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083: "What If I Want To Be A Weapon, Khione? What If I Want The Entire World To Burn At My Feet?”
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Ruined By The Mafia Author Note
Ruined By The Mafia 101: "Vincenzo Missed His Father, And I Missed My Daddy."
Ruined By The Mafia 100: "I Stuck Around To Attend Your Wedding; Now I Can't Leave Without Saying A Proper Congratulations, Can I?"
Ruined By The Mafia 099: "Isabella, Your Little Sister Has Finally Found Us. I Told You, She Would."
Ruined By The Mafia 098: "Can I Confirm Something First? Are You Mine Again?”
Ruined By The Mafia 097: "Give Yourself A Chance To Be Happy And Get Out Of This Quagmire."
Ruined By The Mafia 096: "Believe Me, Little Tiger, I'm Tired Of Playing This Game Just Like You."
Ruined By The Mafia 095: "Checkmate."
Ruined By The Mafia 094: "Perhaps It's Fate's Way Of Telling Us We Aren't Meant To Be, And You Should Accept It."
