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SHE•SHIFTER FIGHT
“If you were a commoner, what are some things you would expect from your leader?” I stared sleepily at Will. My eyelids feel heavy, my shoulders are slumped over, my kinky hair was fighting its way out of the high bun I originally went to sleep in, and I was dressed in generic red and white striped pajamas.I looked like a fucking candy cane. A tired candy cane.When he burst through my bedroom door this morning, I was so out of it, I did whatever he asked of me and I did it half asleep. He said to meet him downstairs, and I did so without a second thought, though my feet did drag.We stood in the center of a perfectly squared room, that had a soft padding used for flooring, and poorly lit with candles somehow embedded into the surrounding walls. It was something straight out of a Harry
Last Updated : 2023-03-19SHE•SHIFTER ONE ON ONE
WILL’S POVI’ve never admitted to being a smart man.The moment Sincere’s hand gripped me, I questioned if I had gone about this the right way. She stares at me, her brows furrowed and her eyes deep in darkness. They weren’t all black like before, but there was a certain level of intimidation spewing from them.“You want a fight, you got one.” Her words are pushed up against gritted teeth. She sounded angry, angrier than I thought she would be. Before I could think of my next move, or something else to say, I felt a tug on my arm, followed by wind in my face, my stomach feeling like it would fall through the bottom half of my body, and then instant back pain.“
Last Updated : 2023-03-20SHE•SHIFTER COMPANION
WILLS POV I lay back on the examination table, allowing Lana to cut down the torn up shirt, revealing the skin that was underneath, so she could get to my wounds. I didn’t want this little incident to force Sincere back into her cage and discourage her from any further training with me, so I was pretty quick to ask her to leave the room. She did so without hesitation. The wide eyed expression on her face told me that she was surprised by her actions, as well as very apologetic. “I can’t believe you allowed her to hurt you like this,” Lana cursed under her breath, slowly shaking her head, as she dabbed the surrounding skin with water, trying to isolate each scratch. “Don’t worry,” I started, wincing at the pain. “It looks worse than it is.” This much was true. At first the pain came as a shock, feeling like multiple knives sliding into my flesh at the same time. When the blood first started trickling out, there was an alarm because it was more than I expected, and the stinging was u
Last Updated : 2023-03-21SHE•SHIFTER THE QUESTION GAME
“There you are!” That was Will’s way of greeting me when I found him in the gym about an hour later. “I was wondering when you’d come back down. You left so abruptly…”“Yeah,” I said, my mind finding an excuse rather quickly. “I needed a nap, and a shower. Some time to reflect…” He stands in the center of the room. At first, it seemed that he was staring off into space, but he showed a black diary of some sort in his hands. “What is that?”“Notes,” He answers. “I’ve been comparing the things I know about shifters and the things I know about you… just for educational purposes.” I stepped closer to him.“Can I see?” He smiled politely, and I can tell that the answer i
Last Updated : 2023-03-22SHE•SHIFTER THE FUTURE
“And the three little pigs lived happily ever after. The end!” Lana finished story time just as I entered the main hall. There were over twenty little tots, sitting around, clinging on to her every word. You could tell that they heard the story before, yet, it seemed to be their favorite one. I wonder how they’d feel if they knew the true ending.How morbid of me, thinking of the horrific ending of the Three Little Pigs, and how damaging it could be to a young mind.That’s what life is though; full of goals and dreams you hope to reach once you enter adulthood, but in reality most of the time it's lies and bullshit. As the children clapped and gave shouts of yay, I wished I remembered a moment like this, where I had no care in the world, when everything was easy and careless. I envy them.
