Cara's POV
"This isn't what we agreed on." Unfortunately, that wasn't me but Sarah, yet it was exactly what I had in mind. Luca becoming Capo? "I pondered over it and decided it was best mama. It'll be easier that way." Tina replied. "That sounds all shades of wrong. Why would you want to crown him instead of Adonis?" I turned to the man himself. "Do you want to be Capo?" He shrugged. Like, actually moved his shoulder with an indifferent expression. Nothing was nonchalant about this issue! "I see no reason why." My mouth fell open. "You see no reason—Luca, this is a position that is meant for Adonis. Your friend. Your brother! And you want to snatch it away from him." "You know why. It's better that way." "It is not! No one knows about it. Everything would be fine if the four of us in this room kept our mouths shut. What's so hard about that?" "The mafia isn't as simple as you think, Cara." His face hardened. "A secret isn't a secret if it is beyond two persons. Do you want to wait till we can no longer control it? It's best to curb it now and fix the loose ends." I couldn't believe him. Curb what? Do they think I'm blind to their schemes? This wasn't for the family; it was for their gain, and the one person who should be on my side was the one against me. I felt exhausted. Tired. Frustrated. I wanted to cry. Or maybe to run and hide. The one thing Adonis wanted to protect... that caused the action that led to his comatose state... it was going to be futile. And I can't do a thing about it. I'd never felt so helpless. Still, I was willing to fight through it all. "Just if the men agree to do away with Adonis. Why do you think they'll support you?" "Well, for one, he's the next best candidate after Adonis." Tina caressed his cheeks lovingly. "Luca has given his entire life for this family. Who else deserves it? I can also rule by his side. Such perfect solution!" "That is beside the point. Do not forget that I am also a member of this family." He defended. I exhaled deeply, not knowing how to reply. He was right. Everyone in the family was biologically related in one way or another. Those who weren't were the ones brought in during raids, and they had an initiation ritual to make them a part of the family as soon as they were brought in. It was taking a lot of strength, which I didn't even have, to keep myself from panicking. This wasn't Sarah or Augustina. It was Luca. The worry that it might work out caused my emotions to be in a frenzied state. Desperation flashed in my eyes. Having no other choice, I folded my two hands into a clap. "Please, Luca. Don't do this." He raised his nose like I was beneath him. "We've concluded." Struggling with myself to rein in the outburst that threatened to pull out from my chest, I pursed my lips together. "There's really nothing I can do?" They all met my question with a blank stare. Sarah looked like she wasn't in full support but as long as the throne came over to her side, she was fine. I nodded in acceptance. "Fine. Do what you want. Just promise me two things: let the secret stay between us. I want him to step back with honour." Luca gave a small tilt of his head in reply. "And the second one?" "Don't take anything but the crown. Let him be awake to give away whatever next thing you want." "That's impossible." A wave of dread washed over me. "What are you saying? Do you want to take away all he has, too? The properties? That's unfair. Be reminded that Nonno Dimitri knew. Adonis's father knew, yet they left it all to him. You have no right to take them." "I don't care. They belong to the Bernardis and he's not one. You both have a week to move out of the mansion." Luca announced grimly. My stomach dropped. My lips wobbled. "Mo... move out? Why?" "He's a Greco." I paused. Was that supposed to count as something? Because it didn't. "And so is Tina." "But she's with me. No?" "Hence she gets a free pass? I do not understand." Luca looked me over with a look that said, 'What do you not understand?' "He can't leave here. Where do you expect me to go with him? You're kicking us out." Okay, I was beginning to panic. If it was just me, I could survive. Finding a small apartment to live in would be possible, as well as living a standard life; I had saved up a substantial amount of the money Adonis had paid me. But taking him with me in his unconscious state would mean quick depletion of the funds. I'd have to get nurses, a more comfortable apartment, and medical bills... even with what I deemed as much, the most it could last us was a year—not that I wished him to remain unconscious for that long, but I had to be logical. I also had an unborn child to look after. "Adonis has several apartments. You're free to keep all he acquired himself, but you will have no ties with the family." My mind kept screaming one thing. How did we get here? From a comatose husband to getting to know my biological father to Luca becoming distant and then abandoning Cecelia; now to wanting the throne and sending us packing? This wasn't making any sense to me. I shook my head in disagreement. "This is his home." My voice was