(AMELIA)Fear? Tch. Nah. It is a seriously underestimated understatement compared to the huge corpulence I am feeling in my gut right now. This is insane. This is incriminating. It's..... s***. I don't even know what to say right now. I don't even know what to think. My entire system just feels so lifeless without any energy to make a single motion. Just what the hell. I find myself staring at the computer screen still in my position completely paralyzed to my bones with my eyes as wide as a blinding light. Oh crap. This is the worst situation one can ever wish to be in. Oh s***. This is ruinous. I don't think I can even breathe right now. I am struggling to catch my breath. Mr Michelle is now striding about the bedroom with his hand on his waist and his other hand on his head scuffing his hair with confusion uttering a lot of silent sentences which I can't seem to hear to himself. I don't even know what to say as I watch him in my position with confusion rocking my entire being. "T
(AMELIA)We both rush as quickly as we can briefly like fast cheetahs with the pressure skating through our bodies as high as ever before with the perceptible fear on Mr. Mitchell's expression amplifying my anxiety to the utmost pinnacle. This is the worst situation one can ever pray to be in. The fact that he is about to be caught by his wife is just...... It is unthinkable. It's so traumatic. It's mind breaking and I don't think I'll be able to bear this situation if I were in his shoes. I don't even know what to do right now. I am just extremely confused. I feel like cursing myself. I find myself wishing deep down within me that I didn't attempt to come to his apartment here in the first place. God, I wish I never came here. I only wanted to talk to Lily. Why the hell did everything just have to turn around into this dangerous problematic situation I am facing right now? He immediately drags me into the room and leads me to the bed still gripping tight on my hand like it is his l
(AMELIA)Easy Amelia. Just take it easy and don't fret yourself. Don't think about it too much. Don't even pressure your brain till the point that you can't think. This is going to be easy. You can do it. You can do it. All you just have to do is find a way to step out of this room confront them and begin to spill out your lies. Easy peasy. Fuck. I am pacing about in the guest room with my hand against my chest feeling completely choked due to the much coercion, fear, and tension in the air. I am completely done without a prescription. This is the worst of it all. Mr Mitchell just assigned me the most disconcerting task. It is a task that is sure to make my heart tear apart if I don't gain control of my emotions. Yes, of course, it's a very good plan. A plan that will be good if it works out well and nothing suspicious gets out. It has to be done with exactness. I will have to think and analyze this quickly as soon as possible with the most possible positive outcome. I know it is
(AMELIA)The look they are giving me right now makes me know that I assumably look like a silly idiot before them. I know that I am sounding extremely absurd. What the hell am I even saying in the first place? I find myself staring at them with apprehension on my face wondering what my fate will be by the time the reply comes back. I have already f***** up and I just know it. I am such a silly idiot. Oh god damn it. What the f****** hell. Lily is still in her position giving me that look of resentment like my presence before them is slaying the living hell out of her. I do not understand why she is acting this way these days. Her entire attitude concerning this issue is what is surprising me to the bottom. Why? Why is she so committed to knowing what the hell happened? Why the hell is she so determined to figure out what exactly happened that day? Is she already presuming something and just wants to make a confirmation? Why? Just why is she acting this way towards me? This is not how
(LILY)The fury of operating in my head is strong and disproportionate enough to destroy the entire fucking universe if it so gets to that. I am just……. I don't even know how to explain myself right now. My entire system is trembling with a massive bowl of fury strong enough to…… AAARG. Fuck it. God damn fuck it. Why the hell is she acting like that? Since when did she become this….... I am not myself at the moment and I don't feel like talking to any fucking body. They are hiding something and it is just so evident. It is so fucking evident… what the hell….. I just keep having the feeling deep down within me that it is something huge, something that they do not want anyone to know about. Or probably something that they are not supposed to be doing. If only I can just figure it out. Those two are up to something treacherous and I can fucking see that they are concealing something that they don't want to say. Just what the hell is it? What the f****** hell is it? Oh s***. I can't beli