Last Updated : 2023-03-23SHE•SHIFTER BEYOND AVERAGE
The air is brisk. My legs are aching, and I feel like I somehow swallowed a lung. I tried to settle my breathing and keep a constant speed, but to be quite honest, I was dying. “I think the kids run faster than you!” I close my eyes, digging my feet into the dirt beneath my feet as I run around a track field that was built into the land behind the compound. When Will awoke me this morning, I thought we were going for another round in his fake ring, but he seemed to have other plans. If you asked me, he was concerned about fighting me, and to be honest, I was too. I had more fun fighting than I did increasing my physical endurance. We were up before the sun, just as we were yesterday. The field is lit up with large bright lights, similar to a football field. There was nothing out here but Will and I. I may enjoy it more if I didn’t have Will screaming at me like he was irritated and on the verge of a meltdown. “Sincere! Move! Your! Ass!” His voice is piercing my ear drums, and I
Last Updated : 2023-04-05SHE•SHIFTER SHIFT
To say I had my ass handed to me would be too simple. Here I lay, spread out on the floor, body sore from head to toe. I wasn’t sure if I was in pain due to our hand in hand combat, or the fact that he had me work every muscle so hard. What I did know was how much I didn’t want to move. The pain would feel worse. He stood over me, arms crossed against his bare cut up chest. His brown eyes fixated on my face as he sneered down at me. I thought I was walking into this fight already a winner. He showed me. Whatever magic he had under his sleeve, he’d better continue to use it. I gave it my all. Every punch and kick felt like I was hitting metal. Bringing out my claws seemed to be the only upper hand I had. He only responded to the pain they could cause. He bled from his bottom lip, arms, and his torso. I didn’t have much blood, but I could feel a few broken bones. “I gave you a run for your money, didn’t I?” Ugh, he’s so smug. “Now, shift, so we can shower.” I smacked my lips. “I’m
Last Updated : 2023-04-05SHE•SHIFTER DOLL
God, curse the person who created tall heels, push up bras, and tight fitting clothing. The outfit of choice Lana provided was a sleeveless sequined dress the color of blush. It's tight around my body, practically cutting off my circulation. My arms and legs may have been able to breathe, but it was the fact that the fabric circled around my neck. She had me standing tall in silver heels. “When you walk into a room, you must demand attention,” she says loudly as if she was speaking to a crowd of people. It was just me and a seamstress, poking pins here and there, trying her best not to knick me. When I first entered the room, the woman had my full attention. Out of all the people I had seen roaming the halls of this compound, she looked to be the most interesting. She had lengthy blue and black hair. Her skin was a perfect tone of caramel. She was my height, maybe even my age. She wore black bulky boots, baggy jeans and a white tank top. The wide bridge of her nose is pierced, as wel
Last Updated : 2023-04-05
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SHE•SHIFTER SHE SHIFTER
The bullets fly through me. So many at once. At first, they weren’t noticeable. I feel myself falling backwards, arms flailing helplessly. I had planned to catch myself, but the blasts of their weapons were unexpected, and hit me harder than anticipated. Lying on my back, I watch as Athena stays law, trying to crawl her way over to Elias. I feel the warming of my skin and I know immediately the bullets are laced with Inferno. Don’t think about the pain. Get up! I grunt and moan as I find my way back on to my feet. The Zyte soldiers have made their way out onto the lawn, picking and choosing their targets. I keep my eyes on Athena, trying not to lose her and dodge the flying lead as well. Just as I am about to reach down and grab her, I’m thrusted backwards. I land on my feet, catching myself. My eyes lock with Elias. He breathes, heavy, his shoulders and chest rising and falling together. The glowering in his eyes tells me I may be in for trouble. “I got a bone to pick with you,” h
SHE•SHIFTER OPPOSITE SIDES
I ran up the stairs, heart thumping out of control and my mind flooded with negative thoughts and what ifs. Will and Teyana are behind me, and I can make out their panicked breaths as well. The commotion we heard before had quieted down. I pushed myself out of the secret door, into the kitchen. I see people still in their pajamas crowded in the foyer, worried expressions showing on all of their faces. I find the guard in charge of this particular side of the house. Sam. He stands at the door of the main entrance, eyes fixated on movement happening at the gate. I push my way through the crowd, wanting to get a good look myself.“What’s going on?” I asked, at the same time seeing a row of armed men, standing tall and waiting for a command. “The Ma’zhee?” Sam nods their head. I assess the situation. “They blew the gates, there is nothing stopping them from entering.” I can see small grass fires and the iron gate broken over. “What are they doing?” “If I had to guess,” Sam’s voice is lo
SHE•SHIFTER THE FINAL PIECE
I stand directly beneath the shower head, the pitter patter of the water silencing the world. The colder temperature cools me down quickly. My eyes are closed, my head filled with images of Will and I being lost in our kiss, in our feelings. I part my lips to catch my breath, knowing I could live off this memory for a while.Was our relationship always leading up to this? My memories took me for a spin. I remembered when I couldn't trust him, and when he turned into my only friend. I remember when I thought I could hate him, but realized I could love him. I wondered if my feelings were being driven by this supposed heat that Teyana mentioned. Should I bring that up to him, or would that hurt his feelings? "I like to look at you too. You're beautiful." His compliment is searing itself into my brain. Wait, does this mean he likes me? Are we together now? I bring a finger to my lips, touching them as softly as he kissed them. It was such a rush.The memory suddenly begins to alter. A
