MAYA
Her cries pricked my ears, and all of my senses were heightened. The hair at the back of my neck had risen, and my hand began to shake uncontrollably. Was I really going mad? She burst in with agitated movements and fell to my side of the bed, throwing her arms around me and pulling me into a killing hug that melted all of my worries away. “Oh my god, Mara! Oh god!” She cried, examining my face. “I'm so sorry, my love. I'm so sorry!” She kissed my cheek, fawning over me, and I couldn't breathe a word. Mother. This was my mother, and…she's somehow Mara’s mother, too? I don't understand. Before I could straighten my back, Atlas' worried tone rang in my ears. “Mara, do you remember her?” I looked at him, trying to blink away the tears now speedily lingering in my eyes. I shook my head slowly, reluctantly. “N-no…” “But you just called her mother, right? That means you remember something, right? Mara…” I looked at my mother. No, the woman in the locket who stuck very close to me, pity written in bold letters all over her smooth face. “She…just feels familiar, is all,” I said, then swallowed hard. Mara was her daughter. Which means…Mara is my sister. I mean, she was the one in the locket, right? It was all over her face. I bore an uncanny semblance to her. My chest tightened. “Oh, my poor little thing!” She rang. “I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry that I couldn't be there for you. I should have known and not left!” “Left?” “Yeah! It was a stupid vacation anyway!” Oh. That was meant for Mara, not me. Of course, she didn't remember me. I couldn't describe the pain that tainted my entire chest. How do I confirm that it was her? This was the woman that her father died for. This…was the woman that left for Semtle, leaving me behind. Once again, I was her daughter. And I could smell her. She was human. Pure human. This wasn't how I'd hoped to meet my mother. I didn't know what to say or do. “Rohan…” I mentioned in a breath and watched her go pale. Tension lingered, and she locked eyes with me, almost incarcerating me with her gaze. I held my breath and watched her reaction as she struggled to get stable. “W-what…did you say?” “Rohan…” I repeated. “Erm- it's the doctor's name from earlier, I think. I…have a slight headache and was hoping he could check.” “Oh!” She exclaimed with a sigh of relief. Her fingers were clamped together, and I could smell her sweat. “I thought… I mean, yeah. I'll get you the doctor.” “She probably needed some rest, too,” Atlas added with a sympathetic look. “Let's go see the doctor. Decide what to do next.” She nodded and kissed my forehead quickly before heading for the door. Atlas turned to me, his hands on the doorknob. “Please, stay here, Mara. I'll be back.” I shook my head. The outside world was scary. I didn't have a choice. Right before he opened the door, the question leaped out of me. “Atlas?” “Yes, my love?” Both his eyes and Mara’s mother's locked on me. “When is my birthday?” His shoulders slumped a bit as if sad that I didn't remember even that. “22nd of December, 2001.” Atlas’ response sent a shiver running down my spine, and my stomach flipped. I finally knew who Mara was. She was my twin sister. *** It had been a week of living in this absolute mindfuck. The ride to Atlas' mansion was swift and smooth. I'd never been in such a long vehicle in my entire life. A ‘limozin’ he called it, and just in minutes riding, I'd seen more than three billboards with his face on them. It seemed this man was a big deal in Semtle. I tried to sneak a peek at him, only to find that he was already looking. His thin lips burst into a smile, and my cheeks flushed. “You look beautiful, my love,” he said cordially, smiling with those charming eyes. Beautiful? Me? My fingers instinctively rubbed where my scar used to be. I was shocked every time I didn't feel it there. I pursed my lips and said nothing, just staring out the vehicle—it even had a TV in it. We brushed past another billboard with Atlas’ face on it, and I was forced to say something. “You….seem like a big deal here. What do you do?” “We,” he corrected. “We are kind of…important, I guess?” Oh, he was being modest. Atlas continued. “We do business. Essential business that the people need. That's what makes us a bit important.” “What kind of business?” I asked again. He was eager to respond to me, though I feared I'd become a bother. “Architecture, Fashion, food production, pharmaceutical companies, etc. We're like Jack, all trades.” “We, as in…?” I pointed to myself and him. Atlas bobbed his head. “Yeah. People go as far as calling us billionaires.” My jaw dropped. I couldn't fix the big surprise in my unsurprisingly small self. “Billionaires,” I mouthed again. That was heavy. “What exactly…do I do?” “Anything and everything. You, well, we completed a major construction recently. A new company that you want to oversee, though it…wasn't easy getting