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Thirty-Nine
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2024-10-29 19:42:56One can never really safe, especially in the corner of one's mind.
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“I don’t know if I have the right to say anything but, you should really put ice on that.”
Yohan stops chewing his food and raises an eyebrow towards Max. He didn’t so much as smile towards her lame attempt of starting a conversation. He then turns to look at me, the same annoyed look on his face. I can’t help the snicker that came out of me. I apologized the moment I came back here after my informative talk with Max. He accepted it, but made no hesitation in telling me that he finds me intolerable sometimes.
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Something done in chance, is not always done in choice.✾Yohan’s hand slid around my neck.It took me a bit of time to process what was actually happening because what in the actual hell was actually happening? And why was I allowing it? Because you want to. A voice, which I assume is my wolf whose dead set on making Yohan the father of her babies, casually whispers into my brain. Her obsession with him is something I can never understand. I don’t understand a lot of things now, ever since she made herself known.I know how mates are, it’s just that I don’t feel any pull. So, I doubt Yohan’s mine.But the
Rules and Roses Forty-One
Things done in the power of emotions, can sometimes be looked back at with total regret.✾ Yohan drops me off at the doorstep of Sam and Clancy’s house. We didn’t talk much after what happened back at the inn. I was kind of expecting to be embarrassed after what happened. But, to be perfectly honest, I don’t feel any of that. What I feel is something that I could describe as flying. If that even makes sense. I guess this is what the heroines of most of the fiction books I’ve read felt like. This is probably what cloud 9 feels like.
Rules and Roses Forty-Two
What is destined to be yours will be yours in a number of ways. ✾Yohan arrived a few hours later and I did not know how I could talk to him.Before he got here, I already talked with Annie. I already mentioned what our plan was. At first, she didn’t want to give away any seeds, it was considered more valuable than gold as of the moment. When I explained though, and that in the long run, this would benefit her and the people of the Savanna, she reluctantly agreed.So now, I was sitting just outside their house. The very same place I first saw Clancy’s little boy. I didn’t raise my head when he arrived, however I did feel him approach. After that kiss we shared, I just sort of feel him stronger now. I suspect it has something to do with my wolf. As well as with what Annie did say, that maybe my wolf just craved so much attention since she was dormant for so long that a male wolf’s attention would feel stronger than i
Rules and Roses Forty-Three
A time for one's self is the most important there is.✾ I stared at him for a while trying to think about what I could reply. Something that would both appease his wolf and get him to stop talking so his wolf could lay dormant again. To be honest, I had my suspicions, that he wasn’t just an ordinary werewolf like those outside the capital.
Rules and Roses Forty-Four
The palace was quiet as it was the last remaining weeks. Not one sound could be heard aside from tapping of shoes on polished tiles. The birds outside by the garden were still merrily tweeting their everyday tunes, the humming of the wind against the window pane was still as engaging as ever, and yet, Silas knew things were very much different.It had been weeks since he last saw his consorts. It had been weeks since he had their blasting collars removed making everything as difficult as he has assumed it will be. He could easily sniff them out no problem, however, he’s having doubts on how that will turn out. They were probably angry with him, as one would expect. Not everyone appreciated it when they’re thrown in the streets with nothing but a few materials and the clothes on their back.Releasing a deep sigh, Silas frowned and pinched the bridge of his nose. All were going according to plan. Everything was fine. Except, that’s just the problem. Everything was too fine. Not to mentio
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You can't trust anybody with power.✾ “Who’s there?” No one answers, but I could tell someone was there. I wasn’t dumb too; I knew there weren’t any other people here aside from me and Yohan. Did he just really sneak a peek right now or was he watching for Goddess knows how long already? Squeezing my hair again, I start making my way towards my clothes and start patting myself dry with one of the scarves that I have.
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Nobody is as powerful as we make them out to be.✾ I do not know just how much time passes since Silas has left us. Regardless, it was still quiet. Whatever part of my hair that used to be wet from the pond has now dried up and without using a comb, it had gone and frizzed up. Yohan was still looking at the direction Silas had wandered off to. I have not asked why Silas was even out here this early. Has a month passed already? He did mention that he would visit occasionally but isn’t this a little too early?
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A boy needs a father to show him how to be in the world. He needs to be given swagger, taught how to read a map so that he can recognize the roads that lead to life and the paths that lead to death, how to know what love requires, and where to find steel in the heart when life makes demands on us that are greater than we think we can endure.✾I closed my mouth and listened.Yohan was quiet right next to me and it was thanks to him that I haven’t jumped Eleanor yet. My mate had just gone through something horrible and almost died back in the underground fighting ring and she wants to put him in the spotlight again? Gritting my teeth, I continued looking down on my lap, my hands clenched.“Amara, I don’t like this idea any more than you do,” Eleanor says. Without meaning to, I scoff. I hear her sighing, and I find myself lifting my head a bit to look at her. She was staring daggers at the map, her jaw clenched.
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The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward.✾The cool wind kiss my cheeks and I hug myself, shivering lightly.The nights had gone colder, which meant it really had been long since I’ve gone out of the gates. We were nearing the mountains, nearing the snow-covered lands that I’ve once read in my books. Breathing out through my mouth, I see white smoke right in front of me, as my warm breath mix and mingles with the cool night air.My eye falls on all the campers here. They had been battling the cold far longer than I did. How had they managed to survive? The tents didn’t offer any type of blankets. Had they adapted?
