LOGINVIOLET
“Fuck my life.”
I cursed underneath my breath, scrambling to my feet. If it was truly rogues, then staying there would spell my doom. I didn’t waste any time and began running in the opposite direction from the howls.
The cold wind whipped past my face but I didn’t care all too much. All that mattered to me was escaping from them with my life. That was all that was important to me. That was all I cared about. That was all I wanted.
My legs ached with each step I took but I knew I couldn’t dare slow down my pace. Any false step would mean my death. I’d suffered and endured so much these past few days. I couldn’t let it all end here. My fingers were clinging hard onto my bag as I sought to quicken my pace.
My heart began thumping faster as the howls began getting closer. They’d taken notice of me. It would be better if I could transform now and run but it would only slow me down and give them an advantage over me.
I could hear the sound of their growls getting closer and closer. The thud of their feet hitting the ground filled my ears. They were right behind me and I could feel the bloodlust emanating from there. They were definitely after my blood.
I increased my speed and began running faster, picking up the pace as best as I could. I was so engulfed in getting away from them, I didn’t bother taking note of where I was running to. All I could think of was getting away from them.
After some time of running, I noticed I couldn’t hear the sound of their growls. There were no thuds coming from behind me. I slowed down to a stop and looked behind me. They were gone.
“Fucking idiots.” I clicked my tongue, trying to catch my breath.
My chest hurt so bad from running so fast. On the bright side, at least I had managed to escape them. I still didn’t understand why they’d stopped chasing me all of a sudden. Rogues were known to chase down their prey to the ends of the earth.
I pushed away the weird feeling gnawing at my chest and tightened my grip on the bag. I had no idea where I was at all. Just as I was about to bring out the map and try to decipher my whereabouts, my whole body froze.
It was pure primal instinct for an animal to know when it was being watched. I could feel it deep in my bones and didn’t even need anyone to spell it out for me. I wasn’t alone. A low guttural sound made me snap my head to a nearby bush. More growls sounded from all around me.
A small gasp escaped my lips as I watched a number of wolves walk out from different directions. Soon enough, I was surrounded by all of them. I tried to step back but there was one behind me.
I was really in for it now.
The biggest of them, a big black wolf walked up to her and stopped just a little away from her. She felt the urge to flinch back in fear but held her ground. She hadn’t done anything wrong. If it came to it, she would not be going down without a fight.
“Who are you? What do you want from me?” She yelled out to them.
The black wolf growled in response, its eyes glaring at her intently. For a second, she was sure it would definitely attack. What she didn’t expect was for it to slowly shift back into human form. The tall man walked closer to her, eyeing her up and down with a look of suspicion in his eyes.
“I think we’re the ones who should be asking you that.”
The other wolves shifted into a group of men, all of them watching her intently. She had to resist the urge to squirm under their intense gaze. The man in front of her was probably contemplating if he should just kill her off. Her heart sped up at that thought.
“Check her bag.” He said to one of the other men.
The blonde hair man grabbed her bag forcefully and emptied out its contents on the floor. They probably had no interest in what they saw and turned back to her, annoyance reading all over their facial expressions.
“Who do you work for? What allegiance do you serve?” He threw a barrel of questions at her, not giving her the chance to muster a single answer.
“I-
“You’ll be coming with us.”
Without giving me a chance to defend myself, the others grabbed me and began dragging me with them.
“Hey. Wait one second. This isn’t what you think. Who are you? And where the hell am I?”
They didn’t bother answering any of my questions and just dragged me along with them. My heart beat sped up as various scenarios ran through my head. Where were they taking me to? Who were they? I’d heard of people getting kidnapped this way. Was the same thing happening to me? Would I be whisked off to heaven knows where? My body parts sold off?
I tried fighting out of their grip once again and the black hair man turned to glare at me.
“Do that again, and I’ll cut your legs off.” He threatened.
His threat was crystal clear. Obey or suffer the consequences. Shit. Everything was happening so quick, I barely even had any chance to react. I couldn’t ask anything else. Who knew what they would do if provoked to anger.
Right. The best thing to do would be to just cooperate with them and give them what they wanted. Maybe they’d let me go if I did that. It was naïve to think that way but I didn’t have much of a choice. I remained quiet and let them place a bag over my head.
I didn’t expect the painful blow to my head before everything went black.
