Everly POV
The way he kisses me sends fire to my loins, and I can’t believe he has his lips glued to mine while his hand is moving up and down my back, stroking my exposed skin. I feel like my heart is about to explode as he stops kissing me, and his eyes lock with mine while he rests his forehead against mine.
“Don’t you ever leave me again”, he whispers in my ear, sending a jolt of love down my body that makes me close my eyes and absorb the impact of his words. “You are everything to me”, he whispers again while his lips seductively kiss my neck while I stop myself from moaning while my hands get tangled in his hair.
I shake my head as I pull the chair away from my desk, closing my laptop. I can’t write anymore today, and this book is starting to drive me insane. Why have I started doing this? Why am I writing about something that I know nothing about? All I know about love is what I read in my smut and romance books. I have never loved anyone, and I have never been loved. But let’s face it, who would love the girl that has to hide behind a fake identity because of who my family is?
I walk to my kitchen and take a deep breath. I have a small house in the back of my dad’s big house. I love writing, and it’s the best pass time in the world and the fact that I am making some extra money with it helps a lot. If I use any of my credit cards my dad will know what I am up to. We have a deal. I get to live my life without his interference but I have bodyguards always around, and I use his money. I arrived last month from Europe where I was studying at university. No one in the mafia world besides my dad's most trusted man and my best friend know my real identity, hell they know I exist. I am my family's biggest secret and I am okay with that. I grab my favourite mug, and then I put on the kettle. Maybe a cup of tea will help. I turn the tv on waiting for the news to start as the kettle announces the water is ready.
I put the tea bag and the hot water. I leave it brewing while I grab my favourite snack from the cupboard and pour some milk into the mug mixing it all to the perfect cup of tea. I take my snack and tea to the front room while I sit on my couch watching the news. I close my eyes as they talk about some rich guy that is back to town, and then they go to live news as a restaurant downtown exploded. My eyes go wide as I recognise the place.
My phone beeps announcing it is time to have a shower and get ready for a training session at the gym. Great, another day in paradise. The only good thing about this is that my best friend is training with me. She is my opposite. She is beautiful, tall, dark hair and the most perfect body. She has all the confidence in the world while I lack most of the times. She is the only person on the outside world that knows my real identity. I walk towards my car but find one of the security guards walking towards me.
“Miss Miller”, he says and I smile.
“Hi Parker, Good morning”, I say and he smiles at me.
“Your father would like a word”, he says and I roll my eyes. Great. Why didn’t he come himself? I swear the man is always pushing my buttons.
“I’m running late, tell him I will see him late”, I say unlocking my car but Parker stands in front of the door blocking me.
“Parker?”, I let out.
“I am sorry Everly, but this is important”, he says and I take a deep breath letting go of the door. I walk fast paced towards the house climbing up the steps in the entrance two at a time. I open the door and walk down the corridor towards his office. I can hear shouting inside and the door opens as my brother walks out of the office.
“Hey sis”, he says kissing the top of my head walking past me with the phone glued to his ear. I walk into the office as dad signals me to sit in front of him. I walk slowly towards the chair as he keeps shouting.
“What do you mean no? This will start a fucking war, a war I have intention if staying in the winning side”|, dad says and I raise my eyebrows.
My dad is the leader of the American mafia and my brother is going to take over after him. I want nothing to do with it. But I can feel the tension in the room and if what dad said is true and there’s a war brewing my life is about to change drastically.
“Dad”, I say as he ends the call and sits back on his chair closing his eyes. Dad is not getting any younger and since mom died he has become a recluse to this house. He says he is getting everything in motion for my brother to take over so he can retire. He said something about an Irish guy that came back from the dead and now is enjoying his life in a island somewhere. I can’t imagine my dad on a beach but hey. If that’s what he wants good for him.
“Evie, I am gonna need you to stay home, and if you leave for anything I need you to take your security team, all of them”, dad says and I roll my eyes. I am my dad’s biggest kept secret. His rivals don’t know about me, I was conceived illegitimately and my mom dies at child birth so I got adopted by my mom. She was an amazing woman with such a big heart. She did a lot for charity and I took over that side of business.
“Dad, no one knows I even exist, for all that everyone care I am a servant in this house”, I say and dad takes a deep breath standing up and walking towards me. He rests both his hands on my shoulders and looks me in the eyes.
“Please Evie, do as I ask you to”, he says and I nod my head.
“If that will help you stay calm I will”, I let out.
