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I knew, my guts never lie, I knew something is wrong.

It's all my fault, I took Rafe for granted, he is more clever than I have thought.

In just a blink of an eye, this was all it took for him to execute his plans. That fucking motherfucker wanted war, he wanted chaos, and he got exactly what he wanted.

I lost more than I was ready for or anticipated.

" Fucking breath Luciano!!!!" I yelled at my brother, whose eyes are drooping close, he is holding his chest tightly, that same eyes as mine squeezed tight as he groans in pain, his once white shirt drenched in red and for the second time in my life, I am scared.

I can't lose him, he is my brother, but more than that he is the other half of me.

I nurtured him like a son more than a brother.

" Keep your fucking eyes open Luce.!!!" the audacity of this man, that he is smiling at me, while he is drenched in his blood. " Drive fast Jaxon." Jason looks at us and nods, he increases the speed, crossing the speed limi
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