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'And for your heart, I place the highest bid. Gimme an offer, I just can't resist.'-- BNXNCAMILLEMy back was slammed against the hard wall but his hot mouth slanting over my mouth complimented and eased the pain. I moaned as I dragged my fingers in his soft black hair, massaging his scalp and pushing up against him like I could disappear into his skin.God! I could kiss him for days.His tongue danced across mine and I gasped when he palmed my butt and squeezed. Heat rushed through me. Never have I ever felt this way. I've never been touched so good-- or at all. I should feel ashamed having my first time in an alley but for him, I didn't care.He kissed me hard like I was his possession, his toy, his pet, his fucking object. For the first time in my life, I felt desired, wanted and needed.His hard cock pressed against my lower stomach. Butterflies made my belly ache as well as made my heart flutter.Thump-thump.My heart pounded in my chest.This was really happening. Oh God!He ki
Trigger Warning; Physical abuse and mentions of abuse.CAMILLEI opened the door and heard rustling, tensing in worry, I tried to look around when my wrist was grabbed and I was suddenly flung inside the dark room where I tumbled and almost lost my balance."What the heck is your problem?" The door slammed shut and I heard the keys. My father leaned against it like a CIA agent waiting to attack. He looked terrified and when he glanced at me, he glared."Do you have to be so sluggish? How many seconds does it take to open a door and walk in?" he fumed in a very angry whisper. "Don't be leaving the door open like that. It's not safe out there."This wasn't about my safety. He was just hiding from his creditors. I steadied myself and let go of the rising anger.The house smelled strongly of weed and it was turning my stomach. I hated the very act of smoking.My thoughts replayed the man in the alley-- hypocrite."Where were you?" he got right into questioning, moving closer in his boxer
TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter contains mentions of sexual assault. CAMILLE Shiver me timbers! That was better than my fantasies put together. All that remained was for him to bend me over somewhere and punish me."I,I…" I stuttered as my brain took the easy way out. "Stroll." Oh God! I sounded like a caveman.He didn't look fazed or interested in a cavewoman. "It's dangerous out here. You don't need me to tell you that."I don't need you to tell me what to do.I should say that and earn myself something at least but the words wouldn't just fall. "I can… handle myself."His gaze swept over me the same time the wind blew in my face and I shivered from both-- mostly him. He sized me up and I stood still for his evaluation. I realised too late that I was thrusting my boobs out.Did he notice?Again, his eyes remained cold, then he turned his face with a bored look. I expected a remark but nothing came. Was he dismissing me?"It's not that dangerous here," I looked to the road where his
TRIGGER WARNING: NON CONSENSUAL TOUCHINGCAMILLE"Why are you late?" Christine, my boss didn't pass up the opportunity to nag me when I clocked in late for work the next day. I had no memory of last night or how I even ended up home. It was scary to wake up to a clean slate memory when living with someone like my father.I spent a lot of time checking my body to make sure I was still intact. I was passed out and he could've taken advantage of me."What's the fucking hold up in there, huh?" he yelled right outside the door when I took too long to get out. "Are you fucking yourself? You goddamn drug addict!"The last thing I remembered was asking a complete stranger for his cigar, and God! That was reckless."I'm taking it out of your pay," I heard Christine mutter, flipping her rainbow coloured hair as she walked out, leaving the others to stare at me with an amused and cocky expression.They've been looking forward to my humiliation for months. The self-righteous one, the most hardwor
TRIGGER WARNING CAMILLE I heard my shirt rip. A strong hand grabbed my boobs. Another, my ass, and fondled. I blinked past the tears and it rolled down my cheek before my spirit kicked in and I started to fight.But these men were unlike my father. They were six of them and they were youthful in their grip.My lips trembled as I struggled against them, eyes glued on the figure smoking unbothered by the chaos going on here.I recalled his eyes again and how they stared at me. He didn't care, and why should he? He wasn't Superman who went about saving people without being asked.He and I had no business together-"Hector, my boy, she's your chica so you get to have a taste first."They jested and laughed to my detriment. These were the definition of bad boys. Even him who saw and ignored wasn't far from the tree.One of them stroked my cheek then grabbed it, forcing my head to his face, he sneered with a lustful gaze and his eyes dropped to my lips.My heart sank. He was going for a k
TRIGGER WARNING CAMILLE Nothing could've prepared me for this moment. My whole body tingled from even the slightest touch and now that he was all over me-- kissing my neck in a trail to my lips, my chest heaving as my heart pounded. Finally he kissed the corners of my mouth. He grabbed and squeezed my butt cheeks. He was like a savage as he felt me up, grinding his erection on my thigh. My hands weren't idle. I hugged his wide back-- my fingers in his soft hair, scratched his nape and pressed myself closer to merge into him. "Here's your chance to run away before the cops come," he said in a ragged breath but he didn't quite mean that because his fingers found my opening and they stretched me in one thrust. "Oh fuck!" I screamed from pain and the overwhelming pleasure as he pumped mercilessly. Tears stung my eyes as I held his head tight to the side of my face, moaning, clenching hard from the foreign feeling of having something thicker than my own fingers inside me. "Fuck! You
