Emma's POV.Twirling the straw in my glass of orange juice, I watched the liquid swirl around, I had been sitting at the bar for the last hour, the sounds of feminine and masculine moans filled the air. Kinks was not like many Sex clubs, the bar did not sell liquor but cups of tea, coffee, or in her case, sodas and fruit juice, i loved drinking soda as much as I love drinking juice, I frown when the bartender told me my favourite pineapple juice was finished.I knew the ladies here would do anything to grab all the glasses the moment they were about to meet their mate, or in preparation for whatever they would be doing tonight.The orange juice was not a bad choice, even though I would have preferred the pineapple juice more, I took a long sip with my straw, the coldness and taste was so refreshing, reminding me a lot of my youth when life was easy, simple. Life had stopped being simple at my transition when my life had changed forever, I held a secret that i couldn’t tell anyone, no
He was scum, and no one missed him. After my first disaster in BDSM, i decided to leave it alone, wanting pain, needing pain, and craving pain had to be pushed aside, the pain i craved that no matter what anyone did to me, i couldn’t feel.I couldn’t allow myself to become vulnerable to anyone, wolves were not submissive and did not enjoy that bite of pain to get them off, nor did they hunt for someone to hurt them in the hope of feeling it. I didn’t know why i was different from the others in my pack, but out of fear i did not ask anyone what they experienced.The couples i saw in the pack were always sweet together, my first time had been awful, and the guy I had shared it with had held me down as he pounded hard into mybody. The only thing i recalled liking was being held down and the fact I couldn’t feel anything as he bit me during his release, from that point my need to find pain had only grown, my wolf knew what she wanted, and so did I.“I’m sorry, Master.”I followed the soun
Ethan POV.Opening the final door at the end of the corridor, I released her hand, turned the light on, and locked the door, i turned to face her to assess her reactions. This was my private room. The only time i used this room was for the woman I intended to keep. Only a couple of women had even come close to getting inside here until this woman requested permission to join the club.“Where are we?” she asked, her big beautiful eyes looking around, taking in the view of my most sacred room.I noticed she stayed away from the bed, keeping it to her back as she rounded to look at me.“This is my personal, private room. From now on, you come to this club, we will be here.” I told her, folding my arms, waiting for her.“No, we need to be in view of others.”“In front of others you hold yourself back. Outside you are not yourself, and you are always afraid of someone noticing you. I’ve seen the way you are. You want to watch what happens within the club to make sure the men and women are
"I’ve given you more in the last year than you have ever gotten elsewhere. I see the look in your eyes, Emma. You don't allow me to bring you to orgasm, yet the pleasure is there in your eyes, the way you let me hold you. There’s much you can accuse me of, but caring and seeing to your needs is not one of them.” He withdrew his hand. “You’ve been through a lot of crap. I want to know what it is, everything"“No, I’m not telling you anything.”“You feel your wolf right now? How she is pacing along the walls of your mind, curious yet holding herself back?”“How did you—”“She wants to trust me, to trust this instinct inside her. You have put yourself in danger, and we are not going anywhere else until you tell me what.” He stared at me knowing he needed to win this battle. “Tonight, you’re coming home with me. We’re going to get to the bottom of your problems. No one lies at my house. We wl be totally alone, and we can explore your issues.”“No, I’m not going anywhere with you.” I shook
Emma's POV."What are you doing?" I stared at his hand where he held my palm inside his. My dark flesh stood out in contrast to his pale skin, but our different skin colors did not bother me. No, what struck me was the way he held me, He was strong and powerful, and yet he held me as if i was delicate. I was anything but delicate. He didn’t hurt me. he simply held me steady.What was he trying to do?“Look at me, Emma”I lifted my gaze to his, confused by what was happening inside me, On the one hand i wanted to continue letting his fingers sink into my flesh to try to cause pain, and yet, i wanted what Ethan could gave me, Would he even understand what was happening to me?"You’ve been disobedient to me today, Before we go to my house, you are going to get punished, and then you are going to call your father.” he said, I could not describe the kind of fire I saw in his eyes, I could not describe the look he was giving to me.When I went to speak, he pressed a finger to my lips to sto
He touched my ankle and withdrew his hand when his touch became too much for me, i didn’t know how he knew when to release me.“Thank you, Sir,”i said.“I didn’t give you permission to speak.” He slapped my ass causing me to yelp. I had learned to make the right noises even if i didn’t feel any pain. “You’ll only speak when spoken to.”I kept her lips shut, my pussy was burning, the lips of my sex drenched from the shock of his spank, hiis palm was large, covering as much of my ass as he could. What would it be like to give in and let him touch me? The very thought shook me a little again, I had never been curious about a more intimate touch in my life.The tips of his fingers skimmed up my calf, leaving me again as he moved around the room. I had never been on a bed in his company before, those was the first time I would be lying on his bed, cuffed, and helpless.“You’re scared of intimacy, Emma. I want to know why, but tonight you’re going to remain quiet while I talk. Do I need to
Ethan's POVI struck her twice more with the cane, surprised that she kept up with the counting. She was such a good sub. I wouldn’t trade her in for anyone.She likes pain to the point of bleeding.In some transitions from human to wolf, the line between pleasure and pain got switched, I heard of some men and women who could take so much pain they could be on the verge of death and it wouldn’t affect them emotionally. The workings of a wolf body surprised me, Emma wasn’t strange or different from many of them. She was afraid, untutored, and alone. Her wolf was torn in two between wanting me and being afraid. I wasn’t an idiot. Emma had done something to cause this problem.Putting the cane down on the floor, I stared at her body hating the sight of the clothes, I would give anything to have her spread out and naked, her dark flesh revealed for me to touch, caress, or punish.'Wait, have patience. She will be ours. " My wolf gave me a subtle reminder.My wolf passed along the walls o
"Honey, are you sure you’re okay? You don’t sound fine.”“I’m sure. I’m fine. Nothing is wrong with me. I’m calling so you don’t worry and send out a search party.” She forced a laugh, I watched her knowing in my heart I needed to fix what had gone wrong during her transition.“Okay, honey. I’ll see you when you get back. Keep in touch.”“I will.”They said their goodbyes, and she put the phone back in the cradle.“Do you feel pain?” i asked. I didn’t know why, but my gut was telling me something wasn’t right, every other sub would be wincing at the spanking I hai given her, yet emma didn’t respond or show any sign of being aware of it.She looked up at me, "Yes, I feel pain. My dad doesn’t have a true mate of his own, he settled down for the strongest female in the pack. She’s my mother.”“You’ve never mentioned your mother.”“She’s not the kind of person I like to talk about.” She dropped her gaze again, and i sensed the hate inside her.“Why?”She blew out a breath before running h