One day later.
Amara was getting ready. It was her first day in college and she was excited about it. She had Chloe and Everlywith her too but unfortunately they were her seniors by a year and thus she will be alone in her class.
"Are you ready Amara?" Everlyasked.
"Yes I am." Amara said and took her bag.
"Great! Let's leave now. It's your first day in the college and we don't want to be late, do we?" Chloe asked and Amara shook her head in no.
The college was at a walkable distance from their hostel and took about ten minutes to reach. The three girls left the hostel and after some time they reached the college.
"We should now leave for our class Amara." Chloe said and Amara nodded.
"Wait!" Amara stopped them. "I don't know where my class is. Can you show me the way to my class?" She asked them.
It's her first day in her college and thus she doesn't know much about its structure.
"Of course." Chloe said.
They both took her to the second floor and stood in front of room number 55.
"Your classes will be conducted here." Everly said. "Don't be shy and make new friends here." She added with a smile.
"I will" Amara replied back with a smile of her own. "Thank you" She added.
The girls just smiled at her and left from there after saying bye.
Amara entered the class and saw only few students were present in the class. Most of them were busy on their phones while the rest were busy talking with each other.
She walked and sat on the fourth bench. It made her feel safe. She is neither on the first benches nor on the back benches.
Middle benches make her feel safe.
Soon the class started to get filled with students. The noise increased as the students were chatting with one another.
Amara felt alone in the class.
The professor came inside the class and the students got silent. The professor asked everyone to introduce themselves. Once it was done, he asked them to write down the syllabus for their first semester.
Amara opened her copy and searched for her pen. She frowned when she couldn't find one. It was when she realised that in her excitement to come to the college she forgot to carry her pen.
She looked around and saw that everyone was ready with their notebooks and pens.
She looked at the boy beside her. "E-Excuse me?" She hesitated to call him. She has never been good with the opposite gender.
"Yes?" The boy looked at her.
"Do you have an extra pen?" She asked him in a small voice, too embarrassed to ask for things on her first day itself.
The boy nodded and gave her a blue pen.
"Thank you" She mumbled and began to write the syllabus which the professor was dictating.
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It was an off lecture for Amara as the teacher was absent. She decided to utilise it by applying for a scholarship form. Marry told her to apply for scholarship as soon as possible and she hopes that scholarship form gets accepted.
She asked a girl about the scholarship department and she was told that it's on the first floor. She went to the first floor and got confused seeing so many ways.
Which one leads to the scholarship department? She wondered.
She looked around and tried to search for it. As she continued to walk, she didn't realise when she bumped into someone hard. A gasp left her lips and she rubbed her forehead to soothe the pain.
"What the fuck?!" A voice growled near her and she stepped back, flinching in fear. The voice was filled with anger and she felt her heart beating fastly due to the intensity of rage which the man held.
"I a-am sorry"
She apologised in a meek voice, too scared to look at the man.
"Look. At. Me." He demanded in a menacing tone.
She had an internal debate within herself, hesitating to agree to his demand but then she slowly recalled that Everlyand Chloe warned her to not mess with any boy and she didn't want to have any grudges with anyone.
She slowly lifted her head and her blue eyes filled with innocence met with his dark sharp ones.
Anger.
His eyes were looking down at her with anger, the intensity behind it scared her and made her tremble slightly. He took a step forward towards her, his tall height and muscular frame empowered her easily. Behind him were a few more men and she took a step back instinctively but he was quick to hold her hand in his strong grip.
"Leave me." She looked up at him in disbelief, trying her best to move her hand away from his hold. How can he hold her hand without her permission?
"Who are you?" He asked in a cold voice, his grip for not losing on her for once.
She didn't answer his question but instead tried to free herself from his steel-like grip. Her hand was starting to hurt due to his tight hold.
His jaw clenched in anger when she didn't reply and he dug his nails inside her skin. She winced in pain and looked around to see if someone would help her but unfortunately they all were watching the scene.
"W-what are you doing? Let me go."
He jerked her towards him and looked at her in rage, rage for not answering his question.
"I. Asked. Who. Are. You." He gritted his teeth and looked at her in raw anger, his sharp eyes glaring down at her.
"A-Amara" She said, getting afraid of him now. His aura was screaming danger and she wanted to be away from him.
"Amara" He tasted her name on his lips and she shivered. Her name from his mouth made her feel terror and anxiousness. Something about him wasn't right.
"Your last name?" He asked her, looking straight into her eyes. His dark orbs were deadly, making her want to coward back in fear.
