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Chapter 17: Hospital
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2024-10-29 19:42:56[Erin]
A loud blaring noise jolted me back to my consciousness.
It is so cold. I couldn’t feel anything other than the freezing cold that had covered all over me, and the pain blasted on my feet. Am I dead? I don’t think death would also feel this way. I think they will be more peaceful, no pain and suffering, except if I am in hell.
Was hell supposed to be this cold? I thought there would be scorching fire, a blazing lake of fire. But there were none like them. There is only darkness, cold, and pain.
I couldn't even bring my eyes open to look around to see where I had ended up. One of the last things I recall is that I was trying to get away from the mansion and ended up getting lost in the forest. If I were still ali
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