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2020-08-31 22:30:08It’s the second week of Owen being so far away; he called this morning telling me he wasn’t going to be able to make it again. Lately, he has seemed distant. I know I haven’t been much better. It is just as hard to get a hold of me as it is him.
After helping Leana with the pack duties for the day, I went straight home to go to sleep. It seemed like the only thing I did anymore was work and sleep. Vanessa was going to come for Sunday brunch and told me she would be at the house at 10. Even though Vanessa and I only have known each other for a couple of weeks, we are already very close. She tells me I am the daughter she always has dreamt of having.
I go to bed around 8, hoping that enough sleep will get me back some of my energy.
My alarm went off at 9. I was shocked at how long I slept. I quickly got ready and began to make brunch. There were only two of us, so I made saus
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