"I don't have o-one. I am an orphan."
"Orphan hm?" A vicious smirk pulled over his lips and a chill ran down her spine.
"How much for one night?" He asked and she felt tears forming in her eyes due to the humiliation.
"Leave me!" She said angrily and tried to free herself from his grip.
He chuckled humorously seeing her fruitless action. "Don't act innocent baby. I know how you orphans sleep your way up." He said and jerked her towards him.
Tears ran down her cheeks hearing him. Her shame only grew more as other people watched him say those disgusting words to her. She felt humiliated!
He brought his face dangerously close to hers and whispered in her ear,
"Name your price for one night and submit yourself to me."
"I said leave me! I am not-"
"Drop the act. I can give you any amount you ask for. Just one night and it will be over." Saying he nuzzled his face in her neck.
Amara paled when he did it. Without any control over her actions, she lifted her other free hand and slapped him right on his cheek.
Silence.
Pin drop silence, a haunting and deadly silence.
The students looked at Amara astonished, their faces carrying the same look- Fear and Pity. Everyone was holding their breath, scared for the new girl who messed up with the wrong man.
Her lips parted in fear when his eyes darkened, enough to make someone tremble in fear and she was no different. His body became rigid and he clenched his jaw. His Aura turned deadlier and she felt suffocated to be in the same presence as him.
"Ahh!" Before she knew it, she was slammed on the wall ruthlessly by him and a sharp cry left her lips. He wrapped his hand around her neck in a death grip, choking her and cutting her oxygen supply.
"You bitch! How dare you slap me?! I will fucking kill you." He growled in anger and forced more pressure on her neck. She gasped for air, struggling against him. Tears formed in her eyes again and her entire face turned red due to the lack of oxygen.
"Fuck! What are you doing man! Leave her." His friends gathered near him, trying to separate him from Amara. They all succeeded as they dragged the man who was glaring at Amara with rage and hatred clear in his eyes.
"Fucking bitch! I won't leave you." His body was shaking in anger and he looked no less than a beast who wanted to destroy her. He looked monstrous.
She felt herself getting frozen due to the amount of fear she was feeling. Tears were running down her cheeks without any control. She saw him fighting against his friend's hold and she took a few steps back in fear, before she knew it she started to run from there. The last thing which she heard from there was,
"Calm down Killian. We will deal with her later"
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Amara entered her room and closed the door. The incident from college was still fresh in her mind and she couldn't help but tremble in fear. She left her classes and came to the hostel straight away because of that horrible incident.
She sat down on the floor with her heart thumping loudly in her chest.
She doesn't know what to do now..
She didn't expect to run into that man nor did she expect him to say those disgusting things to her. She closed her eyes in humiliation as his words ran in her ears again.
How much for one night?
Tears formed in her eyes as she recalled how he humiliated her infront of everyone. He made her feel so cheap and disgusting. She might be an orphan but the thought of sleeping with others just to get something never crossed her mind.
She never imagined doing something like that and him saying those disgusting words in front of everyone were like a sharp slash to her dignity.
She doesn't even know who he is!
Killian.
That's what his friends called him. The name sounded familiar to her and she recalled Chloe saying the same name. She warned her to not mess with boys of her college and especially Killian.
She felt difficulty in breathing, realising that she messed with the only man she told not to. But she didn't want to mess with him, she didn't want any of it to happen.
She looked at her hand where his nail marks were clearly visible against her skin. It looked horrible, the marks were red and deep.
His sharp dark eyes came in front of her eyes. The same eyes which were looking at her with rage and hatred, with the hidden vow in them to destroy her completely. She shudder in fear.
She shouldn't have slapped him. He looked like he wanted to bury her alive for slapping him. If it wasn't for his friends then she is sure he would have choked her to death.
No, no, no!
She is thinking too much.
He won't do anything to her or so she hoped.