Theo POVAfter arriving at the hospital I was put in the private area that we own. I know, right. I open my eyes, and the light bothers me. My head is about to explode. I close my eyes again, and I hear the door opening and heels clicking. I open one eye slightly, and I see the red hair I have been waiting for. “Ash”, I let out as I pull myself up on the bed into a sitting position and my head hurts, sending a wave of nausea down my body. “Easy tiger”, she says as she rests a hand on my shoulder. I look at her, and I can see bruises forming on her face and arms, her white dress is anything but white; there’s black spots and red. “Are you hurt? Are you okay? Where is Killian?’ I start bombarding her with questions and Ash smiles, sitting on the edge of the bed. “He is okay, he’s just dealing with something, and he will come. He took Elliot with him”, Ash says, and I nod my head flopping back down on the bed and closing my eyes.“How are you feeling?” she asks me, and I offer her my
Everly POVI have been locked in this estate for the past three days, and I am about to lose my mind. My dad is terrified, and my brother looks like he has seen a fucking ghost; I have been staying in my small house, writing and exercising on my peloton. I close my eyes as I rub my forehead with my fingers. I have a headache arriving. I stand up, walk to the kitchen, and make myself a cup of English tea. I am taking my first sip when the front door opens, and my brother walks in.He looks deranged. He sits at the kitchen island and rests his head between his hands. “Hey, you okay?” I ask him, and his eyes meet mine. He shakes his head closes his eyes, and rests his forehead against the cold granite. I walk to him, placing my tea in front of him while I make another one. He raises his eyes to meet mine and thanks me for the tea. I nod my head sitting next to me, slowly sipping my tea.“I need to talk to you”, he says, and I look at him. He looks heartbroken, and I know that something
Theo POV“What the fuck is going on? Who died?” I ask, and Kill’s eyes meet mine. He has anger plastered all over his face as he swallows hard.“We need to make an alliance with the Americans”, he says, and I nod my head. But that doesn’t fucking answer my question. As I am about to ask again, the door behind me opens, making me jump out of the way, and Kill’s dad walks in. He looks miserable, and he looks crazy. I look behind him, but his mum is nowhere to be seen. No… No,… not possible. I look at Elliot, trying to figure out what the fuck is happening, but he keeps his eyes on the floor. He looks fucking miserable. Kill’s dad walks into the room, and we all look at him.“What are we going to do about those fucking bastards? I want their heads on a fucking platter,” he says, and Killian stands up, hugging his dead. I have never seen those two being so emotional. “They killed my wife, they killed your mother, I want them all fucking dead”, he says and shit. That’s what. It is happen
Everly POVI look around the room I am standing on. My childhood room seems so far away now, everything that I went through here. I walk to my vanity table, and I pass my hand softly through the white wood. I look in the mirror, and I don’t recognise the girl I am seeing there. I shake my head, pushing away the tears as I hear a knock on the door.“Miss Everly”, I hear an Italian accent through the door. Slowly I walk to the door, open it, and I find an old lady pulling a clothes rail. I move away, and she walks into my room and smiles. “This is beautiful”, she says, and I give her a small nod. I move slowly towards the clothes rail just after closing the door. I pass my hands through the soft fabric of the dresses exposed in front of me. I look at how revelling some of them are, and I frown. I might not be the most fashionable person, but my sense of style is not that bad. “Come on, darling, let’s get you dressed”, the woman says, and I nod my head. I feel like I have lost my voice
Theo POVI look at myself in the mirror and she my head. I hate wearing suits. I hate formal events and today is the most formal I have ever been, I am meeting my future wife. I am so stupid for getting involved in this. What was I thinking? Stupid.“Are you ready mate?”, Elliot asks as he waits for me near the opened door. I nod my head and walk towards him. He places one hand on my shoulder stopping me to walk past him and looks me in the eyes. “Thank you”, he says and I nod my head. I don’t like emotional conversations. I am not that kind of person and I am not looking forward to see Ell melt in front of me because I saved him from a disaster marriage. “You would do the same for me, if it was the other way around”, I say smacking him on the back and walking past him. I adjust my gun in the back of my trousers and walk towards Kill’s office. The door is opened and Ashley is sitting behind the desk and Kill is nowhere to be seen.“Are you ready to go?’, she asks raising her eyes fr