there. But that's what you were preparing for, Mara, to be the CEO.” Me? My tongue glued to the roof of my mouth and no words would come out. Like a saving grace, we pulled into his palace. No, Mansion. I stared ahead. No. This…was a whole town squished into one. I gawked. This building structure, oh my goodness. My eyes widened as the vehicle wound down the path, and a few security officials loomed ahead. A maid opened the door. I could guess from her uniform. I stepped out, utterly stunned that my heart could rip. “What? Is this where Mara— I, is this where we live?” Atlas, beside me, adjusted his shirt. “Welcome to my humble abode, my dear wife?” “Humble? This is nothing close. Oh my god! Atlas, you mean that I live here?” A hint of sadness graced his nod. Of course, it wouldn't be easy for him to get used to a wife who doesn't remember anything. I looked around, and goosebumps scrubbed up my arm. If I dared to say the truth, my life was over. If I didn't, I'd have to carry this burden of guilt with me forever. I deserve this second chance at life, and I deserve to be selfish. I deserve vengeance. “I mean…I can't really remember it, but it's amazing!” I added with a smile, like balm to suit his wounds and a tape to cover the crack in a wall. I'd tell him the truth, but not yet. Not now. Atlas helped me inside and showed me around. I'd never seen such exquisiteness in my entire life. And I get to live here? “Let me show you to your room,” He said as we walked down a corridor. At the same time, a cell phone rang, and it was Atlas's. His expression contorted into a worried look as he took the call. I stood still, waiting for him. “What?” He said to the person on the other end. “How dare he? Tell the investors to go ahead with the deal. I'll take care of Arzhel myself.” My brain screeched to a halt, and my breath was caught in my throat, causing my stance to falter. Did he just say…Arzhel?MAYA“Arzhel?”The name dropped from my mouth before I could control it. It had plunged so deep into my stomach that I was losing track of reality.Atlas slipped his phone into his pocket and turned to me with a questioning look. “Yeah?” He locked eyes with me. “That scumbag. Judging by how you hated him, I thought you might remember him.”Hated him?I clasped my hands together to hide the vibrations. My entire body felt empty like I could sway with the wind. “I- I’m not sure.”My throat had gone dry, and beads of sweat broke open on my forehead, streamlining to my cheek. “Who is he?”I must have failed to hide the urgency in my tone because Atlas’ expression tightened further. He shook his head slightly. “We don’t have to talk about that now, you know? Let’s get you settled in.” His hand grazed the small of my back. I hissed and pulled away. “Tell me who Arzhel is,” I demanded sharply. My breath was short but no more than my temper. “You said I hated him. Why? Who’s he to you?”“A f
MAYA Adam’s gaze lingered on my mind, and my heart swelled for no reason. Well, probably because it wasn't mine. In those brown eyes was desperation, an urgent need for answers that I didn't know what to classify as.Sympathy or Curiosity? Maybe both? My forehead creased as I frowned, “No, uh- I don't. It's amnesia, isn't it? I'm not exactly supposed to remember anything.”“I know…” He drawled, his words heavy with disappointment.I shuffled uncomfortably in my seat and leaned closer, my brows pecked. “Is there something I should remember, Adam?”“No. I was just wondering if, you know? It's been two weeks since you got back in the house. I wanted to know if there was any progress.” He paused, and then a flicker of realisation shone in his eyes. “Ma'am.”He spoke to me so casually, like I wasn't his boss’ wife. Was Mara close to this person? I bit on my lips. “Were we…friends, Adam?”He blinked. That was too much blinking for someone who ‘was just wondering’. What was the catch? A hi
ARZHEL Five days ago. It had been more than two weeks since Maya had fallen off the stairs and died. And she died pregnant. She…died carrying my child. I'd not known peace since that day, and sleep eluded me, taking me for the monster I was. Gosh. How did that even happen? One of the maids had found her hours after she'd fallen and smashed her head. It killed me every time I thought about it. She wasn't my favourite person, but her demise sure left an ache in my chest— deeper than I even expected. Maybe it was the maid bond? Whatever it was doing to me, I didn't appreciate it. I was losing myself in my feelings every second, and the world blurred into a mess. I haven't had the guts to visit her grave and doubted that I'd ever be able to— not with this insane guilt that I carried in my chest. To Maya, I probably was the last person she ever wanted to see, and I deserve every bit of her hate. The door slammed shut, and I snapped toward the noise, only to find Elenore waddli