***
Tik tok. Tik tok. Tik tok. Time was passing by and there was utter silence. The only sound which could be heard was the ticking of the clock. The silence was haunting and terrifying.Nathaniel, Aiden, Derek, Richard and Hayden stared at Killian in concern. He wasn't saying anything nor doing something to express his anger. It's not the Killian they know. The Killian whom they know would have broken all the things in anger. Killian was sitting on the chair, staring at the wall with a blank expression on his face. He was calm, too calm to be true. His friends knew what it indicated. It was the calmness before the storm. "Killian, are you seriously going to leave that bitch who slapped you?" Aiden asked. He was angry that a roadside orphan dared to slap his friend, his very own friend who is untouchable. "Don't forget you are the same Killian who beat the shit out of a boy who dared to raise his eyes at you. You can't let that orphan bitch get away after slapping you. You need to te
"Amara, why are you so silent?" Chloe for the tenth time.Chloe and Everly had returned from college and they found that Amara had skipped her classes and came back to the hostel. They asked her what the issue was but Amara didn't tell them anything."It's nothing." Amara said having an internal debate whether to tell them about today's incident or not."Amara, we might have known each other for hardly two days but it doesn't mean you can't share things with us." Everly said in a friendly manner, hoping for her to open up to them."Yes, you can share with us what's troubling you. And if it is possible then we might even help you." Chloe said and Amara looked at her hesitantly."Killian" Amara said his name, even his name gave her chills. "I-I slapped him." She mumbled in a small voice. She wanted to go back in the past and warn herself to stay away from him, to stay in her class rather than going out."What?!" Both of them shouted at the same time."Tell me you are joking?" Everly sai
Revenge. It's a strong word, making hard feelings arise inside a person and make them blind with the need to crumble everything. It's a dangerous feeling but it becomes even more dangerous when the same feeling is felt by Killian Suvillian. Revenge doesn't just remain dangerous, it comes more messy and deadly, with the urge to destroy everything. Killian's eyes turned darker with every passing second, a storm was going on inside him and it would calm down only when he sees Amara in front of him, vulnerable and begging on her knees to spare her. But he won't. He will crush her beneath his shoes, strip her off her dignity and have his way with her. She won't dare to look at her image in the mirror after he is done with her. She will cry tears of blood, her heart would bleed and soul will shiver in terror when he will fuck her raw and brutally, till a point that her eyes will stop pouring tears and she would be nothing but a lifeless doll laying down at his feet, at his mercy. He b
Warning:- The chapter contains mature content and triggering concept. (18+) ______"You are going to bleed beneath me tonight, cry for mercy and plead me to leave you." He spoke in a low, dangerous tone, his words sent chills down her spine and dread filled her heart. Her mind became alert and she was terrified of the plans he had for her. He is an animal. Using all her strength, she pushed him away from her but he got aware of her action beforehand and twisted her hand behind her back. A cry escaped her when her hand started to hurt. "L-let me go!""You should have thought that before slapping me, fucking weak bitch. You had the chance to spend a night with me but you fucking rejected me, Killian Suvillian, and you will pay for it. I will show you your real place." He spatted in anger, twisting her hand in a tight grip and the next moment, he threw her on the bed. Amara screamed when his body hovered over her small one. She tried to kick him where the sun doesn't shine but he b
Warning :- Triggering and Rape scene ahead. Only for 18+.___"Fuck." Killan grunted as pounded inside her unconscious body again. He wrapped his hands around her fragile waist and pulled her closer to him, in a way that his cock was submerged deep inside her. He pulled out of her and thrusted inside her again, the wet sound of their skin hitting together echoed in the room. He clenched his jaw and thrusted inside her with great force, causing her body to jerk a little with the powerful thrusts. His balls slapped against her pusy lips, creating wet and dirty sounds. The room was filled with Killian's groans and grunts as he continued to satisfy himself from her. "N-no." Amara whispered unconscious, tears brimming her eyes as she felt pain down there. Killian paid no heed to her, not caring that he was forcing himself on her unconscious body. After five brutal rounds, he finally left her and pulled out of her. He looked at his cock which was carrying her blood, a mark of her innocen
The haunting silence surrounded Amara as she moved slightly, her eyes twitched and she felt pain all over her body. She parted her lips and slowly opened her eyes, getting in face with the dark room which witnessed her getting ruined. Her head hurted and her eyes burned when they took in the light of the room. A sob escaped her lips when she felt sharp pain between her legs. Tears formed in her eyes again. Her eyes felt weak and were burning because of the continuous crying. She brought her knees to her chest and hugged her legs, burying her face between her hands as she recalled how she was ripped off her dignity viciously. She was raped by Killian. She could still feel his touch on her skin, the way he forced her and had his way with her. She felt disgusted. More tears poured out of her eyes, her bruised face turned red and she looked around, her breathing fastening. She needed to get out of here, out of the eyes of that heartless monster. She looked at her clothes which wer
