Patricia's POV "What's your plan?" Namuo ang kuryosidad ko sa tanong ni Jess. Nandito kami sa may field at nagpapahangin dahil katatapos lang ng isa naming activity na ginawa sa laboratory kanina. It was awesome. "Plano tungkol saan?" "Duh! Ganito lang ako pero binibilang ko ang araw simula ng ikasal kayo ni Callum!" sabi niya at ipinakita ang screen ng phone niya. "Calendar? Yeah, it's july 14 today" simple kong sabi. Umikot ang mata niya at parang naiinis bago itinuro ang mismong date ngayon. Tama naman ako, ah? "You dumb! Manhid ka talaga! July 14 ngayon at ikinasal ka ay April 14!" halos pandilatan niya ako ng mata. "It means 3 months na kayong kasal!" Kumunot lang ang noo ko at nagtataka na tumingin sa kanya. "Oh, yeah..it's been three months" Parang kailan lang ng malaman ko na ipapakasal ako ni mommy. I donât expect us to last like this. Well, our married life will really work because me and Callum don't interfere in each other's business. "Oh my god, Patricia! Hind
Patricia's POV I keep looking around to make sure no one else is looking and watching my movements. I sat quietly while Raven ordered our food. Dinala niya ako rito sa paborito kong japanese restaurant. Nagtataka nga ako noong una kung bakit alam nya na dito ako mahilig kumain. "Are you sure thatâs all you want to eat?" marahan na tanong ni Raven. "Yes.." I smiled shortly before looking around again. I donât know what I should say or react to what he's doing. I was not comfortable with his stare so I just continued to look around and gently clasped my hand over the table. "So it's true.." Lumingon ako sa kanya at naabutan siya'ng mariin ang tingin sa kamay ko. Gradually, my eyes widened to realize what he was staring at my hand. He's specifically looking at my wedding ring! "Uh-what are you s-saying?" pagkukunwari ko. He smiled sadly before pointing to my hand that was now resting on my thigh. Hindi ko alam kung bakit bigla akong kinabahan at nawalan ng salita. "You're rea
Patricia's POV "I need us to talk" Nahigit ko ang hininga at matapang na tumitig kay Callum. Tama ba itong ginawa ko? "About what?" he asked while drinking water. Humanap ako ng tiyempo para makausap siya at ng makita ko siya na papunta sa kusina ay sinundan ko na agad siya. "About..us" I said and my mind was a bit occupied. When I actually talk to him, I lose my words. It feels like his presence always absorbs my courage. "You mean about our marriage" he turned to me. "What about that?" Tila hindi siya interesado base sa reaksyon niya kaya ginapangan ako ng irita. "We need to have an agreement" mahinahon kong sabi. "I realized we haven't talked about it so I think it's about time" He pursed his lips before raising a brow. "Yeah, I forgot about that too. I'm too busy with the company.." Buti naman ay alam niya! Kung hindi ko pa sasabihin ay hindi niya gagawin? "Let's talk about it in my room" Agad nanlaki ang mata ko. "What?! Bakit kailangan na roon pa?" "We had to
Patricia's POV I want to continue my sleep but the sound of the alarm clock on the side table envelops my ears. I slowly opened my eyes before turning off the alarm. "Gosh! It's morning again" I murmured before getting up. Inayos ko muna ang sarili ko bago lumabas ngunit pababa pa lang ako sa hagdan ng may makita akong babaeng nakatalikod sa may ibaba habang may hawak na mop at nilalampaso ang sahig. Mabilis kumunot ang noo ko. Nang marinig niya ang yabag ko ay lumingon siya sa'kin at doon ko lang napagmasdan ang mukha niya. Who's this? She's not familiar with me. I stared at her from head to toe, she's just wearing a simple shirt and a long pants. Tingin ko ay nasa mid 40's na rin sya. "Good morning, mam" bungad niya at naunahan akong mag salita. "Sino po kayo?" maingat kong tanong. "Kasambahay niyo po. Ipinasok po kami ni Sir Callum dito kaninang umaga lang. Dati na rin po kaming nagtatrabaho sa kanila pero roon po sa bahay ng magulang niya" Tumango ako, a little bit amus