MATTEO I watched the cab leave and caught her staring back at me with doe eyes that anyone could look into and say, 'Yup! Just got fucked.' The cab disappeared through a turn and I dragged myself back to the wall, leaned against it and pulled out a cigar. One puff was enough to slump my shoulders and reality hit me. "What the fuck was that all about, Matteo?" mumbling, I turned to stare at the lifeless body still in that corner and my eyes swept up the wall where it happened. Where I'd been buried balls deep inside a stranger. A virgin too, might I add. No way she was experienced with how hard she came and how tight she was, but having your first time in an alley was wild and a story to brag about in the hood. Mine was in a church with a nun whose body was supposed to be for the Lord. I guess she didn't mind sharing it with us sinners. "Here again tonight?" I turned to Luca who got down from parking the van on pedestrians. He bounced without a care, fixing his glove as he watched
CAMILLE The last thing I saw through my blurred teary lens was his back turned as he walked out. Last thing I heard was his cold order to bring me. Last thing I felt when I tried to run-- to leap out of danger and make a run for it, was a harsh smack at the back of my head from a pistol and I blacked out.Now my eyes flew open with a loud gasp, heart jumpy as I looked around, deafened by my own gasps.Where was this place? I didn't recognize the large room but it screamed luxury. It was nothing like the one room I shared with Dad.At the thought of him, my heart skipped-- "D-Dad," I whispered, trembling on the bed. Everything played back, the fear, the anxiety, the nervousness-- him.Him.Oh God! I've gone and done it. I've brought trouble to my doorstep. Not just mine, but dad as well. All his cursing and worries finally came to pass. A whore? Check. Led his enemies right to him? Check.A useless daughter who couldn't even protect her father and only family? Check.The tears spill
MATTEO The door opened and she walked in without a word. Luca rushed in, taking a seat across from me and keeping a hard stare on us like he was sent to prevent me from pulling her panties again. As if anything could stop me if I wanted to. Not even her. She got to work immediately, gasping when she climbed the bed and got behind me. “Oh God,” she whispered shakily and I clenched my fists, keeping them from grabbing her for some reason. “Get on with it already,” Luca ordered, silently glaring at her from where he sat. “O-Okay,” I could almost picture her worried face. It was no use wasting such emotions over me. This wasn't the first time the old man would batter me this bad. At least this time, I managed to walk out. The first time this happened, I was hanging onto my last breath while he hovered over me proudly. I saw the glint in his eyes as he dropped in a squat, bending his knees, smiling like seeing blood was his fetish. That night changed everything and made me who I was.
CAMILLE The silence of the room echoed back at me. It wasn't until Matteo walked away that I realized I may have taken things too far. My hand stung from the impact— a sharp pain in my palm. These things required training of some kind, because why was I starting to bleed? The man I hit had slumped on the table but was now starting to get up. I stepped back, frightened of what he might do to me. He groaned, holding his head as he rose to full height and glared at me. “I'm gonna make sure you pay for that,” he threatened as he stared at the blood on his hands. I glanced in Matteo's direction but he was already walking into a room, leaving behind the mess I had dug myself in. I gulped as I realized my predators were watching me with the intention to pounce. Now that he was out of the room, their bravery rekindled and they started to get on their feet. I was suddenly yanked by the shirt in a tight grip and he pulled me towards him with a sneer on his lips. My heart almost flew out an
CAMILLEThere was a strange feeling in the air. I couldn't quite place my finger on it. I was serving tonight, couldn't escape it. Remembering how I was punished last night, I didn't even glance at the door twice. Although, security had doubled, thanks to me.I couldn't shake off the feeling of being stared at and each time I turned to look, I caught a few gazes of different men watching me, unapologetically too.They stared back, sized me up as they picked up their drinks and gulped it down. Their message clear in their eyes.They weren't just the only ones. Even the girls as they danced on the pole, on laps and as they served. Theirs was way more like a death glare but I knew why.Someone tapped me on the shoulder where I stood in a corner and I turned. It was one of the girls— whose name I was yet to know, all of them by the way. They didn't even bother with an introduction. It was clear they didn't want me here.She beckoned on me with her hands and I followed quickly, anything to
