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Author: crystalpurejyo
last update Last Updated: 2022-07-30 18:50:04

Tiara's POV

I read somewhere once that you should not fear death. It's fear you should fear, as it kills you even before death can.

If a few years ago someone had asked my opinion about these words, I would have laughed and said, both means the same.

But today I know the difference. Right now I am at a position in my life, where death doesn't scare me it tempts me with the peace it brought with itself. What scares me is the fear that I carry within my heart. Fear of not dying, but seeing those whom I love, die. This fear kills me every day. Slowly and tauntingly.

"Pull your hoody more, our faces shouldn't be visible." Obeying what Jaxon commanded. I looked around my surrounding once. Something I am doing since we left the safety of our house.

And entered in one of these creepy allies. It is one of those we see in those creepy horror movies.

Trash-littered roads were brightened by loosely hung street lamps and the natural glow of the moon piercing the night. Those allies are filled
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