Patricia's POV "It's you.." My eyes was still widened. Hindi ako makapaniwala. Alam ko na halata sa itsura ko ang pagkagulat ngunit hindi ko iyon nakikita sa kanya. She looks confident. She cross her arm while still rising a brow. Pakiramdam ko ay iniinsulto niya na ako sa paraan ng pag tingin niya. Huminga ako ng malalim at kinalma ang sarili. Hindi pwedeng ganito. I need to act normal and professional. Calm yourself, Patricia! "So, you're Patricia Clemente, huh?" mapanuya na sabi niya. "Yes, w-who are you?" maang kong tanong. She smirked. "Stop acting that you don't know me" Sinabi niya 'yon sa napakaarte na boses kaya ginapangan agad ako ng irita. Kinuyom ko ang kamay ko at normal na lumakad palapit sa kanya. She rised a brows again when I placed my bag on the sofa. "What do you need?" I asked patiently. "I'm waiting for Callum to come home" she seated again. She didn't even answered my question. Manhid ba ang babaeng 'to o sadyang wala talaga siya'ng hiya? In a vis
Patricia's POV "Buti ay naisipan mo na dumalaw dito, ate??" sarkastikong bungad ng kapatid kong si Jordan. "I brought you food!" I showed the two plastics I was holding. Since today is saturday and I don't have any other errands, I decided to go here because I miss them but my parents are not here. I didn't even informed Callum where I was going. "You haven't come here since you got married. How many months have passed? Hmm, 3 months? Good thing that you still remember this house" nagtatampong sabi niya. Nilapitan ko siya. "I'm busy in med school. Sorry kung ngayon lang ako nakapunta. I miss you!" I hugged and kissed him. "Don't worry, I'll stay here every weekend" I smiled. "What about your husband?" Sinundan ko siya papunta sa kusina at sinumalan na kainin ang mga binili ko. "Let's not talk about him, please?" I sighed before eating. "Why? LQ kayo? May babae ba? Bagong kasal lang kayo.." Tinignan ko siya ng masama at inamba ang hawak kong tinidor. "Kidding! Hahaha"
Patricia's POV "Sumama ka na! Ngayon lang ulit tayo lalabas!" Hanggang sa loob ng banyo ay sinundan ako ni Jess. Kinukulit niya akong mag bar mamaya dahil bored siya. "Ayaw ko. May pasok pa tayo bukas, next week na lang" I said while washing my hands. Para siya'ng bata na ipinapadyak ang paa habang nakasimangot. Pano ba naman kasi ay biglaan ang desisyon niya tapos kami lamang dalawa. "Ang daya mo naman! Hindi tayo iinom masyado!" "No" "Please, Pat?" Jess pleaded. "Sagot ko lahat! Gusto mo sunduin pa kita, e!" "Really?" She laughed. "Oo naman!" "Ayaw ko parin. Tayong dalawa lang-" "We'll bring Tyrone! Hindi naman makakatanggi 'yon" she started pressing on her phone. "Fine!" usal ko at bigla niya akong niyakap. Wala naman akong magagawa, kukulitin niya lang ako. Yun nga lang ay hindi na namin nakakasama si Kelvin dahil sa susunod na linggo na ang flight niya. "Thank you! Alam kong hindi mo ako matitiis!" Nang makabalik kami sa classroom ay hindi maalis ang ngiti ni Jess
Patricia's POV "Oh, sucks!" I said in pain when I woke up in the morning. I held my head and face but I was suddenly hurt when I touch my cheek. Kahit medyo nahihilo ay pinilit kong tumayo at lumapit sa salamin. Malamig kong sinipat ang tatlong gas-gas sa mismong pisngi ko. Hindi naman siya masyadong mahapdi at malalim pero visible parin siya. It was because of Zara's mess last night. Yeah, I remember that. I remember how she embaraassed me at how Jess slap her even Callum's...kissed. Fuck! How dare him do this! Sino siya para halikan ako ng ganoon! Ang kapal ng mukha niya! Umagang umaga ay nakasimangot tuloy ako at mainit ang ulo. Bumaba na ako para mag almusal pero parang gusto kong sumigaw sa inis ng makita ko si Callum na umiinom ng kape sa lamesa at may hawak na magazine. Bakit nandito pa siya? Nakuha ko ang atensyon niya pero saglit lang 'yon dahil bumalik ulit siya sa pagbabasa. He act like he didn't do anything to me last night! "How's your feeling? Is your head h
CALLUMâS POV âHowâs life of being a married man again?â I sip to my coffee before looking at Austine in front of me. âI canât explain the feeling, AustineâĶâ I answered. âStill reminiscing how we started,â Itâs been what? A year now, since Patricia and I got married. Our relationship flowed so well. Iâm still managing the company while Patricia is on her clinic. Ngayon, nagulat ako sa biglaang pag bisita ni Austine at kapatid kong si Ram saâkin. Narito kami sa garden. Patricia was not at home, she was just going out to buy something. Austine is sharing some of his and Jess misunderstanding. âSheâs asking for a break up?â I asked in surprise. âWhy?â Lumihis ng tingin si Austine. âShe wants to settle down already and you know Iâm still not readyâĶâ Natahimik kami Ram. Kaibigan ko siya at mahalaga si Jess kay Pat, hindi magandang mag hiwalay sila. âBakit ba hindi ka pa ready?â ani Ram. âYou two not getting younger anymore. Syempre, naiinggit âyon at naiisip na magpakasal-â âAyaw
