I felt really awful during those moments. And I know that, despite everything, Marius understands why I'm feeling this way. "S-Sam, please don't do this," Marius pleaded. I started packing at that moment, all while quietly shedding tears. I didn't know what else to do except cry. Honestly, that's all I've ever been capable of, even before. I would just cry. I couldn't bring myself to hurt him, even though deep down I was so angry with him. "Sam, please let me explain. Please listen to me," Marius pleaded again as he followed me into the walk-in closet. I didn't respond. I took all my personal belongings from there, one by one. Afterward, I came out again to put everything in my suitcase. "Please don't bother me for now, Marius," I begged him, as I couldn't resist. "Sam," he said. Marius' tone still carried a strong sense of pleading. I didn't know if that was why I stared at him. And honestly, I felt like regretting what I had done. Because suddenly, I felt sorry for him. I fel
"Hey, Marius, I'm glad you called."That was Lana answering his call.She was currently standing outside Sam's condominium unit. It had been two days since he dropped her off, and Sam hadn't been responding to his calls or text messages. Worried, he decided to come over to check on her."Did Sam call you? Or did she come to your place?" were his consecutive questions.The truth is, this was his last resort. He tried his best not to involve Andrew and Lana in the mess, even though he was the one who caused it. But he couldn't think of any other way. Besides, the fact was Sam had nowhere else to go except to her brother."Sam? No, she hasn't. Wait, aren't you two together?" replied his friend on the other line.He quickly picked up on the concern in Lana's voice."My god," he replied instead, then rubbed his face wearily with his hands.He momentarily forgot that Lana was still on the line, so he was slightly surprised to hear her voice from the other end."What's wrong, Marius? Where's
That night, Marius spent the evening in his condo in Manila. His eyes were fixed on the television while he drowned himself in alcohol.He couldn't explain or even put into simple words how much pain he was feeling at that moment. He accepted that this was his karma. What he did was wrong, plotting against someone as kind as Sam.As he thought about it, a bitter smile formed on his lips, accompanied by the flow of his tears. He had been crying since earlier, unable to control himself. He had never experienced this level of pain before, not even when Lana decided to accept and marry Andrew.But now, it felt like he couldn't breathe. He was so sad that he couldn't even quantify it."Sam," he whispered.He cast a glance towards the veranda, remembering the times spent there. In an instant, he saw himself dancing with Sam—their first dance together.He missed her terribly. He longed to hold her close and, most of all, he wanted to continue taking care of her."There are only a few days le
I couldn't deny the intense pounding of my heart. When we stepped out of the airport, the cool evening breeze of Manila immediately touched my cheeks. Then, I looked at Calum, who gave me a meaningful smile. He was carrying MJ, who was sound asleep at that moment."No one knows about all of this, so I'm sure they'll be surprised," I said with a smile, then I glanced at my friend."And I'm sure there will be chaos too," Calum replied.He said it playfully but there was truth behind Calum's words, which made me sigh. "Don't talk like that. You're too negative. You sound like you're not my friend," I said, tapping his shoulder in a playful manner.Ever since I stayed with Calum, he became my refuge. In truth, many people who saw us together often mistook him for my husband. And in those moments, no matter how many times it happened, I always prayed that Marius was with me.Pregnancy wasn't that difficult for me. I didn't have a hard time giving birth either. I can say that God didn't aba
"Any news about Marius, Kuya?" I asked Andrew, unable to contain my curiosity.Truth be told, Marius never really left my mind. And I would be lying if I didn't admit that I still love him deeply until now, especially after seeing MJ who looks so much like him."Tell me, do you still love him?" Andrew asked me, his gaze straight into my eyes.I quickly averted my eyes from Andrew after a few moments. Then, I picked up my coffee cup and took a sip."Love never really goes away, right, Kuya?" I replied instead.A gentle smile formed on Andrew's lips."That's what Lana told me too. When she last spoke to Marius, he was looking for you just like before. Honestly, I can't help but feel regretful about how things turned out between you two," Andrew said.I sensed from my brother's tone that he truly meant his words. This surprised me because I knew that Andrew didn't approve of Marius for me after the accident."It seems like the winds have changed, huh," I joked, trying to ease the tension
"If only I knew where she was, Marius, you wouldn't have to tell me twice," Lana said, gently squeezing his hand.If she wasn't mistaken, Sam's seven months pregnant now. Their baby. If only all of this didn't happen, Sam wouldn't be carrying everything alone now."I know I made a mistake. It was wrong of me to plan against her. But eventually, I fell for her too. And the love I feel for Sam is real. I've never felt this intense of feelings for anyone else," Marius spoke with deep regret evident in his tone."Let me talk to Andrew again. Maybe he knows something. Maybe Sam called him. Truth be told, I'm also worried about my sister-in-law. I want to hire a private investigator just to see her, but how can I do that? I know Andrew is the only one who can do that, especially since he has connections even in the UK," Lana continued, expressing her concerns.Marius fell silent. He just picked up his cup of coffee and took a sip. After a moment, he excused himself from Lana.He was in Bagu
Similar to what they had agreed upon, Marius visited Lena that evening after he finished work at the office. He would return to Baguio tomorrow, and he wanted to make the most of the opportunity to unwind tonight. "What would you like to eat? Are you hungry?" Lena asked Marius as soon as he arrived. Marius didn't answer. Instead, he quickly pulled Lena close by the waist and kissed her on the lips. Marius's body quickly heated up as he felt Lena responding to his kisses. Unexplainable desire consumed him, causing him to become aggressive without realizing it. ***** "M-Marius," Lena gasped as she got a chance to catch her breath. She didn't feel any hint of love in Marius's kisses. But none of that mattered to her. Because, just as she had wanted for a long time, she wanted to experience this. She wanted to feel like Marius was her partner and not another man. Because the truth was, she had already given her virginity to others a long time ago. Contrary to what others knew, she ha
After the heat, Marius lay himself down on the soft sofa, feeling drained. He stayed in that position for a few moments before getting up and dressing himself. He didn't say anything because, truthfully, he couldn't think of anything to say. He felt guilty. He thought about Sam. He knew that once Sam found out about this, she would be hurt and even angrier with him. But why should he dwell on that? She had already left him, after all. She hid their child from him and kept them away. So now he had a reason to be angry too. Marius let out a heavy sigh. That's true. He harbored resentment towards Sam. But, as much as possible, he didn't want to nurture that anger in his heart. Because he loved Sam, and despite everything they went through, there was no other woman he wanted to be with but her. "I don't want to admit to myself that my decision to let my heart fall for you, Sam, was wrong. But when I feel the pain of it all, that's what I want to do," he whispered as he glanced at Len