in any way.

Hana’s cheeks flushed a deep red, but she didn’t look away. She shook her
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