CALLUMâS POVâFinally, you got her again. Weâre happy for you,âI smiled at Austine, who were my best man again beside me while we were waiting for the big and elegant door to open. I roamed my eyes around and canât help but to smile seeing our families together.âThank you, broâĶâ bumuga ako ng hangin at pinagdaop ang palad. âKinakabahan ako,âNatawa si Austine. âNgayon ka pa ba kakabahan? Totoo na ang nararamdaman niyo ngayon. Unlike on the first wedding, you two look so stiffed,âYeah, I remember that. How the beautiful Patricia glared at me while weâre exchanging vows. How we pretend that we love each other but today? Thereâs no pretending anymore.Today is our wedding day. Today will be one of the best day of my life for sure.âDalawang beses na kayo ikakasal,â biglang sabi ni Austine. âNgayon, naiinggit na si Jess. Sana walang pangatlo, haââWhy donât you marry her, then?â I asked confused.I frowned when I saw a hesitation in his face. âAlam mo naman na hindi pa ako ready. My bu
CALLUMâS POVâCallum, I swear, this is a silly idea!âHindi ko pinansin si Austine na nakasimangot sa tabi ko. Nandito kami ngayon sa parking malapit lang sa clinic ni Patricia.âCome on, go outside. Do it!â pag pilit ko kay Austine na lumabas ng sasakyan ko.I pointed to him Patriciaâs car just in front of us.âDamn, bakit ba kasi ako sumama sayo!â he gasped dramatically. âI canât believe you come up with this corny idea-ââJust shut up and do my favor,âI pushed him until he opened the door irritatingly.âSa lahat ng humihingi ng pabor, ikaw ang makapal ang mukha!â usal niya. âFuck, I donât know you anymore. Ganito ka pala ka-corny pagdating sa pag-ibig. Youâre whipped!âNatawa ako dahil nakasimangot siyaâng lumapit sa sasakyan ni Patricia. Tumingin muna siya sa paligid bago binutas ang gulong ng sasakyan. I smiled secretly. Perfect!Austine is still frowning when he returns.âDamn, Iâm done! Wag mo na ulit ako idadawit sa ganitong bagay!âI tapped his shoulder before he left me her
CALLUMâS POVâCallum, Iâm really sorry. I didnât want to make that happenâĶâUmalingawngaw ang pag iyak ni Zara habang nakayuko sa harap ko. I didnât expect her to be my visitor this morning.âPatriciaâs right, I was too desperate. To get you, to snatch you from her,â she continuously sobbed. âThe loss of your child makes me so guilty to what I did. I can't sleep at the thought of you both grieving,âNag tiim bagang ako habang pinanonood siya.âWhat will I do with your sorry if she leaves? She left me and you canât do anything about it,â malamig kong sabi.I saw her shoulder shaking. Hindi ako naaawa sa kanya.âWhy are you here, anyway?â I asked harshly. âI donât want to see you! I fucking hate you, Zara!ââIâm here to apologize, C-Callum-ââI donât need that,âIn the middle of crying, she took something from her bag. Sheâs trembling and handed it to me, I didn't accept it so she just put it on the table.It was the supposed evidence against the Mr. Laurier. The recordings and some pic
PATRICIAâS POVâDoc, ano po ang update kay Miss Bella? Banned na po siya rito di âba?I nodded to Nurse Aubrey as I studied my patient's urine test results this morning.âYeah, Iâm sorry about last week. Nakita niyo pa,âHindi ko masyadong iniisip si Bella dahil sabi ni Callum, si Mrs. Velasquez mismo ang kumausap dito para tigilan na kami.So far, my interactions with Callum was good. Last week, we go out for a dinner. He still gives me flowers, we even visited Agatha. What weâre doing are so far to what I was thinking before. Akala ko...hindi na âyon mauulit. Akala ko mananatili na lang kaming iwas sa isaât isa.âAyos lang, doc. Mukhang okay na kayo ng asawa niyo,âI smiled with her term. Hindi na ako sanay na kilalanin si Callum bilang asawa dahil ilang taon kaming nagkahiwalay. Pero ngayon, pinararamdam niya saâkin lahat ng bagay na hindi ko naranasan dahil lumayo ako.He also went to our house and talked to my parents.He asked permission to pursue me again. Knowing my parents ar
