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Eighty-Nine
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2024-10-29 19:42:56It's dangerous to mistake our wishes for a god's will.
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Ever since she was able to walk, she had learned that she was not the patient type.
She was never the type to wait for things, when she wanted something, she would do everything in her power to get it. Her parents thought it would just be a phase. She was a toddler, and toddlers always wanted to get things. However, days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months, and months turned into years. The little girl started turning into a woman, and yet she was still clinging onto this obsession. She never grew out of it. Her parents tolerated it. One
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