barely above a whisper. "I wouldn't want him to wake up to such a reality." Tina snorted. "Once again. If he ever does." "Augustina! Must you be so childish?" Her mother scolded, but I couldn't be bothered to give a response. My pleading eyes found Luca's blank ones. "There's nothing more I can do. He's not in a good state to take care of them. We can't leave them on your hands." Luca finally admitted. I smiled sadly. I was the only one with a morally sound relationship in this mansion; notwithstanding, I've been labelled as a gold-digging woman. I glanced at Luca. The things he'd done and said today were hurtful. Painful even, and although hard to comprehend and fathom, I don't think I want to... "Is the issue about him not being a Bernardi or about me being in charge of them all?" I stared at him, waiting for a reply, but he only reciprocated. A sound similar to both a hum and a sigh flew out of my lips. I turned back towards the desk to pick up my things. Arguing or pleading wasn't going to solve anything. I'd have to take matters into my own hands. "Fine. I'll do whatever you want, but I'd like to adjust the conditions. The first one remains the same. The second one... I'll go instead of the both of us." "You're going to abandon your husband,dearest?" Tina joked. "Isn't that what you guys wanted? Adonis would stay back and continue to get the best care. When he wakes up, he can decide to leave. I don't want to take that decision into my hands." My gaze intently focused on the people in front of me as I waited for even the slightest twitch of their fingers. I gauged their reaction—that would be the only clue I had to know what they were up to. Making myself the sacrifice wasn't ideal, yet I'd do it all over again. My mind was resolute: Adonis needed to be here to take back his position. There was no way he could do that outside the mansion—that would just be the start of another long and stressful plan. For now, I would go to my father's and wait. I wasn't in a haste to make any move. You can only make a move if you know what to move for. "I do agree. If Cara's not here, there's no one to threaten the crown." Sarah spoke up, earning a sound of concur from her daughter. "Me too." My gaze darted to Luca alone this time. The ball was in his cot. Whatever he says will determine what I'll do. I held my breath in anticipation. "Okay." A whoosh of air rushed out of my throat. "The last time I saw Dr. Bruno, he said Adonis's brain activity had picked up, and he was liable to wake up anytime soon, so I doubt he'd be here long. I beg you to keep your word. I'll be on my way." And with one last long look at Luca, I exited the study to get my things. If they thought I'd just wait like a helpless damsel, they were wrong. My eyes were practically drifting closed every five minutes, and I felt extremely exhausted as I packed all my belongings. Done with the packing, I walked over to a pale-looking Adonis and placed a soft kiss on his dry lips. "I'm leaving. You would come for me." It wasn't a statement or command. It was a fact. I felt no hint of doubt or worry at that. My husband was a lot of things but patient. A lump formed in my throat, and for a second, I wished he'd just open his eyes at that moment and stop all this madness. I'd miss him and the place I've grown to know as my home. My hand found my bump and I made a silent promise to keep our child safe. Then I turned towards the door of our room, whipping out my phone to make a call. As usual, it was answered on the first ring. "Mi carazon (my dear)." A deep, hard voice filled my ears, and I stepped into the elevator with determined eyes. "Father. I am coming home."Cara's POV"I'm sorry for the discomfort, Mrs. Bernardi. The baby seems to be hiding away, and I can't seem to get a good position." The doctor said jokingly, moving the wand-like device all around my bump.I just gave a small smile in reply, waiting patiently to hear the news. If anyone had asked me, this wasn't how I expected to find out the gender of my child. I'd imagined my huge hulk by my side, nervously twitching his fingers every five minutes as he sat quietly for the reveal. There'll be that slight pull down of his brows that he thought no one noticed when he was anxious. But as fate would have it, I was doing it alone.It was better than doing it with an unconscious Adonis anyway.I didn't feel motivated to find out the gender and wouldn't have decided to do so if it hadn't been for the unusually rapid growth of my bump. Just a month ago, it was barely there, and now, it had doubled in size. Then the severe discomfort began."My!" The doctor gasped, snapping me out of my t
