[--Kaiser Volkov--]
I didn’t waste my time driving to the hospital. I thought I could, but I was too panicked so instead, I tucked my clothes into a bag, shifted, and rushed through the streets as fast as I could. My claws slammed into the ground. I kept my pace, avoiding the busy streets, and attempting to keep the regular patrons safe.
The hospital soon came into view, and I quickly found a secluded spot to shift back and put on my clothes. I bolted through the doors, almost scaring the nurse behind the desk at the reception.
“Alpha Kai-”
“A woman was brought in here, pregnant, hurt....”
“Oh yes. She was brought in by...” The nurse glanced left and right then she whispered. “Alpha Elias Domeros. From the Domeros pack.”
My spine tingled with disdain. Elias and I have a history. No not romantic, the hatred type of history that does not go away. We’re good people individually. But put us in the same room and the worst comes out of us.
“Right. Which room is she in?”
“The VIP room 404.” I thanked her and headed for the lift. I crossed my fingers, praying that whoever this girl is she doesn’t know that much about me. And that Elias has left. Of course. I don’t want to deal with his bullshit. I can’t even remember how this rivalry began. But his family is one of the oldest in the four regions, and they looked down on my pack.
Maybe because I knocked one of their own down.
And apparently, that is coming back to bite me in the ass because Elias was pacing back and forth in the hall. We locked eyes and shared a mutual sneer. I pushed all my hate away because for once my whole life was at risk of going up in flames. Actually, this is much like my whole fucking childhood.
And I hate hate anything that reminds me of that.
“Where is the girl?”
“In there, she just got out of surgery. Brave girl, she had her children without needing a c-section. And she’s in such a bad shape. And the twins they’re healthy but-”
I walked away from him and went towards the door. I reached for it but Elias stopped me by grabbing my wrist.
“I don’t know who that girl is but you need to give her some space.”
“First of all, Elias, this is my pack. I can’t risk not knowing who this stranger is. And secondly, get out. You’ve done enough. Write your number or something and I’ll give it to her when she wakes up.”
“Forgive me for not trusting you. I mean I did trust you once, and you fucked my fiance so your words mean as much to me as your morals. I will wait until she wakes up.” he growled. Oh right, that’s why we hate each other. He thinks I slept with his fiance. That’s what she told him when she called off the wedding, and I’ve been trying to tell him that I didn’t. But here’s the problem, I don’t know if I did or didn’t. I don’t really remember every girl I’ve fucked and there’s a likely chance that I did sleep with his fiance.
So he might have a reason to hate me, but the Domeros are assholes. I don’t really care if I fucked his girl or not. I don’t need a reason to hate him, I just do. I have enough hate to share.
“I will force you out if I have to. Give your number to Will, he is trustworthy. But I want your filthy ass out of my pack.”
I entered the room and slammed it in his face before he could say anything more. I sighed and turned to lean my back against the door.
“Fine, I’ll go. But try to not be a whore and don’t hit on that girl.”
I rolled my eyes. Then I wiped my sweaty palms against my sweatpants. I stepped closer to the bed to get a good look at the girl. Alot of bandages on her arms and even on her neck. It wasn’t until I brought my gaze to her face did I felt cold water splashing down the perfect reality I’d made for myself.
Esmarie Cruz. My heart thumped. She can still invoke the same feelings she brought out in me years ago. I remember the first time we met. I was in need of space from my parents when I saw this girl trying to help a bear out of a bear trap. She nearly cut her fingers off trying to pull it out manually. We were seven, I offered her some help. And we were able to free the bear, then patch it up.
Esmarie has a big heart, she’s too nice and just like me, she didn’t come from a family that appreciated nice. Although I have a darker past than she does, we bonded. Look at her, she looks like she’s been put through hell.
How in the fuck did this happen?
I swallowed. I still remember the look on her face when I kissed her that night. We had just turned eighteen, yes our birthdays fall on the same month, and day. I kissed her because I couldn’t help it. I was young, and she was the only light in my life.
A beep in the heart rate machine alerted me back to where I was.
It’s been years. That light is not there anymore. I left for a reason. I cannot risk her ruining this for me. No offense. She looks like she’s seen hell, and now she has children, and-
“Kaiser.” her soft voice snaps me out of my rant.
“Esmarie. You’re awake.”
“You... fuck you.”
I flinched at the glare she sent my way. “Fuck me? You’re the one who came to my pack. What the hell?”
“I..” she moved her fingers to the remote by the bed and pressed a button. It lifted the bed higher so she was almost in a sitting position. “You have some nerve to ask me that after what you did.”
“After what I did?”
Her eyes narrowed. “You left me to die. You’re fucking bastard. I trusted you and you left me to die.”
The venom in her voice surprised me but I quickly schooled my face. “Well, it seems like you don’t want to be around me, which is good. Once you’re all healed up I’ll send you on a first-class flight back to the Darkwood pack. I don’t want you here. You’re not a part of my life anymore, and I like it that way.”
