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Breathing

Author: Xabish
last update Last Updated: 2021-08-05 15:14:29

Jonathan's mind was in a void. He was hearing everything that was happening around him but he didn't have control on his body. He wanted to open his eyes and speak but even after trying with all his force he was unable to move his hand to move out of the water. 

Then he felt someone pulling him outside. The cold grip around his arms was hurting. Sudden hold on his body and the grunting sound of the one who was helping him sounded clear to him. He tried to take control of his body and mind but failed terribly. 

After few pulling and grunting the one that helped him was able to pull him out. He felt his body leaving the water and a full breath filled his lungs.

He pushed his eyes to open but it was still dark around him. The he felt someone pushing on his chest. He heard a cry when the one around him held him arm. 

"No no wake up. Please wake up." Aiden said shaking Jonathan's body vigorously. 

"Hey Aiden don't cry. I'm fine."

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