"But Master, a girl left from here two hours ago." Killian's eyes darkened in anger. "What the fuck you mean she left from there?! Fucking find her or else it will be your last day on the earth." He roared over the phone and cut the call in anger. "Fucking bastard! Good for nothing." He cursed the guard and went inside his car, driving away from there to his mansion. He needs to get his hands on Amara soon. The bitch will regret messing with him! He isn't concerned about her opening her mouth and telling everyone what he did with her. She can scream, cry and shout her misery all she wants but no one will do anything for her. They know better than to mess with Killian Suvillian, for he will ruin them to ashes. He knows there's nothing which can touch him. People fear the mere mention of his last name, their soul shivering in freight. Only a fool will dare to go against him and one who commits this mistake will not live to see the next sunrise. *** Amara took weak and trembl
"Son" A strong and heavy voice spoke, the dominance behind it making anyone kneel down to his knees. Killian's eyes snapped to his father, Sebastian. "Dad" He acknowledged, his gaze running between his father and two men standing next to him. "How have you been, Killian? I haven't seen you for three years." Elijah, his uncle, spoke, a cigar in his hand and a scar running down his cheek. He undoubtedly was the great mafia leader with the dominance he carried with himself. "I am good." Killian spoke. "What brings you all here?" He asked with a hint of frustration in his tone. "Watch your tone, Killian. If it was someone else in your place, then he would have been ten feet deep in the ground." The hint of warning in Elijah's tone didn't go unnoticed by Killian. "In case you are forgetting, Suvillian's blood runs deep in my veins. I won't hesitate to snap the neck of the person who dares to threaten me." Killian spoke darkly. Elijah's lips curved upward into a sinister smirk. "Didn
One week.One excruciating week had passed since Amara tried to end her life, and Killian made the promise that tore him apart, to let her go. It hadn't been easy for him to say those words, let alone prepare himself to watch her walk away from him.He stood in front of the door, his hands buried deep in his pockets, watching her pack her things into the suitcase. Each movement she made felt like a dagger carving into his chest. He wanted to stop her. God, how he wanted to stop her. To drop to his knees and beg her to stay, to plead for one last chance to make things right. But he didn’t deserve it. He didn’t deserve her. Not yet, not after the hell he had dragged her through. Amara was worth more than anything, and for the first time in his life, Killian understood what it meant to love someone selflessly. He wouldn’t hold her captive in a world of pain he had created. If letting her go was the first step toward earning her forgiveness, toward becoming the man she deserved, then he
Amara couldn’t bring herself to believe him. Deep down, she knew that no matter how much she wanted to, Killian Suvillian would never agree to her terms. He was a selfish man, someone who always took what he wanted, regardless of the cost or consequences. So why would he let her go simply because she’d tried to escape this life once and for all? He claimed to love her, but could his love really be so powerful, so deep, that he’d set her free without a second thought? Who was the real Killian? Was he the ruthless man she’d come to know since the day her life was torn apart, or was he this version now claiming he’d let her go? She couldn’t make sense of it. Everything was becoming suffocating, overwhelming, terrifying. Moments like these made her wonder if it would be easier to end her life than to keep living each day in fear. Then why did she hesitate when he offered to let her go? Perhaps, after all she’d endured, the promise of freedom felt too alluring to resist. She wanted
Trigger Warning: Attempt to Suicide ***If someone were to ask Killian where his world lay, he would show them the scene unfolding in front of him. Amara lay curled up on the bed, their daughter nestled in the crib, both in identical positions, breathing softly in unison. It was around four in the morning, but sleep abandoned him. He couldn't bring himself to close his eyes, refusing to face the darkness that haunted him whenever he did. How could he look away, even for a moment, when his entire world, so peaceful, so complete, was right there, filling his heart with peace and light?He had brought them home the night before. A team of doctors were ready in their mansion, ready to intervene if needed. He wasn't ready to take any chance, the thought of losing either of them was unbearable. He would do whatever it took to protect his fragile world, even at the cost of his own peace of mind. Time passed, and the darkness of night gradually gave way to the soft light of dawn. A knock