LUCIANI kissed her.Why did I kiss her?Blaming alcohol at that point would be pointless because alcohol didn’t nudge me towards her lips. It didn’t egg me on to do the one thing that I’d sworn I’d never do. Be anything intimate with her.Shit. Shit.The way her heart seemed to drop at my words was even more weird. We’d marked each other, which meant I was more aware of whatever emotional turbulence she was going through. I’d done a good job of ignoring it and pushing it down for the better part of our deal.So why did it all come crashing down two nights ago? Fuck. I screwed up. Big time. All the fault was on me. I shouldn’t have let myself get that close to her. Or even let her get that close to me in the first place.“Hello?”Zayn snapped his fingers twice, staring at me with confusion and what seemed like worry. “Earth to Lucian. Thought I lost you there for a second.”I cleared my throat. “Well, you didn’t. Get to the damn point.”“Were you even listening to what I said?” He loo
VIOLETMy heart was racing with each step further I took. Lucian was a little bit up ahead but his grip on my hand never wavered even once“Careful.” He said when I almost tripped on my gown.I waited some seconds to steady myself before sending him a nod. With that, we continued up the stairs. Lucian turned a corner, moving away from the long hallway. As soon as the cold air hit my face, I realized what he had in mind.He let out a breath when we eventually got on the grassy floor. I turned to him, trying hard to hide my amusement.“This is your idea of a getaway?” I snorted.“Well, I mean it helps,” He shrugged, a small smile playing at his lips. “If it helps there’s some good drinks in that cooler over there.”I raised my head back. “Cooler? No way.”He chuckled. “Come on.”I let him lead me to the far right of the balcony. Of course, hidden behind a bunch of potted plants was a small red cooler. Lucian gently opened it, slowly pulled out what looked like a bottle of wine.“More dr
VIOLETThe party was slowly delving well into the night. Me? I couldn’t tell what glass I was nursing. Third? Fourth. It didn’t matter. I hadn’t felt this calm in…forever.Reese, on the other hand, was having a blast. She must have downed about six glasses of wine already. Each blink of her eye was slower than the eye and I could swear she was more than tipsy at that point.“You really need to hold your alcohol, babe.” Zayn shook his head, a fond smile on his lips.She huffed, pouting her lips. “Oh, come on. You love me like that.”“Do I?” He pretended to think on it for a while. “Yes. Yes I do.”Her smile became cheeky this time. I shook my head and turned to Lucian. Immediately, he turned to the drink in his hand.“I’d have sworn you were a lightweight when it came to drinks.” He took a sip of his drink.“You underestimate me, Alpha.” I chuckled, taking one full swig of my drink and draining the whole glass.He watched as I put the glass back on the table, trailing my every move unt
VIOLETSince when did Lucian become a gentleman? So…soft. Or was I tweaking? It wouldn’t be far off to assume this was some fever dream.And yet when he’d kissed the back of my hand, I’d felt something jolt through my body. It could just be my nerves. I had a tendency to read too hard into things after all.“May I have the honor of your first dance, Violet?”I let the question linger in the air a little. It was very easy to say yes. But where was the fun in that?“Since when did you become so gentlemanly?”“I’ve always been a gentleman.” He replied.I scoffed. “Give me a break.”“I know you find joy in disputing everything I say and turning it into some sort of banter, Violet.” He sounded more amused than frustrated. “But I’d like to know your answer. May I?”Some seconds passed before I nodded. “You may.”That was all he needed. Wordlessly, he led me to the center of the dance floor. One of his hands moved to my waist while the other weaved through my fingers, holding tightly to my h
LUCIANMy days had become increasingly choked up, more than I was actually pleased with. But it was something I knew I had to do. So far so good, I still had those reports Zayn had given me about Violet’s scars.Something told me it ran deeper than that. I would have to do my best in finding out what it was by all means necessary. Why did I care so much? I wasn’t so sure. It was like an itch that needed scratching, something I just felt the need to handle.“So tomorrow then?” Zayn yawned.I nodded, waving him goodbye as I made my way up towards my room. Sure enough, Violet was already on the bed. Her gaze was focused on the ceiling. She didn’t even look my way, not budging as I slammed the door shut.I bit back the words that were itching to leave my throat. As soon as I was done freshening up, I made my way back to the bed and took my spot there. Still, she didn’t move. What was she thinking about?Was it the events of the day?“Violet.”Slowly, she turned towards me. I could barely
TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter deals with sensitive topics, including mental health struggles, suicidal ideation and emotional crisisVIOLET“Do you understand how many we’d need?”“What?” I raised my head to look at Reese.She frowned, eyes raking all over me suspiciously. “You’ve been zoning out more often these days. What exactly is going through your mind?”“Have I?” I shook my head. “I don’t know. I’m sorry about that.”She sighed, pushing the ledger off her thighs and leaning down onto me. “Wanna talk about it?”I shook my head again, forcing a smile. “I’m okay. I think.”For a second, it seemed like she was going to protest. Surprisingly, she simply sighed again. “Alright, alright. I hear you.”I brightened my smile some more. We’d been going over how much female care products would be brought into the pack since morning and had just about finished rounding it up. That is, until I started zoning out.There was a lot more on my mind than I could talk about. There was still the un