PATRICIAâS POVSeven years ago, I told myself to focus on my career, becoming a doctor. I thought it would be my priority through the years but when I came back here, a lot had changed.I can't understand myself anymore. I thought...I'll never feel anything for Callum. I just fooled myself.Ngayon, parang tanga akoâng naghihintay ng pag punta niya rito sa clinic ko! I keep looking outside my office.âPatricia, stop it!â I whispered to myself.Pinilit kong mag focus sa trabaho. Ayaw kong maapektuhan ito ng mga iniisip ko. But minutes just passed, I just found myself staring at my phone and waiting for his reply, damn it!âAno bang nangyayari saâkinâĶâ naguguluhan kong bulong.Tumayo ako at lumabas sa office.Natagpuan ko sila Nurse Aubrey na abala sa pag inject sa mga babies na kararating lang. Lihim pa akoâng napasulyap sa labas ng clinic pero malinis doon.Bumuntong hininga ako bago nag asikaso sa ibang pasyente. Nakalimutan ko saglit ang iniisip. Natuwa ako sa mga batang paslit na pi
PATRICIAâS POV Hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong gawin at unang isipin. Kung ang tungkol ba sa trabaho ko o ang mga bagay na ginagawa ni Callum ngayon. Pagkatapos niyaâng sabihin saâkin ang chance na gusto niya, palagi na siyaâng dumadalaw sa clinic ko. Halos araw-araw. Sending me flowers and foods sometimes. But what gave me a strange feeling was the things he showed me. Pakiramdam ko, malapit na akoâng mabaliw sa ginagawa niya. âDoc, may flowers po ulit para sa inyo!â Nakangiting tumakbo palapit saâkin si Nurse Aubrey habang hawak ang isang boquet ng roses. Bumuntong hininga ako bago ito kinuha. âGrabe, absent nga siya ngayon pero may flowers parin!â kinikilig niyaâng usal. Napailing ako bago binuklat ang note sa flowers. To my doktora: I canât see you now because of a sudden meeting but expect me tomorrow. My face flushed after reading that. Whatâs with the flowers though? Hindi ko na nga alam kung saan ko pa ilalagay ang mga bulaklak na ibinibigay niya saâkin. Ang iba
PATRICIAâS POV My day didnât go so well. Pumasok ako sa trabahong wala sa mood. Apektado parin ako sa nangyari samin kahapon ni Bella. I didnât expect that to happen that way. I was so shocked. Bukod kay Zara noon, isa rin siya sa taong nagsabi saâkin ng mga ganoong salita. Why do I feel that Iâm the antagonist here? Kaya nga ako umalis dahil nasaktan ako, sinaktan nila ako. Pakiramdam ko ako lang ang sagabal sa kanila pero heto na naman. It's like I'm the reason between them again. Is Bella another version of Zara Banner? But some point, I realized something from what Bella said. Tama nga siguro siya na dapat hindi na ako bumalik, na ako lang ang gumugulo sa kanila but thatâs not my intention. Should I gave her the satisfaction that she want? Para matapos na. Para hindi na ako masali sa kung anoâng gulo tungkol kay Callum. Should I talk to him for our annulment? For them to be happy? I would gladly cooperate though. âDoktoraâĶmay bisita po kayoâ I stopped writing the necessary
PATRICIAâS POV âIâm here for Doctor Jaime. Tell him itâs Doctor ClementeâĶâNgumiti ako sa nurse bago siya may tinawagan. I'm here at Alvarez hospital owned by Jaime's family. Jaime message me to come here to talk about my concern. Itâs really big here. Alam koây magagaling din ang mga doktor dito. Itâs about my patient. Maliit lang ang clinic ko at kailangan ng malaking doktor na hahawak sa kanya. Naalaa ko si Jaime dahil sa ospital nila. âAkyat na lang po kayo roon sa office ni doc. Hintayin niyo na lang po siya roon dahil nasa emergency room paâĶâ saad ng nurse. âThank you,â Ngumiti siya at hinagod ako mula ulo hanggang paa. Nagtataka akoâng tumalikod sa kanya papunta sa elevator. May mali ba sa suot ko? Iâm just wearing an off shoulder dress. Nakalugay lang din ang buhok ko.Hindi ko na lang âyon pinansin at pumunta na sa 5th floor. Nang makarating ako roon ay wala masyadong tao. Ilang nurses lang. Hinanap ko lang ang office ni Jaime at kumatok muna ako bago pumasok. Walang t