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Chapter 69

Author: That_Hidden_Girl_
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-04 15:13:20

Trigger Warning: Attempt to Suicide

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If someone were to ask Killian where his world lay, he would show them the scene unfolding in front of him.

Amara lay curled up on the bed, their daughter nestled in the crib, both in identical positions, breathing softly in unison. It was around four in the morning, but sleep abandoned him. He couldn't bring himself to close his eyes, refusing to face the darkness that haunted him whenever he did. How could he look away, even for a moment, when his entire world, so peaceful, so complete, was right there, filling his heart with peace and light?

He had brought them home the night before. A team of doctors were ready in their mansion, ready to intervene if needed. He wasn't ready to take any chance, the thought of losing either of them was unbearable. He would do whatever it took to protect his fragile world, even at the cost of his own peace of mind.

Time passed, and the darkness of night gradually gave way to the soft light of dawn. A knock
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Nihitha Reddy
Omg how will they become one...
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Betty Espinal
I don’t know what to think anymore
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3gghead0
I want Amara to play a real mother's role to the baby ... please please author Amara can't be so cruel
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