MATTEO I gritted my teeth as the lash of the whip landed hard on my back— a searing pain that burned through my whole body. My hands were tied, chained to the floor and my ankles weren't left out. My knees were numb from having knelt too long. I couldn't even remember the time. The sun was up when I walked into my father's study, ready for my punishment and now it was dark. I was tired, hungry and my body ached everywhere. The lashes kept coming, each time hotter than the last. Johnny and Frankie each took their turn with me. Those motherfuckers must be seething with joy seeing me in this state. Father's punishment was always like this. Cold. Hard. Endless. My stomach grumbled for food— I was given nothing all day. This was his attempt to break me. I could feel the old man's anger from where he sat somewhere in the room— his usual spot was behind his desk, watching with hawk eyes, waiting for me to break down, to plead for mercy but he knew better. I heard something open— maybe
CAMILLEMatteo was slow to react, his hands still trembled as he touched me. Wherever he was in his head, I wanted to pull him out of it.I was jealous. I wanted his attention. I wanted him here and now.I climbed over him, kissing his lips the only way I knew how. Trying to remember how he did it in the alley. I straddled him and sat down over his hard crotch.His hands traced the curve of my back, settling on my waist. My fingers tangled in his hair and I tugged at it.“Kiss me,” I mumbled over his mouth, putting my shyness away and letting his kiss envelop me. “Please. Touch me.”“Camille…” he whispered and I sighed when his mouth trailed kisses down my neck. I threw my head back, moaning softly.“Camille,” he called again, grabbing my ass in a tight squeeze.“I'm right here,” I whispered. “Right—” my words died when he suddenly pushed me down on the bed, caging my arms in one big hole above my head.For a moment, I feared his dark side had returned. The bulge over my pussy made me
CAMILLEDante's kiss continued to be relentless, hard and harsh. His tongue seeking entry into my mouth, forcing me to submit to his—A sharp shove sent us tumbling apart. I gasped with my eyes flying open and my heart pounding in my chest.When did he get here? Matteo was standing between us, hands gripping Dante by the collar, his jaw clenched and fury radiating from his tense physique, but unlike him, Dante smirked.“Hello, brother,” he chuckled, glancing at me for a few seconds. “I was just about to bring her to you-”“What the hell are you doing?” Matteo growled.A few gasps and murmurs around us suddenly reminded me of where we were. I looked around to see we had gained everyone's attention and some had started to raise their cellphones.This was a disaster and it was all my fault.My lips still tingled from the kiss and I wiped my mouth. Dante had my lipstick on his mouth. He ran his tongue across his lips in an attempt to spite Matteo and it seemed it was working.Why was he a
CAMILLE I shifted in my seat, the silence in the car growing heavy by the second. The hum of the car engine was the only sound I could listen to besides the ear bleeding silence but it did little to drown out my beating heart. The seats were comfortable, soft under my buttocks but if he could just stop staring at me then maybe-- just maybe I'd enjoy the ride. His stare was unwavering, he hadn't taken his eyes off me since we started the ride. "Where are we… going?" I asked after being on the road for so long. He could be taking me to harvest my organs for all I knew. After all, he was associated with Matteo. They called him boss. That puts them in the same line of business. "Wherever you want," he mused and I finally looked at him. His smile brightened but instead of being warm, it creeped me out. What was he thinking? "I want to come down," I tried but his smirk coupled with those piercing eyes told me that was far from what he wanted me to say. "How did you end up in Matteo's
CAMILLE I woke up to the ache first-- sharp and throbbing, running along my spine and settling heavy on my lower back. I tried to move but my neck groaned in protest, my legs felt cramped like they'd been twisted into unnatural positions. Just what did I do to myself? "Camille," the soft voice called again and I realized that was what woke me up. I opened my eyes to the bright room but her kind face smiled at me with concern and pity. "Oh dear, why didn't you go upstairs to your room?" I groaned as I pushed myself up, my joints screaming in protest. I was sore all over and something told me it wasn't just for falling asleep on the couch. I really pushed myself to my limit yesterday. "I didn't realise," that groggy voice didn't sound like me. I cleared my throat a few times, my eyes adjusting to the sunlight; too bright, too sharp. "What time is it?" Her eyes crinkled with a smile before she said, "As the boss would say, it's time to go to work." Shit! That's right. Just because
MATTEO"He didn’t have to send you all the way here," I scratched the itch on my stubble. The hairs were growing again. I should probably try waxing them but it hurts like my skin would be ripped off."Yeah, well, you weren't answering your phone," she shrugged, keeping her eyes on the road. "You know what happens when he can't reach you." she glanced at me, throwing a very flirty gaze like she had always done."He's paranoid," I turned away, ignoring her advances for the hundredth time. That shit she pulled back there in my hallway was disgusting. I couldn't wait to get home and wash off her touch."Well he has every reason to be. He's getting old and things are looking like they'll change. You and Dante aren't making it easy for him.""You sound just like him," she was taking too much of his cum in her mouth, that is, if he had anything left to give these days.Bianca was father's secretary, assistant, mistress, fuck buddy-- she was literally anything the old man wanted. She could b