Everly POV“Look here you…. You caveman, I am no possession, and I will not marry you. I don’t care what my father and brother agreed with your boss, or with you, or whatever this is”, I tell him as I move my finger between our bodies, making a point. When I am done, I put my hands on my hips, and I can see a change in him. “But I am not doing this. No one can make me marry”, I continue, and all of a sudden, he starts laughing. What the hell is wrong with him? Besides being incredibly sexy and broody. And everything a girl could dream of. I keep imagining him between my legs. I push those thoughts away.“You think you have a choice, love?” he asks, standing up, his entire body towering over me as his hands scoop my arms; his touch is soft, but I can feel pressure on his hands, not enough to hurt but enough to keep me in place, as if he has a need to touch me. He locks his eyes on mine, and I feel my entire body shiver, and my underwear gets soaked. I never thought I would like a man t
Theo POVI drove her back home when it was near sundown. She looks miserable, I think she wants this less than I do, and I didn’t think that was possible. I know I jumped the gun and proposed to take Elliot’s place in this, but I am seriously regretting it. If I knew this was the lass I would have offered. Who knows, they could’ve ended up falling in love or some shit. This girl is too naive for me. I am going to destroy her in no time. I shake my head as I pass my hands through my hair before I put the treadmill on. Running usually helps me clear my head. I need to do it because I know that that girl is going to be the death of me. I ran as fast as I could, and I made up my mind. I can’t marry her. “Running away from your problems?” I hear Ashley ask. I stop the treadmill and bring the towel to my face clearing it from the sweat that is cascading down my face. I nod my head once as I sit on a press-up bench. Ashley sits next to me, resting her hands on her knees.“You know what I t
Everly POVI look around the room I am standing, and I feel everything spinning. I feel like I can’t breathe. I feel like I am about to lose everything I ever worked for. I feel like I can’t just take charge of my life. I know I am about to cry as I look at my image in the mirror. “Are you ready?”, my brother asks as he opens the door. He looks at me and smiles. “You look stunning”, he says, walking to me and giving me one hand; he spins me and smiles. “I have never seen you so beautiful”, he says, and I nod my head. I can’t make myself thank him. I didn’t choose this dress, and I didn’t choose the groom. I didn’t choose to spend the rest of my life attached to a man I know nothing about.“Please, Chris, don’t make me do this”, I beg of him, and his smile disappears, and he becomes serious. He scoops my face between his hands and puts some pressure on it. I try to pull away, but he keeps me in place.“You will do this, you will not fuck this up for me, do you hear me? I need this to
Elliot POVLooking in the mirror, I shake my head. I can’t go to the hospital. I can’t stand the smell, and just thinking about it is making my stomach turn. I can’t. I shake my head again, walking away. I walk to the kitchen and pour myself a cup of coffee and rest both my hands on the kitchen island, trying to make up my mind. I know Theo will need me there, but he has Kill and Ash. I think I would be more trouble than help if I went there. “Fuck”, I let out, slamming my hands against the cold stone of the kitchen island. Grow a fucking pair and move your ass to that fucking hospital. I put my boots on after drinking my black coffee, and I grab the keys to my Harley. Maybe the cold weather will help me straighten my head and make me realise I am not a child anymore and being scared of a fucking hospital is as useless as putting milk in a coffee.I speed through the streets of New York, avoiding the traffic that is growing bigger because of all the tourists coming for thanksgiving.
Theo POV “You’re doing great, Everly, just a little bit more”, the nurse says, and Everly screams. “I want drugs, and I need drugs, all the drugs you can get me. I can’t do this without the drugs”, she shouts as she cries. She holds my hands, and she is told there’s no time because she is ten centimetres dilated already, and it’s time to push. “I didn’t sign up to do this without drugs, and I want drugs. It hurts”, she cries, and I caress her back as she smacks my hand away. “Don’t fucking touch me”, she barks, and I pull away but stand next to her. I know she is in pain, and I am feeling completely and utterly useless. How is that even possible? “Come on baby, push”, I say as she screams at me in pain, holding my hand tightly. I close my eyes as I hear a baby crying. My entire world collapses at that noise. I never thought we would see the day. Everly was on bed rest for the rest of her pregnancy, and she got in a terrible mood. I tried to keep her company as much as I could, but
Everly POV“Take me to Theo”, I say, and she shakes her head. “Please be reasonable, Everly, and you’re in no condition to go there. At this point, your brother is unrecognisable, and I don’t blame Theo for it. He almost cost you your child, your man, everything”, Mother says, and I shake my head. I need to face Chris. I need to look him in the eyes and show him he didn’t win. “I need to do this. If I am supposed to keep living this life, if I am supposed to raise a child in this world, I need to toughen up and see Chris. I need to face him. I need this”, I say, and she nods her head before she walks out of the room to get the doctor. I realise I am in the safe house, in the same place Chris is being held. I know Theo wouldn’t leave me alone and e far away. He would be close, and my suspicions are confirmed when I am taken in a wheelchair down a lot of corridors and down an elevator. We reach the bottom level, everything is dark, and the smell of urine is sickening; I scrunch my no