Flashback: The day after Adonis's rescue..."You're back." Miguel eyed me, taking a sip out of his whisky glass.I couldn't blame his attitude. If I were in his shoes, I'd be more hostile. With the encounters and revelations that happened the day before, weariness was allowed. Especially since his long-lost daughter agreed to go back with me instead of staying with him.But I also couldn't care less.After our intense discussions yesterday, a lot of questions began bugging my mind. Things didn't add up, but I didn't want to worry Cara by opening up another void she wouldn't be able to fill."I have questions." One of his brows shot up, and amusement displayed across his face. He took another sip."That's why I'm sitting here. You don't think you have the power to summon me whenever you like, do you?" I ignored the question, refusing to drop my hardened expression. Until I got the answers I wanted, this man still wasn't to be trusted.Cara's father or not.Suddenly, he sat up, downi
"Sebastien again? Why didn't you do anything about it then?" Miguel shrugged, pouring himself another drink."Because I wasn't sure. He was yet to show his true colours, so I couldn't follow up my suspicions." "What makes you so sure now?" "The truth." What truth again?Maybe I should take him up on his offer to sit after all. So, without asking for permission, I picked up the second glass that was brought in for me when I came in and poured myself a shot, too. He eyed me with a small smile."I thought you said you were fine." I threw it back at once, pouring another that I took with me to my seat."That was until I heard all these. You're yet to answer my question. How sure are you?""You told me you suspected that Antonio knew of my daughter's Spanish roots. Turns out his father had once given him a clue, but he wasn't broad-minded and only saw the close-up, not the whole picture. Sebastian wasn't trying to tell him to come after my throne. Mine and Dimitri's is just a step in
Whoever had said love doesn't bring pain had lied. After our intimate night together, I'd tried everything I could to get Cecelia to leave, but it just always ended in just a fight.We were both walking on eggshells around each other, yet she refused to leave.It got me thinking: Does she love me that much to stick by my side, or have I made her used to toxic situations?There was a sizzling tension between us that was threatening to explode anytime soon. The fact that I was also busy making arrangements at the mansion made it easier to avoid her, but that meant I had to see Cara.She, I knew, I had to avoid at all costs. There was no use acting like I was pissed at her; she'd see right through me. Unlike Cecelia who kept overlooking everything I did, and I couldn't be more glad when Miguel reached out to me to begin the plan.It was going to be the last straw for her, and as I anticipated—it was.Approaching Tina was overrated. I already knew it'd be easy, but it was too easy.How
Adonis's POVI was stuck in an unknown place—I'd been stuck there for a while. Living through the same horror over and over again.The crazed look in Natasha's eyes as she aimed for Cara and gow I jumped in without a second.The repetition caused me to keep reliving the pain.The pain and anxiety I felt when I thought Cara was going to die.The pain as the shot pierced through my chest.At first, it was all I kept seeing until that one time when I heard her voice. 'Adonis. I need you.'It reminded me of that night in the room. I wanted to go to her but couldn't. In the empty hollowness of my mind, I felt lost.Once in a while, I'd hear her voice and other times; it was just blackness. Then, the very day, I saw her in the void, and she reached out to me... the moment I took her hands, my eyes fluttered open. They lazily fluttered about the space. What I laid on felt extremely soft and comfortable.I recognised it as my bed; then my eyes took in the familiar sight of my room.Everyth
"Your drinks."Cara mumbled, dropping the tray filled with drinks on the table before walking away. Anyone could tell she was extra grumpy and moody tonight.Who wouldn't be?Struggling to make ends meet with a drunk and gambler for a father hasn't always been easy for her, but he was her only family. She'd pick doing this every day over losing him.Like everyone else, her family was once a happy one. She had a loving mother who was the best stay-at-home wife and a hard-working father who worked at one of the top marketing firms. Everything went crashing down when her mother became diagnosed with stage three lung cancer in her first year at college. Being the breadwinner of the family, her father couldn't take a break from work, and Cara had to take a year break from college.Who knew a year break would become a permanent drop-out?Fate decided it was time to play a cruel game on them, and her mother passed eight months after. Between the piled-up medical bills and long avoided utilit
"Timothy!" Cara gasped in horror, the tray crashing to the floor as it fell from her hands.Hearing the sudden crash, everyone in the booth looked up at her, but her eyes were stuck on just one person. He hadn't seemed to realise she was the one yet, as he was so occupied with the bimbo sitting on his lap, he couldn't spare her more than a glance.Cara watched in shock as the man she would be getting married to in a few months time-the man who was supposedly in a meeting with a client-whispered into the ears of the lady sitting on his legs and how she giggled unnecessarily in reply.Her eyes welled up with tears. Looking around once more, she saw more familiar faces. This betrayal, she felt her entire world come crashing down.Sitting in the room with Timothy were his friends and their girlfriends-the people she thought were her friends too, but she was wrong. She'd known them for as long as she'd known Timothy and wondered if they only saw her as his girlfriend instead of a friend.D
