MAYA
My hand crawled to my neck, to the spot he'd bitten and a small gasp ripped out of my throat. I couldn't even see his face but I felt him. He'd marked me. Every part of him! My mate. I'd found my mate! “Elenore….” he called out in a skeptical tone. “A-are you okay?” His voice was hoarse and held the question while the room fell into a kind of silence that clawed at my chest. I didn't know what to do with all the intensity I was feeling. Like I'd been lit on fire, I wanted his arms all over me and I hadn't even seen his face yet! But it couldn't be, right? It couldn't be Alpha Arzhel. There was no way in hell I was the Alpha's mate, not as a powerless, nearly wolfless Omega! “Elenore…” The shadows of his outstretched arm fanned my face and I startled back, hitting the wall, hard! “I'm not Elenore!” I cried out loudly, wincing from the pain. Even the air seemed to hurt my skin. No one spoke of how fragile a person becomes when they meet their mate. Their destiny. “I'm not Elenore! Who are you!?” My throat hurt. My bones were weak and tired! And his presence only seemed to strangle me more, taking all the air out of my lungs. The desire forced into my veins and I just wanted him close. “What!?” He blurted out in complete shock as I felt him march to the table where the candle was. He was going to light it up and see my scarred face. Before I could count my options, the warm glow of the candlelight overtook the darkness and I was outed. A small gasp ripped from my throat when he turned. Like a fairytale. Like a god. Like…Aphrodite. Like I shouldn't look at him with these sinful pair of eyes. My heart jumped to my throat and I stilled. Like the moon goddess spent all years of her life perfecting his details. I'd never seen one man look this way, like he sucked out the beauty of a thousand men. Bright green eyes bored into the hazel of mine, widened in utter shock. His red lips, luscious and plum were ajar and they quivered like he was struggling to find what to say, just as I struggled to breathe under his intense scrutiny. He was tall, enough that my neck hurt from looking up at him. It must be him— the young Alpha. It must be Alpha Arzhel. I thought it was an exaggeration when his looks were praised, but no! No man should look this good! And I was in trouble! Like a switch was flipped, that beautiful face contorted into utter disgust like a child's face would in front of a monster. “Who the hell are you!?” He roared angrily. His pupils faded into a faded shade of red and the veins in his head popped. He'd ruin me. The anger of an Alpha. I flinched, almost melting myself into the wall and tears soon began to flow from my eyes. Goosebumps scrubbed up my arms and the words in my head just wouldn't make sense. “I…I uh- I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I just- I just wanted to try on a dress! I swear! I didn't mean to. I swear I didn't mean to! I swear!” His eyes were bloodshot, filled with nothing but rage and contempt. I could already feel his hate for me! It struck my chest like a scimitar— unforgiving. It killed me! “I SAID WHO ARE YOU!?” His arms, large and firm, grabbed my neck and shoved me against the wall hard. “Why did you do it!? Why did you have me mark you? Why!” “Hel—” “You smell different. You. Who are you? I can't…figure you out! Start talking!” How exactly would I speak if he wouldn't let go?! Alpha Arzhel tightened his grip around my neck and I coughed, spluttering saliva and slapping his arms as hard as I could. I couldn't breathe or think! A bitter chuckle ripped from his throat. “I got tricked! Was this what you wanted? Was this your plan all along!?” It felt like death, like my mind was about to explode. I'd never seen so much hate in a man's eyes. “I'm.” I coughed. “Please! Pl- please l-l et me go-o,” I groaned, my eyes watering from the cruel asphyxiation. “Please!” Just in time, the sound of the door swinging open hit both our ears. “Arzhel?” Elenore called out in a baffled tone. “Maya?! What the hell is going on here!?” That was the confirmation I needed. It was Alpha Arzhel after all. That realization did nothing to cure the pain in my bones when he released his grip and I slipped to the ground, falling hard on my butt. Elenore's eyes widened in utter shock when she scanned the room and watched the horror unfold. I, on the floor in her dress, grabbing the spot that her lover had just bitten me and him standing in front of her, confused and clueless! “WHAT. IS. GOING. ON. HERE!?” She asked in a trembling voice as she walked closer to Alpha Arzhel. “What happened?” With the same intensity, the same hate as before, he pointed at me. “She! Who's she!?” I crawled up the wall and stood, staring in shock with my hand still over the spot of his bite. I watched Elenore's eyes travel there and how the light in her eyes died when she realized what had happened. “You…marked her!?” She blurted in disbelief. “This…lowly thing, this abomination is your mate!?” She asked again in a voice that shook so daringly. “You marked her, Arzhel!?” Alpha Arzhel looked like he didn't know what to say. No one would in this situation. He ran his fingers through his honey-brown hair in confusion. “Talk to