(DANIEL)We are both sitting calmly presently in the sitting room with the silence as sick as a heavy cloud descended upon us making the the uncertainty we are both experiencing right now a lot heavier than anything we have ever felt. This I can tell with the extremely evident uncomfortable reaction Amelia is exhibiting right now as she sits a distance away from me on one of the sofas with her fingers laced together. I can see the evidence of trembling of her limbs as she keeps on biting those sweet soft tempting lips of hers completely lost in thought. I find my system responding to that gesture and I shake my head batting my eyelids trying as much as I can to regain my senses. Just what the hell is my problem? Even in this tense situation I still find myself reacting to merely that little act of hers. Why the hell am I just so susceptible to this pretty stunning girl? Just why? Why is it just so f****** hard to get a hold of myself whenever I am alone with her? We are still awaiti
(AMELIA)My mind is heavy and filled with a severe amount of thoughts bubbling in my head concerning Mr Mitchell. I can't even begin to tell or explain the amount of trouble coursing through my system right now. I am restless and extremely inappropriate in my position thinking thoroughly about how I managed to get myself into this mess. God, I just feel so ridiculous. This is just too much to take in or comprehend anymore. I just...... I only wanted to see Lily. That was all..... I was frightened about the nature of our friendship I wanted to settle things. How the hell is everything getting jagged into this s*** I'm going to right now? How did everything just get so worst that all...... oh God damn it? I am finding it extremely hard to breathe as I relax against the sofa with my elbows against my knees and my palm on my face completely lost in thought. This is just all messed up. This is so fucking complicated and........" Crap," I mutter to myself as I stand up from my position o
(AMELIA)"Okay, let us cut straight to the chase and get this over with. You have a lot to elucidate to me right now young lady. So why don't you start right now before I begin to lose it all on you?" Mom keeps on lamenting and shouting into my ears the moment I finally step into the apartment and I groan inwardly. Oh s***. I can't believe this is what I'm about to go through for the next few hours of my stay home right now. "Not now God damn it. " I murmur to myself as I walk in and dump my backpack weakly on the sitting room sofa before sprawling against it and leaning on it with weariness. She steps in after I am done settled and stands before me with her hands on her waist. "So? " She says making me pause before looking at her quickly. I sigh and finally sit up on the sofa adjusting myself a little bit. "Sorry. I am so so so sorry Mom. Of course, you should know where I always usually visit. I was at Lily's home the whole time. I'm so sorry I got carried away and lost track of
AMELIAAfter that sizzling hot experience with Miles, I decided to visit my favorite milkshake shop for the very last time before heading home since we were leaving the next day according to the plan Dad erected for our departure. I just have to grab this chance as I'm not sure whatever city we are heading to will have or make this kind of milkshake these guys make. It has this sort of recipe that soothes my soul and makes me calm whenever I am in a tough situation that is why I target it as my favorite.As usual, the whispers surrounding me from every corner of the restaurant are much but I am done worrying about all of that. I decided to ignore them and just act like everything was normal and nothing was happening. I am so not ready to bother myself about that shit anymore. It's just..... it is just over. Thinking about it has granted my head the pleasure of an extreme brain-splitting headache. I don't think I can continue to bother myself about it. This is my last day in this town a
AMELIAWell. it is officially my last day in school. The day before the day I will no longer let my presence be known in this school I have been for almost all my life. It is officially the day my back will be turned on this school never to return probably. Only the heavens know if I will ever be returning here in a million years.I am standing right in front of the building staring at it with a lot of thoughts in my head as my arms remain folded behind me. I have gone through a lot in this wonderful school of mine. Lily? Ishh, I don't think she is ever going to be having any sort of discussion with me in the next 3 months or years to come. There's no need to try to find her attention anymore. It has long been over between us so it is just of no use. I think it's high time I let go of this town. Maybe all this happened for a reason. Maybe my destiny doesn't end here. Maybe I have a lot more to accomplish and this town is just not the right place for it that is the reason for all this.