[--Esmarie Cruz--]Six months had passed since the decision to leave it all behind. Kaiser and I had talked for hours that night, discussed every possibility, every reason to stay, and every reason to go. In the end, the choice had become clear: London was too big, too filled with memories, too immersed in vampire politics. We needed a place where we could breathe, somewhere small and quiet, somewhere that wasn’t crawling with shadows from the past.Switzerland was nice as well, but it was mostly dominated by humans and some of them feared wolves.That’s how we ended up on a tiny island, tucked away off the coast. It wasn’t anything spectacular to look at—a modest patch of land surrounded by clear, turquoise waters. But it was ours. It was quiet, peaceful, and, most importantly, it was far from the chaos that had once ruled our lives.The house we built wasn’t a mansion. It wasn’t extravagant or imposing. It was simple, with white walls, large windows that let the sun pour in, and a w
[--Kaiser Volkov--]The next day dragged on in a haze of paperwork and thoughts that swirled in circles. I spent the entire afternoon in my office, barely sparing a glance out the window. The harsh fluorescent lights above buzzed, and the clock on the wall ticked steadily, but time felt irrelevant. The pile of letters from the packs still lay on my desk, some half-answered, others still untouched. They kept pushing back, demanding more autonomy, questioning my leadership, and all I could do was work in silence, trying to avoid the looming confrontation that was tomorrow. I had to push back the date of the announcement to ensure i had some loose ends tied. The tension in my body only grew with every hour that passed.I thought of Barry and my mother—where they were, what Jacobs had said. But every time I tried to focus on that, my mind would drift back to the packs, to the growing resentment and fear that bubbled inside me. I couldn’t give them what they wanted. I couldn’t give them co
[--Kaiser Volkov--]After he told me where to find barry, i curled my fist up and slammed it into his face. What a doe eyed son of a bitch. Using my like that, tricking me. Making things so difficult for me. He must have known where to find esmarie. I wonder if he was the reason elias was next to the darkwood, or was that still a coincedence.I left him to grab something i could use to tie him up.Jacobs’s unconscious form slumped in the chair as I finished securing his wrists with heavy-duty zip ties. He was dead weight as I dragged him down the hall toward the basement door, each step echoing off the walls. It struck me how strange it was to use my bright, carefully designed, air-conditioned basement as a makeshift prison, but I wasn’t about to let him slip away. Not yet.At the bottom of the stairs, I tied him to one of the sturdy support beams, pulling the rope taut. He began to stir just as I tightened the last knot, his eyelids fluttering open. I stepped back and crossed my arms
[--Kaiser Volkov--]The weight of Doctor Jacobs beneath me felt surreal. My hands tightened on his shoulders as Esmarie knelt beside us, her movements sharp and determined. Her presence was a force of nature, her voice cutting through the air like a whip as she leaned in, her eyes burning with fury.With him trying to figure out his word it took time, and i was getting ansty.“Why?” Esmarie demanded, her voice trembling with a mixture of rage and disbelief. “Why are you so obsessed with breaking him down? What could you possibly gain from this?”Jacobs squirmed beneath my grip, his face pale, eyes darting between us like a cornered animal. He opened his mouth to protest, but Esmarie leaned closer, her finger jabbing the air near his face.“No! You’re not talking your way out of this!” she snarled. “You’ve manipulated him, attacked his family, and fed information to people who want him dead! Start talking, or so help me—”“Alright! Alright!” Jacobs choked out, his breath coming in shal
[--Esmarie Cruz--]When i woke up the next morning, i found myself in a bedroom. My bedroom. I don’t remember coming here, i don’t even remember where i fell asleep. It was a peaceful sleep. I got up and went i search of kaiser. Before i could there was a notebook on the drawer saying- take a bath, and dress up. I’m with the twins. Bring your phone to the kitchen once you’re done.I smiled, feeling a sense of ease. I washed off last night’s strain, stress, and sweat. After the shower, and brushing my teeth. I took my time, throwing on a large hoodie and a pair of shorts. Then i went in search of my family.The morning sun filtered through the blinds, painting soft streaks of light across the living room. Kaiser moved through the small apartment with ease, his large hands gentle as he cradled Isla in one arm and handed a bottle of formula to Elijah with the other. The twins cooed softly, their giggles a melody of innocence that momentarily drowned out the tension lingering in the air.
[--Kaiser Volkov--]I can’t believe we fell asleep on the couch again. It seems to be our spot. But it isn’t comfortable, i need to move esmarie to the bedroom with the twins.The dim glow of the moon filtered through the curtains, casting a silvery hue over the quiet room. The twins stirred faintly in their crib, their soft breathing a soothing rhythm in the silence. Esmarie’s warmth against my chest was a comforting weight, her presence grounding me in a way I hadn’t realized I needed.I shifted carefully, not wanting to disturb her, and maneuvered myself to sit up. She murmured something incoherent in her sleep, her hand brushing lightly against my arm before going still again. Her trust, her vulnerability—it humbled me. I slid my arms under her, lifting her gently, and carried her into the bedroom where the twins rested.The twins, Elijah and Eloise, lay peaceful in their crib, the occasional twitch of a tiny hand or the faintest of sighs the only movement. I placed Esmarie down o