me!” Elenore yelled again, facing me with piercing eyes. She started to get closer and I feared for my life. “I thought she was you! I marked her because I thought she was you! It was dark and—” “I'm sorry! It was all my fault!” I cried out, my heart splitting in pain with each passing second. It felt like the walls of the room were crashing onto me, pressing my chest! “He didn't know! I wore your dress and I was standing there and—” I paused, my words completely overtaken my sobs. “It's all my fault—” And she slapped me! “You, scar-faced, conniving little bitch! Was this your plan all along!? You tricked the Alpha into…marking you!? I guess insanity really does run in the family afterall.” She slapped me so hard that I forgot all I wanted to say. I backed away and hit the walls once more, sirens going off in my head and ears. Elenore turned to Alpha Arzhel. “Do you know who she is? Your father will kill you! She's the traitor's daughter, Arzhel! She's not even a full wolf. You can't be mates with the traitor's daughter! The entire pack will take a hit if this gets out! And you marked her!?” I was still crumbling on the floor, crying so hard it felt like my chest could explode. Alpha Arzhel kicked the chair angrily, and glanced at it with eyes filled with nothing but disgust. “Five fucking years in Semtle and the first thing I get into the day I arrived in this Pack is trouble!” He hissed! Did I hear him right? He was…in the human world, for five years!? “What are you going to do about this mess!?” Elenore screeched again. “You want a woman with a deformed face sitting next to you when you finally take the throne!?” “Let me fucking think, Nore!” “In minutes, the entire pack is waiting for you to pick your Luna! You do not have the luxury of time right now, Arzhel!” All I could do was sob. He was going to reject me for sure and any woman who'd been marked could never find a second chance mate, not in this life. I could kiss those fleeting dreams of romance goodbye. “I know what to do…” Alpha Arzhel declared out of the blue. “I know what to do.” “What? What…” “I claim you as my mate,” he declared, looking deeply in her eyes that my chest burned. “You. Not that good for nothing Scarface. I need a strong woman by myself, Nore. And it had only ever been you. That's what we tell the pack. That you…are my mate.” My heart sank. Right at the corner of the room, my world went black. Pain shot up my chest and festered in my veins. This was the pain they spoke of. The kind you feel when your mate professes their love to someone else. The kind of pain that ripped your heart from the inside out. I groaned inwardly, grabbing my chest to feel my thumping heart. A coy smile crawled up Elenore's face, right before she turned to me. “And her? What will you do about her!” Alpha Arzhel marched me and crouched. I quickly averted my gaze from his. He leaned in and reached for my hair, pulling it so hard that it almost ripped from my scalp. “Ahhh!” I cried out, tears spilling from my eyes in torrents. Here it comes. Here comes the rejection. I shut my eyes. To my utmost surprise, his voice carried to my ears in a fear-instilling whisper. “I won't you reject you,” He spat harshly, his eyes filled with contempt. “But you're going to spend the rest of your life wishing I did.”FIVE YEARS LATERMAYA“You're pregnant, Maya…” She paused and let the words sink in like pins to my heart, then continued in a small, trembling voice. “Congratulations.”What? Who was she talking about? I sat up from the bed with my mouth slightly ajar because I was sure I didn't grasp what the Pack's doctor had said.Even her smile faltered when she saw the expression I wore. Pregnant?Pregnant!?All that morning sickness and vomiting wasn't from the spoilt food I was served all week long?“What?” I echoed with furrowed brows, my claws extending as I gripped the edge of the bed tightly, waiting for her to repeat what she'd just said to me.Doctor Clarissa sat down and crossed her legs, smiling sadly at me because we both knew that it was more bad news than good. There was no way in hell I wanted to bring a child into this hell that I was living.No way!“Wha— what d-did you say?” I asked in a shaky whisper, my eyes already glistening in tears as I looked up at her and hoped that the
MAYAMy brain struggled hard to comprehend it— whatever the fuck was going on.First, Elenore pushed me. Then, I hit my head when I fell, and that was why I was seeing things that weren't real. Like this beautifully developed room, Valtaria wouldn't be like this in two years. Those thoughts about Semtle must be messing with me.But the image stirred, and the gorgeous pair of blue eyes staring at me had a face and could move. Now, he was reaching for my hand sympathetically. I shrank into myself, trying to contain brewing questions in my mind space.“Where am I?!” I asked again, my tone more aggressive and defined as I tried to sit up. The headache I felt was more aggressive than my emotions, as if I took a spanner to the head, and it knocked me back onto the soft bedding. “It's okay, sweetheart,” he pacified. He was tall, nothing short of six feet three, and was now prancing the entrance, concerned with framing his toned features. “It's okay; the doctor will be here soon.”What? “I
