We were finishing up in the debrief room, I was sitting at the front, Leon a couple of rolls behind me, it made my heart drop, no thigh touching mine. Williams let out a breath, running her hand through her hair. "Thanks sergeant, Bailey, Duggan, hash this shit out," she barked, walking towards the door. "No need ma'am." Leon stood up."That was a direct order Bailey." She walked out, Stuart behind her. The door slammed shut and I heard Leon sit back down. My face was to the front, my heart racing. "I'm sorry," I whispered. Leon said nothing, letting out a breath. "Leon." I turned around to face him. "I said I'm sorry.""No," he finally spoke. "Fuck you Lexie, I expect that shit from the others, from Stuart whatever. Not you. I didn't even expect that from you two months ago, let alone now." I went to speak and he started again. "Not even as my colleague, my partner but as my fucking girlfriend. What kind of girlfriend are you?" He stood up and I jumped up, walking over to him."Do
I spent the whole of Saturday feeling very sorry for myself. I was starting to feel that Leon had over reacted. I was in the wrong, I shouldn't have said that but as Williams said, it wasn't incorrect. I had to get myself up and ready for dinner at nans and as I walked in the smell of food hit me. "Help yourself to the pot," she grabbed my hand. "Thanks nan.""Sit," she pointed to her tiny kitchen table. I did as I was told obviously and sat down. It was just me and her, Ryan wasn't here yet and she sat opposite me. My nan was old, in her eighties, I would have to ask Ryan how old. She was a tiny woman, her dark hair in a scarf over her head. She was me and Ryan's mother growing up, she was incredibly special to me. I looked into her warm dark eyes and she grabbed my hand."You're upset, tell me." Her voice was firm. "I'm okay," I waved off. "No child, tell me." It wasn't a request. "Just, I met a man and it's gone wrong and it's my fault and I feel awful." I shrugged. "What di
I was laying in my bed, certainly not playing with myself. I didn't even fucking need to Leon turned me on enough. I did manage to put on a very sexy red lingerie set that I had bought too long ago and had never worn. I didn't usually date, I worked twelve hours a day or night and it put a stop to socialising. I had a couple of girl friends from my police training but they were in the same boat too. I had never been with someone who was a police officer and lucky for us Leon was on the same rota as me, so we had the same days off. The doorbell went and I got up, looking through the spy hole before I opened my door in lingerie to my postman. It was Leon, a grin on his face. I opened the door, standing behind it and he came in. I shut it, feeling stupid at my outfit choice."Lex! Fucking hell!" He grabbed my waist, pulling me to him. "What a lovely surprise. You look so fucking sexy." He kissed my ear, going down to my chest. I giggled, running my hands up his top, I don't know when he
"Alright bye nan, love you." I put the phone down as I sat at my desk. "Nanny Duggan, how is she?" Leon asked, handing me a coffee. I turned my computer on, looking up at him."She's okay, she isn't feeling that great this morning." I shrugged. Leon was looking through some papers and put them down, his eyes on mine. "How so?" He asked, my butterflies returning. I really needed Leon to meet her, she would absolutely love him. "Just a bit blah, she said. I'm not sure.""Are you worried?" Leon asked, before taking a sip of coffee."A little bit, I suppose. I'm going to see her Friday." I looked at him. I had basically been staying at Leon's for a month now, him dropping me about a ten minute walk to work so I came in after. I looked up at Matt, my new partner. Leon was our sergeant and although I thought Matt was good, I suppose, he was no Leon. "Morning guys." He waved, sitting at his desk."Morning Matt." I smiled, Leon giving him a wave. Matt had dirty blonde hair, his pale skin
I pulled my vest off as I went back into our office. I knew Leon was pissed, we had just done another protest job and he fucking hated them. All we did was stand around, any arrest was always done by police constables and really we were there to scare people. My eye caught the figure in Williams's office. I looked closer and he finally caught my eye. The door opened and he smiled at me."Hi Lexie, you okay?""Yeah, I'm good dad. You?" He nodded, his eyes going to Leon as he walked next to me."Bailey, come here please." My dad said firmly. Leon looked up, throwing his vest onto his chair. "Course sir." Leon walked past me into Williams's office. I sat down with my eyes still on them. What the fuck did my dad want with Leon? I had a horrible feeling in my stomach and my heart was racing. I didn't even care as I stared into the office. The walls were glass and I could see my dad talking firmly to Leon who was sitting. Williams looked serious too and I swallowed down my nerves. I could
I had a heavy feeling in my gut as I ran Leon's doorbell. I didn't know what I was about to walk into and how he was going to be. I was glad he wanted to see me but I wasn't sure how talkative he would be. It was late, I stayed with nan while she ate and helped her get into bed. The door opened and Leon stood back, letting me in. He looked awful too, he was only in a pair or shorts and normally I would want to jump him. "Nan made you some chicken," I whispered, handing him the container. "Thanks," he chuckled sadly. I followed him into the living room as he sat down, putting the food on the table."Are you okay?" I asked, knowing the answer. "Nope, not at all." He put his head back. I rubbed my hands together, trying to think of what to say. "What happened?" I asked, staring at him. He looked over at me, tears in his eyes. I grabbed his hand, putting it into my lap. "I'm scared you're going to leave." His voice was painfully sad and it was doing nothing for my anxiety."Tell me,
