*CAMILLA’S POV*
“You can’t imagine how long I waited to have you back and to be your father again,” John said, holding my hand gently. “To have you in my arms, referring to me as your Dad. This makes this old man happy.”
“Dad you’ve told me this countless times, it’s been months already,” I replied, giggling.
“Now I can die easy,” he added with a light laugh.
“Don’t say such things, you still have many more years to live.”
I smiled at him, playing along with his charade. But as I looked into his eyes, I noticed something—he was watching me carefully, as if trying to gauge my actions. Had he caught wind of my meeting with Dante? Was this all part of his attempt to reel me back under his control and delusion?
No. He couldn’t know. There was no way he had figured out the truth about me coming back in time. I was sure of that.
“I’ve prepared a little gift for you,” he continued, his tone overly sweet. "But first, let’s have breakfast. I’m sure you’re starving."
“Yes I am, let me go get Jasper—,” I replied, taking a step toward the stairs.
“Hannah can bring him. You don’t need to worry about that,” he interrupted casually.
“No!” The word burst out of me far too quickly, and John’s eyes widened, surprise flickering on his face. I realized I had overreacted, almost exposing my wariness of Hannah. I quickly scrambled for an excuse.
"I mean," I added, lowering my voice, "Jasper is probably still sleeping. I’d hate for him to be startled awake by anyone but me. You know how children are, right?"
John studied me for a moment, his gaze sharp, before his expression softened. "Of course, of course. Go on then."
He turned and headed toward the dining room, but I could still feel the weight of his suspicion lingering in the air.
I took a deep breath and quickly made my way upstairs, entering the room where Jasper was peacefully sleeping. My heart swelled as I watched him, his tiny form curled up beneath the blankets.
I gently brushed a lock of hair from his forehead. "We’ll get through this, my love," I whispered before scooping him up in my arms. “Your mom won’t give up without a fight.”
When I finally entered the dining room with Jasper in my arms, I could feel John’s eyes on us. His lips curled into a small smile as he watched me. “You’re a natural mother,” he remarked, nodding approvingly. "I knew you had it in you."
I smiled softly, adjusting Jasper’s clothes. “He’s got your charm,” I replied playfully, trying to ease the tension from earlier.
John chuckled, reaching for his cup of tea. “I wouldn’t go that far. But he’s definitely a strong boy.”
The table was laid out in an elaborate spread—fresh fruit, scrambled eggs, fluffy pancakes, and pastries.
“You always make such a grand display,” I remarked, softly bouncing Jasper in my arms.
John smiled. “Only the best for my daughter and grandson. It’s not every day I get to have breakfast with family.”
I placed Jasper in his small portable crib beside me, making sure he was comfortable before sitting down myself.
The conversation was light as we ate. John was so good at playing his father figure role that one would never notice the sly fox hiding behind that mask.
We were done eating and as the plates were cleared, John leaned back in his chair and gave me a pointed look. "Camilla," he began, a smile creeping across his face, "I mentioned earlier that I had something for you, didn’t I?"
“Oh yes. What is it?”
"I’ve arranged for a personal stylist to help you refresh your wardrobe, and I’m giving you an unlimited spending limit on my card. You can buy anything you need for yourself and Jasper—clothes, toys, anything at all."
I blinked, taken aback. I wasn’t surprised by the gift but rather by the timing. I knew John well and he only ever gave lavishly when he wanted something in return but the question now was what did he need from me? It was more like an attempt to exert control than a gesture of kindness. But I forced another smile, playing the role of the grateful daughter. "Thank you, Dad. That’s very generous of you."
My actions had caused a ripple effect because this never happened in the past. But it wasn’t a problem. Knowing John, he must have heard about my outing and is trying to control me like before with his fatherly love.
John smiled, satisfied with my response. But as I held Jasper close, my mind was already working. This was an opportunity for me as well. I hadn’t heard from Dante for a week now and If he doesn’t come through, this could be another avenue for me to gain resources and get out. If I played this right, I could stockpile expensive items and sell them later if needed.
For a brief moment, we were just a father and daughter enjoying a simple meal together. But as much as I tried to relax, I couldn't forget the reality of our relationship. John's warmth was always laced with a hidden agenda, and I couldn't let my guard down for too long.
‘Thank the heavens he only uses force when he’s all out of options and all I have to do is to let him think he hasn’t run out of them.’
A maid came in taking me out of my thoughts. “Sir Mr Lockwood is here to see you.”
