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CHAPTER 12

Author: I'sha'keyva Porter
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KAHLAN AND DAMON

Ryan Wingo, I thought, as if Doctor Meir could read my mind. Was it me or was the temperature in the room on the rise? Ryan Wingo, I thought again. I swear I could hear his voice, and felt his presence in the room. Ryan was my Urban Legend. I was afraid that if I said his name too many times he would appear and possibly kill me. I couldn't say it. I didn't want to say it. I didn't want this story to become real, or relive the past. I just wanted to move on and forget him. And that would never happen if everyone kept bringing him up. As I continued to think, I processed the idea that maybe Damon Meir could help with that. Help me forget. But, if I ask for help, am I admitting that there is something wrong with me? Because there wasn't. But what would happen if I were to forget? Would I be forgetting all of the good along with the bad? Would I be forgetting every memory of Ohio and my family?

Truth was, I couldn't change the past. The past is what made me who I am tod
I'sha'keyva Porter

Thank you guys so much for taking the time to read Secrets. I know the story jumps around a lot, and can be a bit confusing, but I hope that as the story goes on you will have become attached to characters, and where their stories take them. Secrets is dear to my heart, as it is the first story that I had started writing and completed. Their stories are far from over, so stick with me, and enjoy the ride.

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