Ella's POV
My cheeks turned bright red as I realized what I had just read out loud.
"What does this mean?" I asked, my lashes suddenly becoming too heavy to look at him.
Ryker's cold voice broke the rise of the hormones within me. "That clause is just to make sure that you don't try and complicate things by getting pregnant. I don't want you thinking you can dominate Luna's position by luring me into sex so you can get a child," he said, his face pinched tight into a frown.
A surge of anger suddenly flashed through me and I wish my eyes were lasers so I could cut through him.
"You don't have to worry about that. I am not going to lure you into anything. In fact, I will stay very far away from you when we are in private so you have nothing to worry about!" I retorted.
"Good. Now, I need you to sign," he said in a voice so calm it triggered my anger to a higher level.
Who did he think he was? Some god that I couldn't resist or someone I would throw myself at?
If he thought the clause meant nothing to me, then he was wrong. I had no intention to stay in his pack longer than necessary or even cause drama. So, quickly, I signed the contract and returned it to him.
I scoffed and pushed myself closer to my side of the car. I maintained my position until we arrived at the pack mansion where a crowd was already waiting for us.
Ryker stepped out of the car and reached out his hands for me with a smile on his face.
It was such a warm smile, I couldn't help but smile back at him.
He led me to the center of the large hall and someone passed him the microphone. Before he took it, he placed a soft kiss on my fingers and gave me one of those bone-melting smiles again before turning to the crowd.
"My people, please allow me to introduce to you all, my mate and Luna, Ella," he said and the crowd exploded in cheers and applause while I remained frozen in a daze.
I knew this was a part of the contract but the way he spoke about me; the way he looked at me, melted my resolve.
But as soon as the party was over and we got to his chambers, the coldness he had shown in the car returned. I became invisible to him. He threw himself at work and totally ignored my very existence.
I thought he was just trying to push me away. So as the days passed, I made it a point to keep tabs on him. And on one of those occasions, I noticed that when he wasn't dealing with official matters, he spent his time in the white house with his lover, Willow.
On my end, I also tried to keep to myself. I obeyed all the rules of the contract and I couldn't wait for her to wake up so I could leave their lives.
So, as Ryker went into the white house, I slowly made my way back to the pack mansion.
The first thing I noticed as I stepped into the house was the long faces of the maids.
"Olga," I called to my chambermaid. "What's going on?"
"Oh Luna, it is so sad. The new chef was dismissed because he served venison at dinner last night," she said and my mind immediately took me to the clause of the contract.
Ryker really meant it when he said he didn't want anyone cooking or eating venison because of his lover.
I scoffed at the absurdity but there was nothing I could do.
"That's really sad but right now, I am starving. Can you get me something to eat, please?"
"Yes, but you will have to wait for a few minutes because the Alpha has requested to have dinner with you tonight."
The news came as a shock to me because ever since I got here, Ryker had never had dinner with me.
My heart became restless and sweat formed on my forehead as I tried to think of a reason why he would want to have dinner with me.
Did I break a rule? I wondered but that couldn't be the reason for this because as far as I was concerned, I had made it my life's mission to obey everything he asked me to.
"Ma'am, I will need you to go to the dining room now. The food is about to be served," Olga said, snapping me out of my reverie.
"Okay," I whispered as I moved to the dining room.
Surprisingly, Ryker was already seated and his stormy eyes bore down on me as I approached the table.
"Served the meals now," he growled at the new chef as soon as I sat down.
Platters of food started moving in and soon the whole table was filled but as soon as my eyes settled on the new dish of pork meat, my stomach turned and I felt like vomiting, yet I couldn't.
Ryker was there and he was making it so hard for me to be myself.
"Why are you here?" I asked, unable to seal my lips shut any longer.
Barely looking at me, he dished his meal and said; "I am the Alpha, I can be anywhere that I want. This is my pack."
He pushed a plate of the pork to me and I had to push down the bile that rose in my throat.