Theo POV“Theo, she is okay. I can guarantee that”, The doc says as he checks all the machines surrounding Everly. “If she is okay, why isn’t she fucking waking up?” I bark at him. My shouting made him shiver. The doc is an ally. He grew up in the mafia world, he even tried to get himself out of this world, but he didn’t manage. Ended up working for us full-time. I trust him with my life. After all, he watched me grow. He witnessed my training and my joining the ranks. “She lost a lot of blood, and we had to do several transfusions. Her body is recovering from the shock, and most of her energy is being sent to grow your baby in her womb. So be patient. She will wake up whenever she feels ready to”, he replies, and I take a deep breath pacing around the small white room. I hate every second of being here. I have never been so terrified in my life. The blood she lost, she could’ve lost our baby. She is now on total bed rest until this baby is out of her, and I will fucking make sure sh
Everly POVThe door closes as we walk down the tunnels. We reach a bifurcation, and I realise one of the ways is no way out, but it's the furthest away from the walls of the house. We will be safer here. I feel my heart beating so fast that I don’t even think I am capable of moving anymore. I am feeling cramps, and fear is taking over my body. I sit against the wall holding a very frightened Abigail.“You’re shaking”, she says against my chest. I close my eyes, trying to focus on my breathing and not on all the noises I hear coming from outside. Abigail pulls away from me, and she gasps as she stands. I look up at her and then down to where she is looking, and I see. Blood. I close my eyes, swallowing the tears that are about to spill. This is not the time for this. I need to focus on the little girl that is in front of me. The girl is scared. “Everything is okay”, I whisper at her, and she nods, sitting next to me again, hugging her legs. I pull her close to me as I feel my heart br
Theo POV“How did you two meet?”, I ask before shoving some bacon in my mouth and watching them. They both look at each other and then at me and smile. I have to say I can’t remember the last time I saw Agnes smiling like that. It’s good that she is happy, but she wanted in this world, and she got it, if her feelings are real or not I have no clue.Abigail sits back on her chair and has some cereal, and when she is done, she excuses herself and goes back to her room, where she will have some tutoring. She is being home-schooled, obviously, because we can’t risk her being out. Not with Christopher after her. And me now, because I fucking betrayed him. Oh well.“It’s a long story,” Elena says, and I sit back on my chair as I finish my food just sipping on my coffee.“I think we’ve got time”, I sa
Theo POV “Come”, I let out as we walk to our bedroom. Her hand feels soft against mine, her skin warm. We have a kind of ritual now. We walk into the room, and without hesitation, we walk straight to the bathroom, close the door behind us, and turn all the taps on, creating noise so if there are any cameras won’t be able to pick up our conversations. I grab my phone and dial Kill’s number, and he answers straight away as if he is waiting for my call. “How are you? We have been fucking worried”, Killian says before even letting me speak. “I am okay, I know,” I say, and I can hear him taking a deep breath. “You must be fucking out of your fucking mind. We have been trying to track you, but your phone is out of range, and we honestly thought about just driving there to fucking rescue”, Kill says, and I roll my eyes. Such a fucking drama queen.
Everly POV Theo lifts me from the floor, pressing my back against the wall while I wrap my legs around his waist. I start rubbing myself against him, showing how much I want him, how much I need him. Theo pulls my top off and bites my now exposed nipple, making me moan while I pull my skirt up, and he slides one finger inside of me, my walls contracting at the simple touch of his skin with my insides. I roll my eyes in pleasure, resting my head back. I ride his hand as I moan. Theo moves us to the bed and spreads my legs wide as he slides inside of me. I cry out loud as I haven’t had his length in me for a while, and his big cock fills me. I moan loudly as he moves in and out, sending me into an abyss of pleasure and pain. Theo wraps one hand around my neck, and I open my eyes widely as I see he is lost in his own little world as he fucks me senseless. I give mys
Theo POV “Theodore”, I say, and she nods her head as she guides us deeper into the house. Agnes walks to her and holds her hand, and I look at Everly, and she shrugs. What the fuck is going on here? Is this some parallel universe shit? “I hope you understand, but I will need to have you searched, and you will need to give your weapons for safety reasons”, Elena says, and I nod my head as I take my three guns out of their rightful places and put them on a table as two big men approach me and start searching me. I have my legs and arms opened as they touch every inch of my body, and it is starting to piss me off. When they are done, they take my guns and phone away. Great. I feel naked without my guns. “This way”, Elena says, and I hold Everly’s hand while we walk down the corridor into the large dining area. I see the table covered in white table cloth and the seats are set with red plates and napkins. “