Timothy stood fuming with rage as he watched Cara break off the kiss with the unknown man, reflecting on her last words.Babe. You're here? Babe. You're here?!His hands balled into fists as he simmered in anger."You've been cheating on me?" He spat out distastefully, and Cara let out a cold laugh."I guess we can call it even then." She entwined her fingers with that of her pretend boyfriend's. "...or maybe not. This is your fourth time, right?"Timothy, visibly annoyed, took a step towards her."Are you crazy? Come over here while I'm still being nice, and let's go home."Cara let out a hollow laugh."Home? You mean the apartment I paid for?""I never asked you to! You did that on your own." Timothy replied with a snarl.Cara felt foolish once again. After everything she had done for him, he was just going to brush it off like none of it mattered. Like it didn't cost her a lot.She was always the one giving, even with the little she had.Was she really foolish?Memories of the time
Adonis's POVI was stuck in an unknown place—I'd been stuck there for a while. Living through the same horror over and over again.The crazed look in Natasha's eyes as she aimed for Cara and gow I jumped in without a second.The repetition caused me to keep reliving the pain.The pain and anxiety I felt when I thought Cara was going to die.The pain as the shot pierced through my chest.At first, it was all I kept seeing until that one time when I heard her voice. 'Adonis. I need you.'It reminded me of that night in the room. I wanted to go to her but couldn't. In the empty hollowness of my mind, I felt lost.Once in a while, I'd hear her voice and other times; it was just blackness. Then, the very day, I saw her in the void, and she reached out to me... the moment I took her hands, my eyes fluttered open. They lazily fluttered about the space. What I laid on felt extremely soft and comfortable.I recognised it as my bed; then my eyes took in the familiar sight of my room.Everyth
Whoever had said love doesn't bring pain had lied. After our intimate night together, I'd tried everything I could to get Cecelia to leave, but it just always ended in just a fight.We were both walking on eggshells around each other, yet she refused to leave.It got me thinking: Does she love me that much to stick by my side, or have I made her used to toxic situations?There was a sizzling tension between us that was threatening to explode anytime soon. The fact that I was also busy making arrangements at the mansion made it easier to avoid her, but that meant I had to see Cara.She, I knew, I had to avoid at all costs. There was no use acting like I was pissed at her; she'd see right through me. Unlike Cecelia who kept overlooking everything I did, and I couldn't be more glad when Miguel reached out to me to begin the plan.It was going to be the last straw for her, and as I anticipated—it was.Approaching Tina was overrated. I already knew it'd be easy, but it was too easy.How
"Sebastien again? Why didn't you do anything about it then?" Miguel shrugged, pouring himself another drink."Because I wasn't sure. He was yet to show his true colours, so I couldn't follow up my suspicions." "What makes you so sure now?" "The truth." What truth again?Maybe I should take him up on his offer to sit after all. So, without asking for permission, I picked up the second glass that was brought in for me when I came in and poured myself a shot, too. He eyed me with a small smile."I thought you said you were fine." I threw it back at once, pouring another that I took with me to my seat."That was until I heard all these. You're yet to answer my question. How sure are you?""You told me you suspected that Antonio knew of my daughter's Spanish roots. Turns out his father had once given him a clue, but he wasn't broad-minded and only saw the close-up, not the whole picture. Sebastian wasn't trying to tell him to come after my throne. Mine and Dimitri's is just a step in
Flashback: The day after Adonis's rescue..."You're back." Miguel eyed me, taking a sip out of his whisky glass.I couldn't blame his attitude. If I were in his shoes, I'd be more hostile. With the encounters and revelations that happened the day before, weariness was allowed. Especially since his long-lost daughter agreed to go back with me instead of staying with him.But I also couldn't care less.After our intense discussions yesterday, a lot of questions began bugging my mind. Things didn't add up, but I didn't want to worry Cara by opening up another void she wouldn't be able to fill."I have questions." One of his brows shot up, and amusement displayed across his face. He took another sip."That's why I'm sitting here. You don't think you have the power to summon me whenever you like, do you?" I ignored the question, refusing to drop my hardened expression. Until I got the answers I wanted, this man still wasn't to be trusted.Cara's father or not.Suddenly, he sat up, downi