I got into work about an hour early. It was awful to get ready and go to work as Leon couldn't do that this morning. He stayed in bed as I got ready but promised me he would get showered. I went straight into the office, knocking on Williams's door. I waved at a few people, Matt included as I walked into Williams's office. "Lexie, sit." Her voice was soft and I knew that she knew I had spoken to Leon. "Thanks ma'am, sorry to barge in so early but I wanted to talk to you about Leon." I swallowed hard, I didn't know what she thought about it all and she might be of a completely different mindset to me. "I'm glad you did, have you spoken to him?" Her hands were together on her desk, her eyes directly on mine. "I have ma'am.""How is he?" She cut over me, my heart settling, at least she gave a shit. "He isn't good. I'm not going to lie, it doesn't seem like he is eating and I think he slept a bit last night, I'm not sure." I shrugged, trying to not give the game away. I know he slept
I walked through the double doors, the officer at reception smiling at me. His dark hair pushed back. "Can I help?" He asked. I had my office uniform on, the classic dark polo shirt. "Hi, is DC Duggan about? I need to speak to him," I said, my hand on the desk. "He is, can I ask what case it's referring to?" He smiled at me. "Oh, no just tell him it's his sister," I chuckled. The officer smiled, picking up his phone. He spoke into it for a few moments before turning back to me. "Go straight ahead, he's in the main office." "Thanks." The officer buzzed me in and I walked straight for the huge office in front of me. I could see Ryan already, standing up and chatting with a colleague. As I walked through he looked up at me. "Hey Lex, you alright?" He asked, his eyes concerned. "Yeah, can I have a word?" A few of his colleagues were looking at me, one smiled. I returned it as Ryan walked next to me, guiding me into the hall. He opened a side door and we went in, it was a storage c
I giggled as Leon pushed his hard on into my backside, his arms around my waist. "Leon!" I giggled again as he pulled me back into his bedroom, his hand up my top. I had no bra on and his warm hands on my breast made me squeal, taking a breath in as his thumb rubbed my nipple. His hands moved and after a second I felt his warm, bare chest on me. I rubbed myself against him, feeling myself get wet. "You are so fucking sexy," he moaned in my ear, his other hand in my knickers. He stroked my clit gently, my eyes closing. We were at the end of the bed, my hand grabbing his neck behind me. Leon's finger traveled my whole wetness, making me giggle. "I can't get over how wet I make you." He bit into my neck and I heard his trousers drop. I turned around and his hands went to my backside, grabbing it and pushing me closer to him. My arms went around his neck as he kissed me. I took a deep breath in as his tongue explored my mouth, Leon slowly dropped me onto the bed, his tongue never leavin
I was back in the field and I was so fucking happy. My adrenaline was pumping and my hand was tight around my gun. We had been called to an active shooter in an office block, there were shit loads of us, armed police on every floor. We were told to get to the fourth floor and Leon was in front, walking up the stairs, Matt was behind him and me behind Matt. I was doing my usual, walking backwards up the stairs, my gun pointed. We didn't actually know where the shooter was so my eyes were darting up every step. It felt odd to not be directly behind Leon, but I was so fucking proud of him. We got to the fourth floor and Leon and Matt stopped. I stopped walking myself, one foot on a step. I didn't turn my head to them so had no idea what was on the fourth floor. My heart was smashing into my chest, my eyes down the stairs. “Baby," "Yeah," I responded to Leon. "Take the men's toilets, on your right when you're up the stairs.""Received." I walked backwards up the last steps, turning to
The last two weeks had gone by in a spin. Trying to organise nan’s funeral and sort out her house. It allowed me to put my mind to something, none of this really hitting me. I went back to work a couple of days ago, but Leon put me on desk duty. Allowing me to do paperwork and help organise the armoury. I was grateful, my mind wasn’t in the right place to be out in the action but I did start to miss it and Leon. I was in the second row of the church, crying my eyes out. Dad was in front of me, in his police uniform. I thought it was odd and you could see Leon’s face about to explode when he clearly wanted to make a joke out of it. Ryan was on my right, Leon my left. I listened to the pastor talk, talk about my nan like he knew her. He didn’t, not like us. She was the most amazing woman and without her I would have a massive hole in my heart. I just fucking knew it. I let out a sob, my head going down. Leon grabbed my hand, our fingers entwining. I let myself cry, my back shaking as th