AMELIAI finally arrive at my apartment completely weak to my unable to feel or even think anymore. My eyes are completely swollen and my soul is completely broken as I stand before the door staring at it endlessly not knowing what to say or what else to do anymore. This day has officially become the worst day of my life and I don't think I want to go through any second of it. The guilt rocking my system has officially killed me and rendered me so completely weak. I have to end this as quickly as possible. I can't keep on carrying this within me. But what the hell do I have to do to set this out? After a long while I finally managed to lift my hands and knock on the door.I wait for a short while and it doesn't take too long before Mom finally opens the door and the look she gives me is not what I expected. The look she gives me is filled with absolute pity. It looks like she is giving me is just making me want to cry continuously. I just feel so ….I don't even know what to say. I jus
AMELIAThe planned day finally arrives and I make my visit to the residence of the Mitchell completely frightened. I don't even know what else to feel right now. The only thing I know is that I want them to try as much as possible to find a place in their deepest hearts to forgive me. I don't think I take the guilt lurking deep down in my system anyone. It's just killing me. However, the visit didn't go as well as I planned and thought it would. It was just totally unwelcoming. The stares the entire family gave me the moment I stepped in didn't make me feel good. I find myself trembling excessively as I stand in the large sitting room where Lily is currently seated in between her two parents and I raise an eyebrow. But this is unexpected. I was thinking that Mr Michelle would have been gone from this home by now. But he is still around. That means Mr Mitchell must have pleaded and has been forgiven. Maybe she can forgive me too. I am already hoping it goes well but the looks they are
AMELIAThe humiliation is just beyond comprehension. I can't find any single ounce of control within me as I begin to weep endlessly trying to sprint my way away from the presence of the entire school. I can't take it anymore. It is just too much. Why the hell did I have to mess up this way? Why did I have to allow myself to fall for silly sexual desires and end up being disgraced in front of not just the school but the entire town? My god, I'm such a fool. I am full of regrets right now as I don't know what to do or where else to go. I can't go home because the attitude and the look on my parent's faces are going to get me traumatized. Staying in school is another whole level of trauma as everyone seems to be bullying me with just their looks and cases alone. My goodness. How did my life end up this way? This is not how I planned it at all not one bit. What have I landed myself into?"Amelia. Amelia." Someone with a very familiar loud voice calls my attention from a distance and I am
AMELIAI can't even begin to explain it. I can't begin to talk about the entire charade and episode right now. It is just too much. My goodness, it is expressly beyond comprehension. School the next day is so humiliating as f***. My goodness, I can't begin to tell the tale. Telling it might make me want to hit my head against the wall or something. My God, I became the topic and the order of the day. The news about my ordeal with Mr Mitchell became the talk of the town. What the hell was I even expecting? It is bound to spread this far since the person I got myself involved with is the town's most popular billionaire and business model.I honestly I sincerely did not know how the news got that far and it makes me wonder who the hell hates me and Mr Mitchell enough to film us and reveal various important news sources. Just how? How does news spread these days in this town? How did it get that fast? It took less than a day for it to spread all over the entire town. My travel to school
DANIELMy head is pounding. My senses are cracking intensely. I am completely paralyzed to my in my position with my eyes wide in disbelief as I gazed at the video being displayed towards us. I am so finished. I can't believe this is actually happening. Oh my goodness. This can't be true. This has really got to be a dream. I don't think I can bear any more of this. As the sex video between I and Amelia keeps playing to everyone's hearing, the heavy heat choking me in the room is just so immense. I can't breathe. I am I find myself sweating profusely without control as I remain in my position feeling as though everyone around me is suddenly choking me with countless hands. Oh my God.I can't breathe neither can I look at anyone in the eyes presently in the room right now. How the hell did this actually manage to happen? Just how? I actually did all I could to make sure it was hidden. I covered all the doors and closed all the windows. There's possibly no way anyone could have found a
DANIELI am totally and completely blown away. I honestly did not know how to express how I am feeling right now. I feel completely overwhelmed and taken over by you most supreme satisfaction of my life. This is just too much I must admit. I am returning home right now with a satisfied dick and a relaxed mind full of smiles. Yeah I know I'm sounding like a stupid silly perverted individual right now but, damn some things can't just be held at certain points in life. I feel so stupid but at the same time, I did not regret it. I have been bearing this lust and craving for her for ages and it has been killing me so it feels good to have relieved myself a little bit even though I am still not feeling quite satisfied completely. Yeah, I'm so stupid I know that. That is how I am sounding right now.I step up to my apartment whistling softly to myself a happy tune. My senses feel so heightened and I don't think I am my complete self right now. I'm feeling like a completely stupid perverted f
AMELIAFive good hours of sleep and right now I know I am already in a wad of mess. Yeah, I am done with it. I am 100% million screwed. And there's no escape from me. Mom is so going to skin me alive. I found myself glancing at my wristwatch with dread in my system. For God's sake. What the hell made me sleep for five good hours in Mr Mitchell's car? Or was that how exhausted I was? What the hell..... who the hell does that? Five good f****** hours! Oh s***. What the hell have I done? I am walking slowly home with a lot of fear lurking deep down within me. If not for the fact that Mr Mitchell woke me up to go home, I am pretty sure I might still be asleep in his car by this time if it was my comfort zone. Oh s***. I am not myself right now a little bit as I am still dizzy after that mind-blowing sex Mr Mitchell offered me. Oh god damn, it was just too much. It nearly killed me. It is the kind of special experience I will never forget in a lifetime. What the hell? He made me feel so.