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Chapter 23: Bruises
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2024-10-29 19:42:56[Erin]
I'm not sure what to think or feel anymore. I desperately wanted to cry, but there were no tears left in my inside eyes, or better yet they got tired of weeping. My body felt numb all throughout, while I am sore down there. I curled to the side, trying to cover up my naked body with a thick duvet, and closed my eyes, hoping this was all a nightmare. That Micah will come to my room and wake me up for breakfast.Just then, I could just forget it. However, that is not what it is. The pain is still there. The stinging sensation burning down on my private area lingered. Reminding me of how I am being violated as a woman. I let out a long shaky breath, peeling my eyes open and looked upon at my reflection in the mirrored ceiling. My red-painted room, dimly lighted, was specifically made for someone just like me. A mere toy for him to play with.An object for pleasure.A mess and nothing else.Inside my head, my life flashes in recollecRelated chapters
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