Her words sent dread down my spine.
‘what is TOM doing here now?’
*CAMILLA’S POV* I sat on the edge of the bed, my hand resting lightly on my stomach. The small swell of life beneath my palm and Jasper my seven year old son from another man, were the only things keeping me going these days. Three months pregnant. I could hardly believe it myself. I thought that maybe this could be my second chance. Maybe with the arrival of his baby, Tom would change. And just maybe he would look at me differently, treat me differently. But the hope I clung onto was fragile like a thread that could snap at any time.I’ve been locked up for three months now and Tom has refused to tell me how Jasper was doing since I tried escaping with him. I’ve tried to talk to him but he has paid me no mind. His actions were all too familiar. I knew if I wanted to see Jasper I would have to do as I was told. I had endured so much pain from Tom and being married to him for 7 years, I had finally reached my limits. I didn’t want to fight anymore.I was tired of the constant beatin
*CAMILLA’S POV*Everything was pitch black. I couldn’t see, couldn’t hear. It was as though I had been swallowed by the abyss. Was this the afterlife? Was this what death felt like? I floated in that darkness, wondering if this was how it all ended if this was my eternal punishment. Life had been nothing but misery and I had done nothing to deserve such ill fate.A sound. Faint at first, like a distant hum, but it grew louder. I strained to listen, focusing on the noise, hoping for something, anything, to pull me out of the void. It sounded familiar, like the rhythmic beeping of a machine. The more I focused, the more I realized… it sounded like beeps you’d hear in a hospital.I became more aware of my surroundings. My eyes fluttered open, my lids feeling impossibly heavy. The harsh, fluorescent lights blinded my vision, making me squint as I tried to adjust. The sterile smell of antiseptic filled my nostrils. It was a hospital, but something about it felt too familiar, like I had bee
*CAMILLA’S POV*Today was the day I was to be discharged from the hospital, I couldn’t shake the feeling of unease. I lay there, staring at the white ceiling, Jasper peacefully sleeping in the crib beside me. I remembered this day all too well. In my past life, this was the day I met Dante again. Our encounter had been brief, barely memorable. The conversation we had was cut short by my father, who had come to help me back home. This time I needed to take advantage of our encounter. “ He should be out in the next two minutes,” I mumbled looking at the clock hanging on the wall.I disheveled my tied-up curly ginger hair. So I looked as sick as I could. He had asked about my health and looked slightly worried about me in my first life and I was going to take advantage of that now. “I will inflict times two of the pain I received on those who hurt us,” I whispered to sleeping Jasper. I had a second chance, and I would be damned if I didn’t use it. I took a deep breath and stepped out
*CAMILLA’S POV*“Not at all,” I responded quickly, as his eyes stared intensely at me.“I got pregnant,” I said expecting a reaction out of him but nothing.“We haven’t seen for seven months and now you come telling me you’re pregnant.”‘was he keeping track of the time we spent apart?’ I wondered to myself.“I said I GOT pregnant. I was discharged the day we met at the hospital.”He was now looking at me attentively. “We’ve got a kid together Dante,” I added.“We have a son. And his name is Jas—.” I said before he cut me off with a look of distrust on his face.“You expect me to just believe you?” He questioned.“You’re a smart and attentive man. I’m pretty sure you already made inquiries about why I was admitted to the hospital,” I responded putting on a brave face.I could see a smile curl up on his lips. “So you think you know me now?”“I don’t want to have to argue with you, Dante. And to answer your question… Yes I know you to some extent and that’s why I brought this,” I said p
*CAMILLA'S POV*I finally reached home after my meeting with Dante, my mind buzzing with everything that had transpired. The moment I stepped out of the car, I heard a rustling sound from the bushes nearby. My pulse quickened, and I scanned the area, wondering if someone was watching me. My mind immediately went to John. Keeping tabs on me wouldn’t pass him. Had he figured out my plan? Was this his way of trying to keep me in check? The feeling of being watched gnawed at me, but I tried to brush it off as paranoia. With Dante’s actions still lingering in my thoughts, I walked up the path to the front door and headed inside, locking it behind me. I made my way quietly to Jasper’s room, wanting to check on him. My sweet boy was sound asleep, his tiny chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm.I stood at the door for a moment, taking in his features. He looked so much like Dante—the sharp, defined jawline and dark black hair that framed his angelic face. But his eyes, when they were o