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40. Confession
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2021-03-29 02:48:09Alexander's POV
It is 10 in the morning. She hasn't waken up yet. I made her coffee and waiting in the living room while doing my work. I am afraid she will slip through if I don't pay attention. She has been avoiding me for the past few days and I am damn sure it has everything to do with Amy.
Her eyes aren't completely recovered from yesterday's venting of emotions. They are still swollen. That doesn't matter anyway. She looked like a freshly bloomed flower today.
I smiled looking at her while placing the file on the table immediately. "Do you have a good sleep?"
She blushed thinking of yesterday's night when we kissed until our lips hurt,until we could not breath,until the touch itself became painful. I must say,my lips are swollen too. So is her lips. Neither of us thought of sex that time. It was just an i
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