Cara's POV"I'm sorry for the discomfort, Mrs. Bernardi. The baby seems to be hiding away, and I can't seem to get a good position." The doctor said jokingly, moving the wand-like device all around my bump.I just gave a small smile in reply, waiting patiently to hear the news. If anyone had asked me, this wasn't how I expected to find out the gender of my child. I'd imagined my huge hulk by my side, nervously twitching his fingers every five minutes as he sat quietly for the reveal. There'll be that slight pull down of his brows that he thought no one noticed when he was anxious. But as fate would have it, I was doing it alone.It was better than doing it with an unconscious Adonis anyway.I didn't feel motivated to find out the gender and wouldn't have decided to do so if it hadn't been for the unusually rapid growth of my bump. Just a month ago, it was barely there, and now, it had doubled in size. Then the severe discomfort began."My!" The doctor gasped, snapping me out of my t
Cara's POV "This isn't what we agreed on."Unfortunately, that wasn't me but Sarah, yet it was exactly what I had in mind. Luca becoming Capo?"I pondered over it and decided it was best mama. It'll be easier that way." Tina replied."That sounds all shades of wrong. Why would you want to crown him instead of Adonis?" I turned to the man himself. "Do you want to be Capo?"He shrugged. Like, actually moved his shoulder with an indifferent expression. Nothing was nonchalant about this issue!"I see no reason why."My mouth fell open."You see no reason—Luca, this is a position that is meant for Adonis. Your friend. Your brother! And you want to snatch it away from him.""You know why. It's better that way.""It is not! No one knows about it. Everything would be fine if the four of us in this room kept our mouths shut. What's so hard about that?""The mafia isn't as simple as you think, Cara." His face hardened. "A secret isn't a secret if it is beyond two persons. Do you want to wa
Cara swallowed.Her mind spun, looking for a quick save, as she immediately thought to create a diversion, and her mouth blurted out the first thing it thought of."You decided to show up for the first time in weeks and you did that with your mistress?" She accused, portraying so much confidence, contrasting totally its state of mayhem.How was she to reply to something she wasn't sure about when she wasn't also sure that the person asking was on her side?Luca frowned,"I still am the second-in-command. I can be here whenever I want.""I completely doubt that. What are you doing here with this sly b*tch?" She argued, gesturing towards Tina, who had moved from clinging to Luca to practically sitting on him. Hissing in disappointment, her eyes rolled at their unnecessary display of actions. "You don't need to do this. We already know you're a whore."Luca's head jerked up at her words."You would not speak to Augustina that way!""I will speak to her whichever way I like. If you've
Cara let out a deep sigh, taking a seat at Adonis's desk as she turned over to the men who had escorted Sarah up."Thank you. You can leave and tell everyone I would not like to be disturbed."The two men paused with an apprehensive look, considering if it was a wise thing to leave their Capo's wife with an unfamiliar face."We have orders that—"I give the orders now, remember?" She interruptedHowever, her stern gaze said, 'I'm safe for now.' Other than that, she gave nothing away, so with a subtle nod of their head, the men filed out of the study.She turned to address Sarah, who was so busy admiring the room, with shameless astonishment drawn all over her face."I don't think I've said this to you before, but you're one shitty mother. Adonis deserves better, and you're only here because I want you to be. I only brought you up to let you know that. Be constantly reminded and keep your mouth shut." A brief thoughtful look crossed Cara's face.Maybe it wasn't about the position. May
Cara walked into the living room to meet a woman who didn't look as old as she'd expected her to be, raving like a person high on cocaine.If the stories she'd heard about her were true, it wasn't less of a factor to consider.Her saggy skin and dry bones looked to have seen better days. Still, she could see the family resemblance.She didn't need DNA to confirm that the woman was indeed related to Adonis.But that didn't mean that Cara was going to accept her easily. She stood with a hard look, crossing her arms over her chest, eyeing the woman who was sitting comfortably, loudly exercising her lips in a game of gum wrestle."Who let a madwoman into my home?"One of the men stepped forward."Mrs. Bernardi. She claims to know the Capo—Slap!Cecelia sucked in the air in shock, reminding everyone of her presence."Just because a nobody claims to know your Capo, you let her in?" Cara yelled in anger."Excuse me—"Is that how you were trained?" She continued ignoring the voice that chime