"Eat," he commanded and I had no choice but to force the food down my throat.
I figured it was just the fact that I wasn't comfortable with his presence, that was why I couldn't enjoy my meal. So, as soon as he finished his plate and left, I cut through another slice of the pork meat and placed it in my mouth.
But as I ate the metallic pang returned to the back of my throat but I thought it was just the worms in my stomach. They were probably in a hurry to get a taste too.
I shoved more and more of the meat down my throat hoping to push the feeling away but it only increased the more I ate.
My nausea increased and I felt sick.
"Ma'am, are you okay?" Olga asked as she noticed the look on my face.
Before I could respond, I got hit by nausea once more and I knew I had to take it out.
I jumped out of the chair. I ran to the toilet where I threw all of the food out of my stomach.
"Oh, dear goddess! Ma'am!" Olga exclaimed as she joined me in the toilet. She held back my hair and rubbed my back to ease out the waves but they refused to stop.
But as I finally raised my head from the sink, I met her overly excited eyes staring back at me from the mirror.
"What is it?" I asked her with furrowed brows.
"Luna, you are pregnant," she said and the remaining blood in my system drained out.
Ella's POV"No, I am not pregnant," I quickly said, refusing to even imagine such a possibility. "Why would you think that?""But Luna, your menstruation has been delayed. And then the smell of meat just made you throw up. It can only be a pregnancy!" She beamed."No, Olga. You are wrong. I am not pregnant. I am just nervous to share dinner with the Alpha for the first time that's all. Please don't mention this idea of yours to anyone," I warned her.She lowered her gaze and her excitement left at once. "Yes of course Luna. I won't speak of it," she said and hurriedly walked out of the bathroom.I couldn't be pregnant. That was just not possible. The only man I had ever been with was Ryker but could just one night of sex get me pregnant?No. That was not possible.Even as my mind denied it, I couldn't help the dreadful feeling that gnawed at me. Olga was right, my menstruation was late and I had been feeling light-headed a lot lately.And now I threw up...The thoughts made me grow ev
Ella's POVI was still trying to recover from Willow's cold eyes when Ryker's burning one descended on me. The excitement he looked upon Willow with was suddenly gone and all that was left was anger."Why are you here?" He growled at me.I had to pinch myself to stop the panic that was slowly crawling into my head."I— I was happy... I mean, I am happy that Willow is awake so I wanted to see her too," I stuttered with an unsteady smile on my face."Thank you. You may leave now," he said.I swallowed the emotions in my throat and was about to leave when Willow's voice glued me to the spot."I heard them call her by her title. Is she your Luna?" Her voice was so sweet, it sounded nothing like the look she had given me just a while ago.I could have sworn I saw Willow's cold eyes turn into a sharpened knife as she glared at me and I felt obligated to explain."It's not really like that. I am hmm... I am just a—""She is nothing." Ryker's deep voice interrupted me and I held back my tongu
Ella's POVFor the second time in one day, somebody was asking me this, at this point all the doubts I had were gone down the drain. I was truly pregnant but I couldn't tell anyone. Not even Willow."No, I am not pregnant," I said with an uneasy laugh."Hmm," Willow sneered, straightening up on the bed. "If you are not pregnant, why did you try to protect your stomach when the hot water poured on you?"My mouth suddenly went dry and I lacked a good defense as I tried to remember when I had done that. I looked down at my stomach and saw that I still had my uninjured arm over my stomach.Quickly I took it away and shook my head. "It was... It was nothing. I am not pregnant," I repeated, trying to sound firm but I failed and Willow saw it too She corked her head to the side and her blue eyes seemed to glow as she stared at me, "Ella, should call the doctor then? We should let him test you. Maybe I am wrong after all, who knows?"Her voice was nothing like it sounded a while back, it was
