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Chapter 21
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2020-07-22 13:47:19POV Dean
I can't believe that I've been without her for five long years. Five fucking years! At first I thought that I was going to go insane with the longing and pain but about a month after she left, I got drunk and fucked some random girl and felt better. At least for a little while. I didn't worry about Willow feeling my cheating since she had rejected me. Plus is it even cheating when she left and rejected me?
So I continued, I slept with any girl that I could find. I mean I kept looking for her too. That's about all I did though. For about six months, I would search and have one night stands and search some more. Luckily, Devon was searching in other areas most of the time. Whenever we were together, I would be sure to be on my best behavior. Unluckily, word of my behavior got back to my father.
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