MAYAThe sight of him caused my stomach to flip, and it felt like the walls of the room were closing in on me. It knocked the breath out of me, and I just stood there, staring blankly at the very bane of my existence.ARZHEL? Why was he here? How did he get there? The shock on his face mirrored mine. It wasn't every day you got to see the woman you'd killed.My blood went cold, and all the pressure clashed in, tightening my stomach and plunging me to the depths of hell. In just three weeks, he looked nothing like I'd remembered.His eyes, wide open in awe, were sunken, and his skin pale like he'd died for hours. One question: why was he here?I swallowed hard and hid my trembling hands, forcing myself to remember I wasn't Maya anymore. I wasn't the weak woman he'd once left behind. This was my turf, and I'd burn him in it.Straightening my face, I feigned ignorance and stepped forward to Arzhel’s presence. “From what I remember, you had your own company in this state, and I see no rea
MAYAThe elevator lurched, and I stumbled. Strange noises—creaks, groans, and screeching — echoed through the metal box. My heart racing, I grabbed the handrail.“What's happening?” I demanded, panic creeping in.The lights continued to flicker, and it registered in my head slowly that I was screwed, literally. The elevator had decided to malfunction at the wrongest time— with Arzhel inside it!“Uh,” I looked around, trying to hide my distress. “What's going on?”Silence lingered between us, tense and rigid. It was frustrating how heavy everything was, but it got worse when the last light source went off, too, and the small box plummeted into a torturing black.Immediately, I fished for my phone and turned on my flashlight. I could hear my heart pound against my ribcage, dreading this situation. Arzhel, on the other hand, kept mute ,but I felt his eyes on me from time to time.Beads of sweat breaking on my forehead, I immediately dialed the maintenance number as I didn't have Cheryl's
MAYA“Honey! How was work today?” My face was met with sloppy kisses and a hug that clenched my intestines. Atlas really loved his wife— I could tell from how he looked at her.At me. My hands fell limply to my side as I didn't know what to do with them. “It was quite hectic but fun nonetheless.”I settled on the couch, and he sat next to me, eyes keen on my face like he was about to start reading my experiences of them. Atlas looked eager to hear me.I groaned, trying to decide what and what part I was going to tell him. Though it might not matter much, I was locked in an elevator with my ex-husband for minutes, and he held my waist, and it felt good.Against my will and defence kind of good. Atlas snuggled closer, brushing the tendrils off my face and tucking them behind my ears. It felt mechanical and cold.“Dinner is almost ready. You can get changed, and then we'll talk all about it, my love. Right now, let's get you showered.”Nodding, I stood up and headed to my room— with Atl
MAYA Perhaps I shouldn't have phrased that question as I did because Atlas didn't look very happy about it. That confirmed it and piqued my curiosity even more.Atlas didn't stop walking to the kitchen, which was unnecessary because any of the maids could have done it. We had quite a number of them that I did, too, which made it easier for us to relate. His shoulders slumped, and he turned to me, looking fairly sad. “I was hoping we buried that in the past, but for people like us, our entire lives are documented in papers, all day, every day.”“Oh?”“I'll tell you all about it as we eat, my love, but be rest assured that divorce would have been the biggest mistake of our lives.”Rest assured? Oh please. I'd flipped into a full-blown panic while standing there. I knew nothing and had to believe whatever he said.Did Mara want to leave him? What the hell happened between these two? People didn't just…divorce. Something had to trigger it. As if on cue, Atlas’ voice crushed my thoughts i
ARZHELA FEW HOURS EARLIERThere were several things to marvel about in this big city but I never included my dead mate’s look-alike on the list. The contaminated air and noise had been the top of my priorities until this woman— Mara, came and sat right atop it, disorganizing everything in my head.I sank into the couch, gripping a glass of whiskey. How hypocritical of me to fault day drinking when it had become all I had resorted to?Her face haunted me. It took a bit out of my heart every moment and my wolf had known no rest. Such mental torture I hadn’t ever experienced.The way she looked at me with such bountiful hate in her eyes, it fizzled through me, bringing all that buried guilt to the surface, and it just tangled around my neck and knocked the breath out of my throat.Despite not despising Maya as much as I acted, I could have done better, and now that was all I could think of. This guilt would kill me. My suitcase still sat by the door in the huge, unfurnished living room.
