"I was scared it would change everything. I'd gotten so used to seeing myself a certain way and of dating a certain way that I couldn't even imagine any other way to be. Steph doesn't understand why what happened in Jamaica was such a big deal for me.""You never told me what happened.""I'd finally figured out what sex was about. When I was a virgin, sex was something I thought I had to let happen to me, not something I did for myself. The guy I met down there, he wasn't like the guys around here." She paused for a moment, lost in thought. "He was older.""How much older?" I asked."Forty-five.""Seriously? That's your Dad's age!" I couldn't even imagine finding someone that old attractive enough to have sex with them."He was so sweet, though, and divorced, lonely. He made me feel special, and let me be in charge of whatever we did together. He gave me permission to play and learn with his body. There was no rush and no pressure, unlike the assholes I'd dated.""Did you fall in love
Mom opened the door and came in singing. "It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas!"I worked the lotion into his fingertips. "Hi Mom."John put on a strained smile. "Did you have a good day, Aunt Lisa?""I sure did. It may be a record for us, which means that end-of-the-year bonus is in the bag. And my employees were all buzzing about the hot, young pianist playing in the atrium today," she said grinning and mussing his hair."That would be me. My hands are shot," he replied as I got my scissors and trimmed a couple of rough cuticles."Kate will get them in shape again. Have you eaten dinner?""Yeah, I got a free meal at the mall.""Kate, what about you?""Steph and Holly came over and we ordered a pizza. There are a couple of pieces left over in the fridge, if you want them." When I'd finished trimming the snaggy bits, I put lotion up to his forearms and began to massage his muscles. "You probably should eat a banana to get some potassium or you'll have cramps later."He nodded.
I brought my empty coffee mug to the kitchen and poured myself another cup. John was having an animated conversation with his brother over a video call on his tablet."He even got me my own gaming account! Hey, is that Kate back there?" I heard Nate say."Hi Nate!" I said, as I leaned over John's shoulder to smile at my little cousin. "What did Santa bring you?""My own computer!" he said with excitement dancing in his eyes. "It's got a totally cool case with neon lights inside!""That sounds amazing. Are you using it right now?""Yeah, Dad let me set it up all by myself after unwrapping it.""What did your brother get?""He's out riding his new bike right now, but Mom's mad at him 'cause he's still wearing his pajamas."John and I both laughed. "Look, we've got some presents we need to open when Aunt Lisa gets up. Let me call you back after we eat some breakfast," said John.In the video, Nate looked over his shoulder as I heard Aunt Susan shouting something. "What? Oh, Mom says you'
When she slid over a flat square package, I had no idea what it could be. The paper came off to reveal a 2013 calendar with pictures of mugs full of steaming coffee. Puzzled and a little disappointed, I looked up at John, but he offered no explanation, only an enigmatic smile. "Thank you.""You're welcome."With the present opening out of the way, we cooked breakfast together with Christmas music playing in the background. I made cinnamon rolls while Mom fried bacon and eggs and John set the table. After we ate, John plugged his tablet into our television and we had a long video call with Aunt Susan, Uncle Tom, Nate, and little Alex. Mom made phone calls to other relatives while John and I sat on the couch and read. All morning I tried to tease some kind of meaning out of his gift to me with no success.Later, Mom played games on her new tablet until she started nodding off in the afternoon. John finally turned off his tablet and stuffed it in his backpack. "Aunt Lisa, Kate and I are
"I can't promise it will be easy, but I'm going to try very hard to make it work."I threw myself at him, kissing him hard despite my tears and snot. He held me tight and whispered my name. "Why does Mom have to be home today," I growled in frustration."Uh, Kate?" he murmured as he pulled back to look at me."What?" I asked and when he nodded out the car's windshield, I looked around and saw where we were. "This isn't the movie theater.""No.""Don't you think you're being a little presumptuous?""Nope, just hopeful," he said, giving me a sheepish grin.I pouted. "So, after all that reading, we don't actually get to see the movie?""I have it on my tablet. If you really want to see it, we can watch it in bed."I kissed him again, but softly this time. "I like the way you hope."John let me climb back into the passenger's seat and then drove us around to the hotel's front entrance. The valet opened the car door with a flourish. "Merry Christmas, do you have reservations?"John came ar
"These taste pretty good." he whispered into my ear, pulling my ear lobe between his lips. "They're a little dry though. Do you have something a little more..." he paused when I took his hand and slipped it down into my sweats. "Oh, there's something I'd like to try."The moment his fingertips brushed over me, I pushed against him and his shaft was hard against my ass. "I need you to take me to bed right now."Bending down, he picked me up and carried me swiftly through the door to the bedroom. When he put me down on the bed, he quickly pulled off his shirt and pants. I sat up and took off my sweatshirt and unhooked my bra. His eyes were fixed on me, moving from one part of my body to another and the lust on his handsome face revved my engine.He said, "Oh, look, you match all the way down," he said, his eyes taking in every inch of me."I was hopeful, too."He slid into bed next to me, kissing my lips, his hands cupping my breasts. When he bent to take my nipples between his lips, I
"That was a little chilly, but I still liked it," he said."Let's see if I can warm you up then." Putting one leg over, I sat astride his stomach and slid back until I felt him under me. Then using my hands, I positioned his head underneath me, but after scooting around a bit, I said, "I know it's down there."He ran his hands along my thighs and said, "You can just keep doing that. It feels great to me."I was determined. Leaning forward, I slowly pushed backwards, lifting his shaft as I went. "Oh, that feels interesting.""I hope it feels better than interesting," he said with a strained look of pleasure on his face that made me giggle."I've never had anything bigger than my fingers in there. You feel so much bigger, but it's softer in a way. Are you ready?" I asked as I looked in his eyes. My heart pounded like mad. We were really going to do it."The real question is, are you?" he asked, eying me with longing and lust, and yet tempered with something sad."Have you ever been some
I chuckled as John came out of the bathroom drying his hands on a towel. It was surreal to be listening to Jules in the middle of what was going on. I put my finger in front of my lips so he would know not to say anything and mouthed, Jules.He nodded as she continued. "So I go back to the room with him, and there's this petite woman with long hair, just like yours. She's wearing a leather teddy and holding a dildo. I nearly made a U-turn, but she had a nice smile that reminded me of you, so I waited to see what'd happen.""Really?" I asked, as I watched John pull out the massage oils I'd given him. "Tell me more," I said as I moved to the center of the bed to straighten out and relax on my stomach."He took off his clothes and climbed up on the bed with his ass in the air. This chick and I are giggling like old friends as she lubes up the dildo and slides it against his ass.""What then?" I asked as John sat across my thighs, his shaft resting between my cheeks and the smell of cinna