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14- The Trigger

Author: Sheenzafar
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-31 23:45:32

The room felt too small, the air too thick, and the weight of the gun in my hand felt like it might crush me. My finger hovered over the trigger, my heart racing so fast I could hear it in my ears. Alexei stood a few feet away, his eyes flicking between me and the gun, disbelief etched into his features.

“You don’t have it in you,” he sneered, his voice low and mocking, like he was daring me to prove him wrong.

I tightened my grip, my knuckles turning white. Sweat dripped down the back of my neck, my breath coming in shallow gasps. His words echoed in my mind. Maybe he was right. I wasn’t a killer. Not really. I’d killed a man before, but that had been different. That had been self-defense, survival in the heat of the moment.

This? This was cold, deliberate. Planned.

Alexei took a step closer, his posture relaxed, almost mocking. “You don’t even know why you’re here, do you? You’re just Dante’s pawn, doing his dirty work. He’s testing you, you know that? He wants to see if you’ll brea
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