MAYA“You son of a bitch!”Atlas's anger boiled over as he continued to pummel Adam, who stood motionless, his eyes cast downward. “You're incompetent!”Atlas yelled, his fists flying. “You had one job! You're supposed to protect my wife, and you can't even do that!"I watched in horror as Atlas's rage intensified, his words cutting deep. I'd never seen him like this before, and it frightened me.“Atlas, stop!” I screamed, rushing over to him. “What's wrong with you?!”I cradled my stomach, my stomach hurting from yelling at him but he wouldn’t listen, almost as though the Atlas I knew had disappeared. What the hell? I was bewildered, my heart racing despite the fatigue that weighed on my bones. “Atlas!” Atlas finally released Adam, who stumbled backward, his face bloodied but his expression eerily calm. I turned to Atlas, my anger and fear boiling over.“Why are you acting like this?” I demanded, my voice shaking. “Why are you more concerned about yelling at Adam than checking on me
MAYA“Please…”It wasn’t Arzhel— I must be hallucinating. Why would he even be here? I wasn’t Maya, not anymore.I crumpled to the ground, the searing pain in my abdomen felt like a thousand knives stabbing me repeatedly. I couldn't catch my breath. Just as I thought I was going to pass out.“Hey, are you okay?”I tried to respond, but my voice was barely a whisper. The voice grew louder, and I felt a hand on my shoulder, rolling me onto my back. That's when I saw him, and that it really was him—Arzhel. His face was etched with concern, but I didn't want his help. I didn't want anything to do with him.“Go away, Arzhel,” I managed to croak, trying to push him away. “Leave!”But he didn't listen. He grasped my wrists, holding me in place. “No, I'm not going anywhere. You're clearly in distress. What's wrong?”If this were Valtaria and I was still the same woman I was, the one who would do anything for Arzhel’s car, I would have mistaken this look in his eyes for affection.Why…did he
MAYAQuestioning why I had woken up to a sinking feeling in the depths of my stomach would be avoiding the elephant in the room. Yesterday. Ugh. I had walked out on Atlas, denying him everything he had a right to.It wasn’t like I wanted to, but all the guilt I was being spoon-fed was toxic to my stomach, more than I gave myself credit to handle. My limbs were breaking and this notion of revenge wasn’t a strong enough motivation to haul me out of bed.Sitting there with the hurt and the toil of it all, the doorknob turned and it sprang open. My breath hitches, my ears ringing for no reason at all. Atlas walked in bearing a tray with an aroma that disclosed maybe not the reason behind it, but what it was.I saw no reason for breakfast in bed after I practically shoved him off me and locked myself up in my room last night. “Good morning,” he said, smiling with his eyes. I answered with a nod, instinctively pulling the sheets closer. Was there anything like being too aware of one’s body
MAYAIt was more than shock, this feeling that encapsulated me.It was raw, undefined fear, my nerves freezing and my heart pounding so intensely I was sure it would shatter if it beat any harder. Stepping into our home with my feet didn’t feel like I was doing it myself.It was almost as though I had tumbled into autopilot. I crashed into the chair and immediately asked the maid for a cup of water.This couldn’t be happening. With one hand supporting my stomach, guiding my baby while the other twisted my hair, I reeled. I thought I could handle this, but this weakness that I was subjected to made me feel nothing but disgust towards myself.I should be stronger than this. Even as I said all these, droplets of tears still spilled from my eyes urgently. I hissed, wanting to stop thinking about it.They moved into this estate? Why? And with Elenore. I wanted nothing but for her to be eviscerated, her organs bathing the streets. How dare she!? Just then, the sound of approaching footfall
ARZHELA FEW HOURS EARLIERThere were several things to marvel about in this big city but I never included my dead mate’s look-alike on the list. The contaminated air and noise had been the top of my priorities until this woman— Mara, came and sat right atop it, disorganizing everything in my head.I sank into the couch, gripping a glass of whiskey. How hypocritical of me to fault day drinking when it had become all I had resorted to?Her face haunted me. It took a bit out of my heart every moment and my wolf had known no rest. Such mental torture I hadn’t ever experienced.The way she looked at me with such bountiful hate in her eyes, it fizzled through me, bringing all that buried guilt to the surface, and it just tangled around my neck and knocked the breath out of my throat.Despite not despising Maya as much as I acted, I could have done better, and now that was all I could think of. This guilt would kill me. My suitcase still sat by the door in the huge, unfurnished living room.
