"Gray," I croak out his name, and for some reason, it feels incredibly heavy when I say it. He doesn't budge from his spot, just continuing to stare at me under the pouring rain, much like how I'm looking at him. I drop my bike again, intending to step closer, but he moves back."Wait, I just need to talk to you. I'm not afraid of you, and I'll keep all the secrets I know. Just please, don't go away from me," I hurriedly utter, my voice trembling with both haste and fear. I'm afraid he'll avoid me again."I beg you, Gray. I just need to talk. I only want to make sure of something," I plead again, my tone desperate. I don't care what's going through Gray's mind right now. All I want to do is ensure that I can do anything to keep him visible around me. I don't even know why I need to do this, maybe because I don't want to feel the pain that comes with thinking I won't be able to see him again. It's like he's disappearing from my world, and I can't find him no matter how hard I look or i
I step out of the bathroom and see Gray sitting on the edge of the bed. My breath catches as I notice he's wearing only his pants, his bare chest exposed. I then glance at myself and realize how we both seem to have forgotten about the cold outside and the heavy rain pouring down. I'm only wearing his oversized black shirt that drapes on my small frame."Come here," Gray says, extending his hand slightly, which startles me. I continue walking and accept his hand, allowing him to guide me to sit beside him."Are you warm enough?" Gray asks, and I find myself momentarily speechless. The rapid thumping of my heart heats up my entire body."If you're still cold, I can adjust the room temperature," he offers, making me shake my head. If he did that, I'd probably feel like I'm on fire."No need," I reply, causing Gray to fall silent again."Was it really that difficult for you during this past week? You look thinner," I ask, and Gray once more just looks into my eyes."Yes, it was very toug
I jolted awake and immediately opened my eyes wide. I didn't know when I had fallen asleep; the last thing I remembered was chatting with Gray. He was telling me all about his week, and now I wondered why I had suddenly fallen asleep. My gaze darted around the empty room, devoid of Gray's presence and even his scent had faded. What lingered was the worry that he might have disappeared again.I threw off the blanket covering me and got out of bed, shouting out to call for the man who had claimed to be my Soulmate."Gray, where are you?" I asked, then walked towards the empty bathroom."Gray," I called out again, this time walking out of the room. Only silence filled the large house. I hurriedly descended the stairs, my fear growing. I almost stumbled down the stairs a few times if it weren't for someone catching me. I turned to look behind me, finding Miss Brenda gazing at me with a concerned expression."Aurel, what's wrong with you?" she asked, worry evident on her face."Where's Gra
I let out a heavy sigh. Gray hadn't returned to me all day, and I found myself sitting in his room, doing nothing. I could only take in the scent of the room around me. As Miss Brenda had explained, he was currently in the Neutral Dimension, calming himself down. I wondered what he was enduring and pressed Miss Brenda to tell me everything without leaving any questions in my mind.However, Miss Brenda refused, saying that it wasn't her place to do so, and Gray himself would explain everything to me in due time. I then glanced at my phone. A few minutes ago, I had informed Rex that I would be staying at Miss Brenda's house. I didn't know if he would be angry or not, but one thing was certain: he would come to see me and probably drag me back home. My thoughts were interrupted when a knock came at the door. I quickly got up and walked towards it, hoping to find the person I was waiting for. However, my hopes were dashed when I saw Rex on the other side, looking at me silently. After the
I returned from the Neutral dimension. Lately, I've been spending a lot of time there to calm myself and stabilize the newfound powers I received after the awakening I experienced. However, my current goal isn't my home in this human world. Right now, what I want to see the most is my soulmate, the one who makes me strive hard to restrain myself.I immediately rush to her house, and it's not difficult for me to jump straight through the window that she didn't even lock on the second floor where her room is located. I sit on the window sill, looking at Aurel, who is sound asleep under a thick blanket. I realize she might be disturbed by the gust of wind that could disrupt her sleep, so I quickly descend from the window and close it again.I lean against the wall and continue watching her, engulfed in the strong scent that fills the room. Just inhaling it makes my entire body react intensely. I can even clearly see the rhythm of her heartbeat and her steady breaths. Right now, I yearn t
Silence between us makes it increasingly difficult for me to restrain Alpha from rebelling. Right now, I can only gaze at Aurel's face, which is close to mine. I keep stroking her face, making her look comfortable. Eventually, I decide to give Alpha a slight chance to avoid her rebelling within me, to suppress her thirst for Aurel.I tilt Aurel's chin up to make her look at me again, and just as she's about to ask what I want to say, I lean in. One of my eyes starts glowing gray, the color of our combined souls—my soul and Alpha's soul. I instantly feel the warm breath from Aurel wash over my face, her lips sweet and soft as I press mine against them. Aurel is slightly surprised by my sudden kiss.However, she soon follows the rhythm of my lips. I start to move them, sipping at her lower lip gently. I extend my other hand to pull her waist closer, our bodies pressing against each other. Even this simple touch makes my heart race so fast, causing both pain and an intense ticklish sensa
I'm beginning to think that I should stop it right now before I completely lose control. But as I'm about to break our lip lock, Aurel tightens her grip on the jacket I'm wearing, not allowing me to move away even slightly. I'm slightly surprised when Aurel continues to kiss me passionately, sucking my lips forcefully and slipping her tongue between them.I'm still trying to hold back so that the Alpha doesn't take over me."Aurel, I really need to stop this now," I say in between our kisses. But it seems that Aurel isn't listening at all, until I finally grip her shoulders, breaking our lip lock. In that moment, I can see the disappointment in Aurel's eyes, but then she appears shocked and tries to sit up."I'm sorry, did I push you too far?" Aurel asks, looking guilty. I then pull Aurel back to sit on my lap. She seems hesitant to meet my gaze."I just don't want to lose control, Aurel. That's why we need to stop before it goes any further," I say, making Aurel look at me with a que
Once again, I wake up without Gray by my side. I remain silent, gathering my senses before attempting to start my morning routine. I exhale a long breath, remembering what we did last night, which immediately prompts me to touch my slightly swollen and warm lips with my fingertips.Even now, in my bed, I can still sense Gray's lingering scent. I exhale my frustration, not knowing what possessed me last night to almost force Gray to attack me like that. I push back the covers, realizing I can't keep daydreaming like this. I need to get ready for school, or Rex will start complaining and whining about my habitual lateness.My bike has been in the repair shop for the past two days, and I have to be picked up by Rex again, which is annoying. For some reason, I'm more comfortable riding my bike without having to hear Rex's morning chatter. I start taking off my clothes one by one and head into the bathroom. The water hitting my body triggers memories of Gray's warm touches all over me. Jus