Chapter 51 - Finding our way.

Alison

“I don’t know.” Spenser threw his hands in the air, sighing in exasperation. “When you came back, you knew exactly what you wanted. You wanted to get rid of the old king. You wanted to change the world. You have to understand, Alison. My entire life, all I did was fight a war because I was ordered to. Leaving my pack and renouncing my title as Alpha was the first time that I ever did anything that I wanted. I returned only to find us right back in the middle of a war, but you were the one leading us. I never got the chance to think about what it was that I wanted. I have always followed the orders of others. It is damn scary to have the entire world in your hands. It scares me to death to think I could actually do anything.” He took a deep breath and I knew the feeling of what he was talking about.

I felt the very same way after killing the king. I hadn’t thought about what the future had in store. I never imagined I would have a mate and a pup. All I thought about was winning