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Being Loved

Author: Xabish
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"It was Jonathan, it was him all along. I-It was J-Jonathan..."

He didn't realize the one that was standing behind him. He was sitting on the floor with a crippled piece of paper clutched in his hand. He was lost in his thoughts when he felt a hand on his shoulder. 

"Aidde what's taking ....." Jim said while rotating him around and he panicked seeing tear strained face of other. 

"What happened?" Jim said hugging his friend and rocking him back and forth. Aiden was still lost. He didn't know who he was, or what he was saying. He was just talking. 

"I-it was h-him. H-he played w-with my fe-elings." He said between his sobs and Jim felt anger raising in his stomach. 

"What are you saying? Who are you talking about?" Jim said while pulling off of the hug. 

"It was him. He........ He played with me...." Aiden repeated suddenly trashing in Jim's hold. 

"Aidde talk to me. Who are you talking abo

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