Ella's POV My breathing was becoming ragged as the rogues' conversation settled into my head. I was now certain that I was the one they were speaking about.But I could still not understand why they were saying that Willow drugged me. When did she drug me? And how was she even able to arrange for these rogues to come for me at such short notice?I closed my eyes and tried to remember when she could have gotten the chance to do this and then it occurred to me. She could have only drugged me when she insisted I eat lunch with her —the one she threw on the floor for me to eat like a pet."Damn you Willow!" I cursed under my breath. I had been so occupied with escaping that I didn't even think she could harm me at that point.A sharp pain pricked my underbelly and I got reminded of the pain. It felt like it was moving within me, starting from the left and then painfully moving to the right.I quickly slapped my hands to my mouth as another wave hit me."Hmm," I groaned into my hands.My
Ella's POVThe soft calls of birds above me and the gentle kisses of the wind pulled me out of sleep.I was suddenly conscious of where I was even though my eyes were closed. I could hear the sound of waves slapping against one another and a frown covered my face as I wondered where I was. Slowly, I opened my eyes and looked to confirm that I was really at some kind of river bank with really large waves that rhythmically slapped against the bank creating a perfect backdrop to the place.It was morning already and I realised that I must have spent the night right here. Fear tugged at my heart as an uneasiness suddenly filled me.The land around me seemed to go on forever like a forgotten paradise with beautiful flowers growing along the path, yet I couldn't be comfortable as I was trying to figure out if this was the afterlife or if I was still in the land of the living.The cliff that I jumped down from didn't have a river at the bottom. But the more I thought about it, I realised I
Ella's POV Sudden movements shook me out of my lightheadedness and the first thing I realised as my senses returned was that I was not on stable ground —Neither was I on the hard ground.I raised my head, trying to figure out why the scenery around me was moving but my senses were shocked as I felt something else —soft fur that caressed my skin.I looked down and I saw the reason for this. I was lying comfortably on the back of a big grey wolf that was moving.At first, I wanted to scream in panic as I thought they were the rogues I was trying to get away from. I thought they had finally caught up with me after they shot that arrow into my arm.But the dull throb on my shoulder made me turn my eyes to it. They had dressed my wounds and it wasn't bleeding any more. This calmed the panic that was already threatening to consume me and I relied on my wolf for an explanation.My eyes roamed around the area and I noticed that the big grey wolf wasn't the only one moving.They were a group
Ella's POV"What?" I furrowed my brows and stared hard at the handsome guy I had followed to the mansion."Yep, you heard me correctly," he replied with the most serious face I had ever seen.My heart skipped a beat as my head started working faster than normal. What he was telling me couldn't be right. There had to be some mix-up somewhere."You are joking again, aren't you?" My heart seemed to pause as I stared at him, waiting for a response.But he shook his head slowly. "No, I am not..."My mouth dropped and my heart resumed racing. "I am not your Beta's daughter. I can't be. My birth parents died a long time ago and I was brought up by my stepmother. You have got the wrong girl."His handsome face furrowed into a small scowl and his eyes watched me."You must have grown up in a lie, love. Your birth parents are alive," in repeated with such confidence in his throat, mine felt weak.He finally pushed the door open and he got into the room. I pulled myself out of my daze and quick
Ella's POV"I am David, your father," the man said, introducing himself to me.When he finally pulled me out of his embrace and wiped at his eyes, I couldn't keep my mouth sealed despite the genuine love I saw in his green eyes."I am sorry, but how can you be so sure that I am your daughter?" I asked him in a small voice."You have the same red rose scent every royal member of the pack possesses and you are a spitting image of your mother..." He cupped my face between his palms as he spoke and I felt a lump rise in my throat."The connection I feel is so strong. It is the bond between a father and his daughter... There is no doubt within me," he finished.A bubble seemed to form between us as I stared at him. I felt the connection he spoke about but it wasn't with him but with the other man on the other side of the room... Yet, I couldn't find it in me to tell him. His eyes were so full of joy as he held me, I couldn't ruin it.A sudden sound of clapping hands snapped me out of the b