SHE•SHIFTER DESTRESS
So, this is where the cafeteria is. I stood outside its doors, staring in through the glass trying to get a sense of the people. Everyone seemed very comfortable with each other; talking, laughing and having a good time. The large room was full of the young and old, everyone so lively. This seemed to be more my speed. In our dining room it was always just me, Lana and Will. Most of the time we didn’t engage in conversation; just eating quietly, sitting properly. I have been here for more than two months, and this is the only time I’ve come to the common area. With all the commotion last night, I thought it would be a good time to show my face. Will explained that this part of the compound was for the people. It was like segregating the rich from the poor. I've never been considered a rich person, so this whole thing was odd to me. Here, everyone ate together, lived together… did everything together. It was its own community. When I walked in, everyone went quiet, staring me dow
SHE•SHIFTER A DEAL WITH THE DEAD
SIR HENRYS POV My father found her, floating in the creek where our favorite spot used to be. I wondered how long she’d been there. I wondered if she was waiting for me. I tried to romanticize it in my head, as if that would make it better. I had to come to terms that my precious Clara was gone. Maybe that was why my health took a turn. I felt her leave me in the world alone, and my soul wanted to follow her. Without her, what was my reason for existence? Athena and I are already married. A child, my child, will be born into this world. Would it be enough? ATHENA’S POV He barely said anything these days. Ever since they confirmed the death of Clara it was like he had given up. He wanted to succumb to his mysterious illness. Well, I wouldn’t have it. Clara had him in life, she would not have him in death. I must call upon the dead. I must call upon the Gods. "Invoco eos, qui ante me vixerunt, obscuri vigore pleni! Coniuro missas et misters ter ter. Da mihi
SHE•SHIFTER LOST BLOODLINE
SINCERES POV I felt a sharp pain penetrating the skin of my chest, digging in between the bones of my ribcage. It slides through to my heart, and my eyes open in fury and torment.How do I go from sleeping so soundly, to experiencing a pain like death. A deep throated growl is emitted from my voice box, coming out loud enough to wake the house. I swing my arm against the traitor who snuck into my room in the middle of the night. They fly in the air, through the paper like wall, landing in the hard tub.Light spills into the room, just as I reach out and grab the handle of the sword used against me. “Oh my god!” Teyana yells, ready to fall apart. “That does not look good.” My mind goes blank, and I can feel me slipping away. That dark side of me is coming, and it is enraged. WILLS POVA roar seemingly coming from a beast wakes me from a deep sleep. I heard the panic sounds of the others in the main hall, just as concerned and confused as was. “WILL!” I recognize Teyana’s voice in a
SHE•SHIFTER HIDDEN CHILD
ATHENA’S POV I shared a peck of a kiss with Sir Henry at his bedside. Our fathers clap and our mothers are in awe as we are officially man and wife. Henry’s body appears to be giving up on him yet again, and our fathers refused to call off the wedding. It didn’t matter to me where or how we got married, just as long as we did. At the beginning I was against this, but somehow in the mess of things, I fell for Henry. The child also helped push things in my favor. I looked down at my husband, feeling my cheeks blush. He stares back up at me, and though weak, I can tell he wants to speak. I lean in to him, letting him have my ear. “I love you Clara,” he whispers. My smile is gone. I keep my anger hidden. I step away from him, looking over at our parents. “He asks for his rest,” I lie. They nodded in agreement. “It has been a pretty big day,” his father is overly cheerful for someone who has a dying son. I follow them out of Henry’s chamber, requesting to speak alone with my f
SHE•SHIFTER CONTAIN
I was too late. That was a hard thing to acknowledge. Though I came back as soon as I could, ready to fight everyone for Elias, he was not there. I left the others in Teyana’s hands, wanting her to provide them with showers, clothes, and food. I had plenty of questions for them, but they would have to be asked in the morning. Tonight, I was done.I wanted to be alone and work out the emotions I have. From anger, to sadness, to guilt. I held up in the boxing room, but instead of hitting a punching bag like a normal person would, I released everything into the walls. It did hurt, but I think that was exactly what I wanted to feel. My knuckles cracked, my fingers popped, and I yelled out my pain. “AAAAAAAHHHHH!” I roared. I continued until my hands were bloody, and then I fell down to my knees, letting my tears stream down my face. I feel arms wrap around my upper body, squeezing me. I recognized the scent immediately. I feel his lips at the nape of neck, and he whispers my name. “S
SHE•SHIFTER THE MISSION
I stormed the house. Walking as fast as I could to find Will. Teyana was right behind me. She was not on a warpath like I was, but I felt she was more concerned for Will’s safety. The guard outside the compound said that Will was having tea in his favorite room. Sure enough, there he was, sipping from his mug without a care in the world. He looked up at me when he heard the doors open.“Where have you been?” he asked. Oh no, he was not going to question me. I smacked the ceramic glass out of his hand, letting the hot liquid drop over him. “What the hell?”“Did you know that The Grove had Elias?” His face drains of any color he has and I can see his panic. “God damn it Will!” I want to strangle his neck. I want to physically hurt him! I want to cry. “I didn’t know how to tell you,” he stood up quickly, ready to beg for my forgiveness and explain his decision to keep me in the dark. “I know you’d want to rush in and save him, but we couldn’t do all of that. He’s one person!” “He i
