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2024-10-29 19:42:56It is exactly because a man cannot do a thing that he is a proper judge of it.
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My heart hammers inside my chest as I look at the way my blood fills up the small little pen the woman in front of me had injected by my wrist. I had some Alpha blood in me, but I knew for a fact that it didn’t exceed 50%. From where I was asked to stand, I couldn’t see how Kofi and Yohan’s blood injections were going. I knew Kofi could come inside, but Yohan? I highly doubt it.
The lady smiles at me again, her hood blocking half of her face. I j
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