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Confession

Author: Okibe
last update Last Updated: 2023-02-25 18:41:16

I was trying my best to be supportive but all I could think of was someone else would be holding Beth at night. After Susan's death, I had battled with just about every emotion one can have. I blamed God, blamed him for not giving me a fair shake in life. We had been successful, had a beautiful home, money, we were happy. It just was not fair. For a long time I was bitter at everything and everyone. But as time passed, I realized that no one knows what life will throw at them. Just when you think you have been dealt a cruel blow, you look around and see someone much worst off than yourself.

"Does Lance know about your new love interest ?", I asked Beth.

"No.", she replied, "But it should not matter to him. He has been seeing someone for years behind my back. So to be honest, I really am not worried about what he thinks."

"I have seen it happen a lot though Beth. Guys leave their wife for someone else, they think they don't care, until their wife finds someone who shows interest, then
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  • SECRET OBSESSION   Like A couple

    That night I woke up several times, I guess due to the fact Beth was sleeping so close to me. I had not shared a bed with anyone since Susan's death. Around four thirty in the morning I was awakened again. I raised up on one elbow and looked at Beth sleeping. She was absolutely angelic, a very content look on her face. I watched her for what must have been about an hour, until finally I got up and went into the kitchen. I decided to cook her breakfast and surprise her. Halfway through the preparation, she came in rubbing her eyes."Something smells good." , she said with a smile."I was fixing you breakfast in bed.", I replied."Oh how sweet, but since I am up, I will join you here."We ate breakfast, cleaned up the kitchen and got dressed. Even though it was Saturday, Beth had to go to her office for a few hours. I had errands to run as well. We agreed to meet up later in the day.The day passed quickly and around four in the afternoon Beth called me. She told me she had gotten home,

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  • SECRET OBSESSION   Long ago friend

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  • SECRET OBSESSION   REGRETS

    I laid on the sofa that night so frustrated at myself for letting things get this chaotic. how could i allow myself to fall in love with beth ?i couldn't get the sight of her and lance out of my head. i wanted to go over there and drag him out of the house and beat the crap out of him. but , from where i was sitting it certainly appeared beth was co-operating fully. suddenly i knew i was going to be sick. i jumped up and ran to the bathroom, barely getting there in time.I was restless all that night and awoke early the next morning. as i opened my eyes, my mind immediately went to work. did lance spend the night ? i think what really bothered me the most, was that beth had not even tried to contact me and try to explain. i got dressed and left for work.Christmas was saturday, we were off on friday , which was christmas eve. jennifer's office party was thursday night at one of the five star restaurants in the french quarter. i left work early that thursday to make sure i was ready o

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  • SECRET OBSESSION   Christmas

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  • SECRET OBSESSION   party

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  • SECRET OBSESSION   Love

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  • SECRET OBSESSION   Beth's jealous

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  • SECRET OBSESSION   The Next Day

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  • SECRET OBSESSION   Party

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  • SECRET OBSESSION   Experiment

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  • SECRET OBSESSION   Nico

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  • SECRET OBSESSION   Afterwards

    When I came to my senses Nico had me by my hair and was twisting my head painfully to the side. Tremors rolled through her body and she looked down at me triumphantly. Her face was flush and sweat beaded on her forehead. With a crooked smile she pushed me away playfully in an odd display of affection. I wiped my face with my shirt and realized my erection was back.Nico looked at the clock and bolted from the bed. "Shit! My curfew is in ten minutes!"I couldn't believe my ears. "You live in Mother Mary?" I teased. She shot me a dangerous look as she smoothed down her skirt. To make up for the slight I offered to walk her back.We hustled across campus to Mary Hall, the lone all-women dorm on campus. Also known as Mother Mary, the Nunnery, or, more crudely, the Virgin Vault, it was the only dorm that had a curfew. A favorite of over-protective parents to guard their daughters against all the evils of college life, it was also the only dorm with a waiting list. We got to the front doors

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