MAYA Perhaps I shouldn't have phrased that question as I did because Atlas didn't look very happy about it. That confirmed it and piqued my curiosity even more.Atlas didn't stop walking to the kitchen, which was unnecessary because any of the maids could have done it. We had quite a number of them that I did, too, which made it easier for us to relate. His shoulders slumped, and he turned to me, looking fairly sad. “I was hoping we buried that in the past, but for people like us, our entire lives are documented in papers, all day, every day.”“Oh?”“I'll tell you all about it as we eat, my love, but be rest assured that divorce would have been the biggest mistake of our lives.”Rest assured? Oh please. I'd flipped into a full-blown panic while standing there. I knew nothing and had to believe whatever he said.Did Mara want to leave him? What the hell happened between these two? People didn't just…divorce. Something had to trigger it. As if on cue, Atlas’ voice crushed my thoughts i
MAYA“Honey! How was work today?” My face was met with sloppy kisses and a hug that clenched my intestines. Atlas really loved his wife— I could tell from how he looked at her.At me. My hands fell limply to my side as I didn't know what to do with them. “It was quite hectic but fun nonetheless.”I settled on the couch, and he sat next to me, eyes keen on my face like he was about to start reading my experiences of them. Atlas looked eager to hear me.I groaned, trying to decide what and what part I was going to tell him. Though it might not matter much, I was locked in an elevator with my ex-husband for minutes, and he held my waist, and it felt good.Against my will and defence kind of good. Atlas snuggled closer, brushing the tendrils off my face and tucking them behind my ears. It felt mechanical and cold.“Dinner is almost ready. You can get changed, and then we'll talk all about it, my love. Right now, let's get you showered.”Nodding, I stood up and headed to my room— with Atl
MAYAThe elevator lurched, and I stumbled. Strange noises—creaks, groans, and screeching — echoed through the metal box. My heart racing, I grabbed the handrail.“What's happening?” I demanded, panic creeping in.The lights continued to flicker, and it registered in my head slowly that I was screwed, literally. The elevator had decided to malfunction at the wrongest time— with Arzhel inside it!“Uh,” I looked around, trying to hide my distress. “What's going on?”Silence lingered between us, tense and rigid. It was frustrating how heavy everything was, but it got worse when the last light source went off, too, and the small box plummeted into a torturing black.Immediately, I fished for my phone and turned on my flashlight. I could hear my heart pound against my ribcage, dreading this situation. Arzhel, on the other hand, kept mute ,but I felt his eyes on me from time to time.Beads of sweat breaking on my forehead, I immediately dialed the maintenance number as I didn't have Cheryl's
MAYAThe sight of him caused my stomach to flip, and it felt like the walls of the room were closing in on me. It knocked the breath out of me, and I just stood there, staring blankly at the very bane of my existence.ARZHEL? Why was he here? How did he get there? The shock on his face mirrored mine. It wasn't every day you got to see the woman you'd killed.My blood went cold, and all the pressure clashed in, tightening my stomach and plunging me to the depths of hell. In just three weeks, he looked nothing like I'd remembered.His eyes, wide open in awe, were sunken, and his skin pale like he'd died for hours. One question: why was he here?I swallowed hard and hid my trembling hands, forcing myself to remember I wasn't Maya anymore. I wasn't the weak woman he'd once left behind. This was my turf, and I'd burn him in it.Straightening my face, I feigned ignorance and stepped forward to Arzhel’s presence. “From what I remember, you had your own company in this state, and I see no rea