Killian refused to acknowledge her words, as if they had never left her lips, pretending they hadn’t sliced through him and torn him apart. He clung to the illusion, seeking comfort in the facade of a lie, as though denying the truth could somehow change it."You’re going to love our daughter," he said quietly, lips curving up into a small smile. "We will be a family. She’s going to be our-" "She's not my daughter!" Amara hissed. "She is a result of sin, and I will never love her!" Her throat burned from the force of her words, but she didn’t care. She needed him to feel them, to have her words cut through the illusion he was making in his sick mind. "Amara!" Killian growled, gritting his teeth in rage. "I am speaking the truth, Killian," Amara replied, a mirthless smile twisting her lips. "Don’t you remember how she was born? How can I love her and consider her my daughter when she was the very r-reason my life was destroyed?" Her voice cracked, words trembling as she fought aga
Killian had never allowed himself to feel—never this deeply, never this quickly. He had spent his life behind high walls, never letting anyone close enough to matter. Vulnerability and protectiveness were foreign to him, emotions he hadn’t known until Amara entered his life. He was always cold, distant, untouchable.But now, with this fragile life cradled in his arms, everything felt different. Why did he feel this fierce urge to shield her, to protect her from a world that could harm her? Her tears pierced through the barriers around his heart, and her tiny, soft cries shattered something deep inside him. Her cries, they sounded painful to him, filling him with a kind of agony he’d never known, never felt. His daughter still clung to his hand, her tiny fingers curling around his as if refusing to let him go. Her tiny face turned red as her cries grew more shrill, and Killian's hands trembled, terrified that it was his touch hurting her. Yet he couldn’t let go. “Do something to make
Killian couldn't stand the suffocating air inside the room anymore. So, he stormed out, his face having defeat all over it. His wife was inside, her fragile body soaked in blood, fighting for a life that was slipping away too quickly. The sight of her, broken and dying on that cold hospital bed, was more than he could bear. He never felt so weak before, and never faced a defeat so painful like this. He had lashed out at them, gripping their collars with fury, demanding they save her. What the doctors said still echoed in his mind like a death sentence, "Her chances are slim. Her body is too weak. The pregnancy is killing her, she’s too young, too traumatised. Her body can’t handle it." Forced pregnancy. Trauma. Weak body. Every word they spoke clawed deeper into his soul. He felt his throat tighten hearing that. This was his doing, his cruelty, his thirst for revenge that had destroyed her. Not Derek. Not anyone else. He was the one who dragged her into his hell, destroyed her b
A/N: Please note that I have no expertise in medical procedures. All content is fictional and should be treated as such.***Mother or baby.Killian stumbled back, staring at the doctor in disbelief. The words slammed into him, draining the life from his veins, as if he were being forced to endure an agony that physically hurt him.His heart clenched in pain at the thought of life without Amara. A life without her would hollow him out, leaving him nothing more than a walking corpse, soulless and dead inside. He needed her to be alive so he could breathe and live. How could he possibly let her go when she was the only reason his cold heart was beating? In that moment, it hit him like a storm, deadly and powerful. He loves Amara. Because if being terrified of a life where she wasn’t alive isn't love, then he didn’t know what love was. How had he not seen it before? His heart had been screaming it all along. Amara was everything love could be—soft, caring, pure, a light that had bro
The video played, ever so cruelly, ever so painfully, its brutality unfolding in agonising detail. The men’s savagery was laid bare before her eyes, exposing the creatures they truly were. They ravaged her helpless body, feasting on her as if she weren’t human. Amara's lips quivered, unable to form words, unable to process the horrors before her. They were touching her, abusing her flesh with a cruel smile on their faces. Her eyes brimmed with unshed tears, her vision blurring as her trembling hands clutched the camera.And then, she cried.She cried until her eyes burned, until her entire body convulsed with the sheer force of her sobs. She was violated without mercy, even while she was unconscious, with no sense of reality, as they turned her world into a horrifying nightmare. They stripped her of her dignity, again and again, pouncing on her inhumanly. Her chest tightened, the pain so suffocating it stole her breath. A horrible pain seized her heart, and the camera slipped from
Killian’s grip tightened around the gun, his knuckles turning white as the urge for bloodshed surged within him.One month.An entire month had passed since Derek slipped through his fingers, and still, there was no sign of him. It made his blood boil. That bastard never should have escaped in the first place, and if he did, he should’ve been caught the second he tried to pull that stunt. It was a disgrace, a defeat stamped onto his very existence, a humiliation that the leader of the Suvillians couldn’t capture him. Derek was out there somewhere, hiding like a coward, probably laughing at the fool he’d made of Killian. He must be fucking proud—assaulting his wife and then slipping away right under his nose. His men should never have let it happen. If they had been vigilant, if they hadn’t been so pathetically negligent, Derek wouldn’t have succeeded. But they failed. And that failure cost Killian more than just his pride. Derek was still out there, unharmed, without a single trace l