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On my way back to the bar, I was thinking of every possibility of what could have happened instead of me fucking him. How could I be so fucking weak?Because he makes you weak, my inner self mocked at me.It was true though. He had awakened something inside of me that I've never felt before and I was already craving for his touch, his kiss. I've never felt so alive with anyone and it was so passionate that I was already thinking about fucking him again.I shook my head, trying to get rid of all the inappropriate thoughts before handling the situation at hand.I wanted to come clean to Beth even now as I didn't have the heart to lie to her anymore. I can't pretend to date Zach. That would be the worse thing I could do to him and for how long can I go on?I was ready to face anything she throws at me. She would be devastated when she hears it but it was the right thing to do.Once I reached the bar, I paid the cab driver and rushed inside to find her chatting with some customer. She sen
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It's been a week since Beth started to ignore me. She hasn't spoken a word to me since that day and I was missing her terribly. I could hardly see her at the apartment these days and during work she ignores me evidently even if I attempt to talk to her.Zach and I have been trying our best to apologise to her and earn her forgiveness but man, that girl was stubborn as hell. As for Jayden, I haven't heard from him for a week now and surprisingly he didn't show up at the bar either.Maybe I was right. It was probably a one time thing for him and I was mad at myself for being upset. I wasn't the type to get upset over a guy. Heck, I didn't even want a relationship before I fucked him but now I couldn't stop thinking about him and it annoyed the crap out of me. "Are you okay?" I heard Beth's voice, distracting me from my chain of thoughts and I lifted up in chin that was resting on my knees in surprise. She was standing in front of me with a mug of coffee in her hands.Was I dreaming?"
Risking it Chapter Thirteen
'Just admit it that you missed me, Hazel' - J I got his cocky response almost immediately and felt a sudden rush through my body as I read his message. He was right.I kinda missed him and his cockiness and I loved when he used my name in a sentence. I couldn't wipe the stupid smile off my face.'Whatever, I'm going to bed.'I replied and kept chewing on my lips, anxiously waiting for his reply. This was all new to me and I loved feeling this way but I had no idea what the hell was going through his mind right now.'Is that an invitation?' - JOh my God!Only he could turn me on through a single text message. Fuck, I badly wanted him next to me right now and I don't know if it was the talk with Beth or if I was in a good mood but I started to flirt with him.'Maybe. Maybe not.' 'Fuck, Hazel. How can you make me hard without even trying?' - JIt was as if he read my mind. I squirmed on the couch, squeezing my thighs together and before I could send a reply I got another reply from
Risking it Chapter Fourteen
"Why are you smiling?" Anna asked, cleaning the bar counter and I gave her a puzzled look. "What? I'm not smiling." I have her a nervous chuckle, tucking a piece of my hair behind my ears."Yes, you are. You've been in a good mood all week. What's new?" she asked, hungry for some gossip and as much as I hated this bitch for insulting me earlier, I wanted to rub it in her face that I was indeed fucking Jayden Brooks. I wanted to prove that a girl like me could get a guy like him.He is not yours, my inner self mocked at me and I rolled my eyes, knowing it was true. We were just fuck buddies but the last week had been absolutely amazing. I had been visiting his house almost every night and we both couldn't seem to get enough of each other.I knew very well it was not a good idea to mix feelings with pleasure but it was so hard to ignore his cute smile and the way he makes me feel so damn special everytime I'm with him."Nothing much. Just having a lot of sex with Jayden Brooks," I ch
Risking it Chapter Fifteen
We were riding in his car again with the privacy divider between us and the driver, Stu. It felt like a Deja Vu moment. I chose to go with Jayden because for some reason, I believed him and I wanted him to know that I felt the same way as well. I knew we had a spark between us which is very rare to experience nowadays. He makes me vulnerable and never have I ever felt like this in my life before. I'm sure he has an explaination for the news I heard from Anna and it better be worth it. "I'm so glad you came with me," he whispered, rubbing my knees with his hand and placed a small kiss on my cheeks."Are you going to explain everything?" I asked, cutting straight to the point because I didn't want to fuck around anymore if another person was involved. I didn't want to be the other woman, for Christ sake."Yes, of course. First of all, the engagement was just a business deal. I wanted her father to invest in my company which he has for now but I'm going to break it off since I have yo
Risking it Chapter Sixteen
It was finally Sunday, meaning the last day of our tiny little vacation at the cottage. These three days have been absolutely blissful and I enjoyed every moment that I spent with him which of course included a lot of sex but I wanted to get to know more about him. "So are you a single child?" I asked him as I got off the bed that morning and started to wear one of his t-shirt."I have an elder sister, Jude. She is married and lives in Florida now." He replied with lazy voice as he rolled over to look at me."What about your parents?""They live here in New York. My dad has retired so he and my mom have started to travel and enjoy themselves." He smiled as he spoke about them and I couldn't help but wonder if it was only me who was cursed with a wretched family. "Wow, that's so cool." I gave him a small smile as I pulled my hair up in a loose bun."Yeah, what's with all the questions?" he asked, giving me a confused look and I sat on the bed, letting out a small sigh."I know you s
Risking it Chapter Seventeen
“Why do you look sad, Hazel? Did you break up with Jayden?”I gave Anna a glare as I stopped wiping the glasses.“Can you mind your own business for once?” I snapped angrily and with that she shut her mouth and continued to do her work. Beth was having a date night with Mason as usual and it was just me and Anna bartending tonight.I haven’t spoken to Jayden for the last two days and I was worried sick about him but at the same time I could understand that he was not having a regular job like me. He runs multiple companies and it can be hectic and stressful.“Can I get one of your signature drink?” I heard a deep yet familiar voice and looked up to find Zach sitting in front of me with a warm smile on his face. I was seeing him only now since last week and I didn’t know how to react immediately.“I...Hi..yeah sure,” I stuttered like a fool but started to prepare his drink. There was an awkward silence between us and the bar was not that much crowded as it was a weekday.“I haven’t see
Risking it Chapter Eighteen
The apartment was empty when I arrived and I went straight inside my room to cry my heart out. What was I even thinking? I tried to kiss Zach and he rejected me. He must think I'm a fucking whore for throwing myself at him at the slightest inconvenience. I hated Jayden and I hated myself for being in a situation like this. This is why I never do serious relationships. It's a pain in the ass.I ignored the calls and messages from him and switched off my phone before crying myself to sleep until a loud knock on the front door woke me up with a jerk and I looked up at the clock hanging on the wall in front of me. It was 1.45 am.I was pretty sure that it wasn't Beth. She usually stays at Mason's place if it gets late and she has her own set of keys as well. I got up from my bed and looked at myself in the mirror. My face and eyes were all red and puffy from the crying and I quickly wiped the smudged mascara from the corners of my eyes. "What if it's him?" I whispered to myself and wa
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