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2024-10-29 19:42:56Old love but in shapes that renew and renew forever. Today it is heaped at your feet, it has found its end in you.
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Darkness surrounds my vision and I see nothing but scents and vibrations.
My bones break and I feel my knees give out. An immense pain wrapping around my body. Once numb, my body now feels like it’s on fire. From my toes to my fingertips, everything feels like it’s being burned to a crisp.
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