It was a Wednesday, me and Leon were about to go on nights and had a day off to prepare. He was sitting, shirtless on his sofa, playing some game. “Did you want me to go home at any point?” I walked into his living room, a bowl of cereal in my hand. I hadn’t really been home in months. Only occasionally to tidy or check my post. “No, this is your home.” He said firmly, grabbing a slice of toast and taking a quick bite. “It’s not.” I tried to giggle. “One sec, this is live. I can’t pause it.” Leon’s face was still on the screen. I continued eating my cereal, watching him. He threw his game controller down, turning to me. “Then make it your home.” He shrugged. Wow, I waited for that.“How are we going to live together and people at work don’t even know we are together? That sounds scary to me”. I watched his face cross, picking up his controller again. “I checked the guidance, the longer we leave it, the worse it will be. You can’t be my sergeant.” “Alright jesus woman!” Leon laugh
I opened the door to nan’s house, shopping bags in both hands.“Nan!” I shouted, going into the kitchen. “I’m coming baby, tell me you brought that wonderful man.” She cackled and I rolled my eyes. “Oh here he is!” She grabbed Leon’s face, kissing his cheeks.“I’m here too nan,” I sighed, putting her shopping away.“You’re not her favourite though Lex, that's me now.” I threw Leon a dirty look as he helped nan sit down. Leon sat opposite her, I’ll sort out the shopping then shall I?“How are you nan?” I asked, turning my head to her. She shrugged, oh I didn’t like that at all. “I saw your father yesterday. He made an appearance.” She scoffed. Leon sat back, his hands behind his head. “No way, police commissioner Duggan realised he has a mother.” “Oi!” I shouted at him, he turned to me with a stupid smirk. “Too far man, that is still my dad.” I laughed, turning the kettle on. “Tea nan?”“Please. Make one for Leon too.” I slapped my arms to my side, really? “Your dad is okay, he wan
It was Leon’s first day back in the office and I couldn’t be more excited. I was really trying to play it down, but I made him a coffee which sat on his desk as I looked at the time. He better hurry up, it was about to get cold. “Morning!” He shouted, making me jump. I turned around to see him strolling into the office. That cheeky look on his face as per usual. Stuart stood up from his desk, grabbing him for a hug. “Welcome back Leon, I’m so fucking happy for you.” Stuart said, the emotion clear in his voice. “Thanks Stu, a lot. I mean it. I don’t know what I would do without you and Lex.” Leon put his hand on my shoulder, making my butterflies appear in my stomach. “Leon, my office please.” Williams said, her smile was huge and Leon threw his bag at his desk, practically skipping into the office. I looked at his coffee, and it was definitely going to get cold. I played about on my computer for a little bit, waiting for the door of Williams’s office to open. I turned around to Le
I slumped on my office chair, it was getting more and more depressing coming into work without Leon. He wasn't doing great either, he might say my whole life was around the police but his was as well. When you spend ninety percent of your time at work it's hard for it to suddenly stop. He was getting worse, I was at nans yesterday and when I got back to him he hadn't showered, still in the same position in bed. "Lexie," Williams nodded towards her office. I took a deep breath as I walked in, I don't think I could deal with anything else. I gave her a weak smile, completely drained. "You don't look great." She was frowning. I just shrugged, me and Leon had been really trying to look after the other person but we were clearly failing. I felt a lump in my throat and I swallowed it down. "I'm fine ma'am, thanks. Can I help?" I sat down, my hands in my lap. "I wanted to check in with you if you know how Leon is?" She raised her eyebrows."I spoke to him yesterday, he isn't great." I to
I was sitting outside Leon's house, after my interview I went to nans to quickly check in with her. She was okay, not as good as I would have liked but once she ate I decided I was going to wait for Leon. I had been here about half an hour, still in my formal uniform, sitting on his doorstep. I didn't know if this was the right thing to do but I couldn't just go home, my phone vibrated in my pocket and I opened my text, it was from Ryan. Ryan: 'Just spoke to dad, he wants to see you. Now.' I groaned and stood up. It was barely three o'clock and I didn't know if I should wait for Leon and tell him or leave now and come here after. I decided on the latter and sent him a text as I walked back to my car. Lexie: 'I've got to see my dad and then I will come to yours. If it's okay'.I took the quick drive to my dad's office, pissed off. I wasn't even scared of my dad anymore, I had more important things to worry about and I didn't care if I had hurt my dad's feelings. I knocked on his PA'
I was in my formal uniform, at the police conduct office. Me and Stuart had signed in and stood in the waiting area. I was nearly biting my hand off, my heart smashing against my chest. I looked up at Stuart and he turned to me. "He didn't do this, Lex. We both know that." I nodded, feeling better at his words. "I know," I whispered. "There was nothing I can remember that told me Leon wasn't behaving correctly that day. Anything you can think of?" He asked, turning his body to me. I shook my head. "Nothing, I don't even remember Leon talking.""True, I usually do that." Stuart chuckled and I smiled, making me feel better. "SFO Duggan?" A blonde man in a suit appeared at the door. I nodded, taking my hat off and holding it to my chest as I followed him into a huge interview room. The light was bright as I sat opposite the blonde man and a beautiful dark skinned woman, she smiled at me and I felt a bit better, her smile was bright. "Right, Lexie, is it okay that we call you Lexie?