MAYAI backed away from the mirror in a frenzy, my finger pulling on my skin, pinching to see if I'd wake up. I didn't.I wasn't Maya. This wasn't my face. Or my body. This wasn't Valtaria. What was going on? “Okay, calm down…” I muttered breathlessly. “Calm down and think, Maya. Think.”Like it happened an hour ago, I remembered everything. I was with Elenore; she snatched the letter and pushed me and—Was I dead? Was this the afterlife? This place was too pretty to be hell.No. No. This was Semtle, and I'd…woken up in a body that wasn't mine. To a life I didn't understand and a husband I most definitely didn't marry, but my child. I am still pregnant. My sanity was withering like flowers in the winter, then I burst into a run and found myself at the door, the main exit, it seemed. I didn't look like I should be allowed to walk around, especially not the bandage wrapped around my head like a mummy.“Ma'am, are you supposed to be here?” One of the security asked me as I tried to get
MAYAHer cries pricked my ears, and all of my senses were heightened. The hair at the back of my neck had risen, and my hand began to shake uncontrollably. Was I really going mad?She burst in with agitated movements and fell to my side of the bed, throwing her arms around me and pulling me into a killing hug that melted all of my worries away.“Oh my god, Mara! Oh god!” She cried, examining my face. “I'm so sorry, my love. I'm so sorry!”She kissed my cheek, fawning over me, and I couldn't breathe a word. Mother. This was my mother, and…she's somehow Mara’s mother, too? I don't understand.Before I could straighten my back, Atlas' worried tone rang in my ears. “Mara, do you remember her?”I looked at him, trying to blink away the tears now speedily lingering in my eyes. I shook my head slowly, reluctantly.“N-no…”“But you just called her mother, right? That means you remember something, right? Mara…”I looked at my mother. No, the woman in the locket who stuck very close to me, pity
MAYA“Arzhel?”The name dropped from my mouth before I could control it. It had plunged so deep into my stomach that I was losing track of reality.Atlas slipped his phone into his pocket and turned to me with a questioning look. “Yeah?” He locked eyes with me. “That scumbag. Judging by how you hated him, I thought you might remember him.”Hated him?I clasped my hands together to hide the vibrations. My entire body felt empty like I could sway with the wind. “I- I’m not sure.”My throat had gone dry, and beads of sweat broke open on my forehead, streamlining to my cheek. “Who is he?”I must have failed to hide the urgency in my tone because Atlas’ expression tightened further. He shook his head slightly. “We don’t have to talk about that now, you know? Let’s get you settled in.” His hand grazed the small of my back. I hissed and pulled away. “Tell me who Arzhel is,” I demanded sharply. My breath was short but no more than my temper. “You said I hated him. Why? Who’s he to you?”“A f
MAYA Adam’s gaze lingered on my mind, and my heart swelled for no reason. Well, probably because it wasn't mine. In those brown eyes was desperation, an urgent need for answers that I didn't know what to classify as.Sympathy or Curiosity? Maybe both? My forehead creased as I frowned, “No, uh- I don't. It's amnesia, isn't it? I'm not exactly supposed to remember anything.”“I know…” He drawled, his words heavy with disappointment.I shuffled uncomfortably in my seat and leaned closer, my brows pecked. “Is there something I should remember, Adam?”“No. I was just wondering if, you know? It's been two weeks since you got back in the house. I wanted to know if there was any progress.” He paused, and then a flicker of realisation shone in his eyes. “Ma'am.”He spoke to me so casually, like I wasn't his boss’ wife. Was Mara close to this person? I bit on my lips. “Were we…friends, Adam?”He blinked. That was too much blinking for someone who ‘was just wondering’. What was the catch? A hi
ARZHELFive days ago.It had been more than two weeks since Maya had fallen off the stairs and died. And she died pregnant.She…died carrying my child. I'd not known peace since that day, and sleep eluded me, taking me for the monster I was. Gosh. How did that even happen? One of the maids had found her hours after she'd fallen and smashed her head.It killed me every time I thought about it. She wasn't my favourite person, but her demise sure left an ache in my chest— deeper than I even expected. Maybe it was the maid bond? Whatever it was doing to me, I didn't appreciate it.I was losing myself in my feelings every second, and the world blurred into a mess. I haven't had the guts to visit her grave and doubted that I'd ever be able to— not with this insane guilt that I carried in my chest.To Maya, I probably was the last person she ever wanted to see, and I deserve every bit of her hate. The door slammed shut, and I snapped toward the noise, only to find Elenore waddling in.Adjus
MAYAThe sight of him caused my stomach to flip, and it felt like the walls of the room were closing in on me. It knocked the breath out of me, and I just stood there, staring blankly at the very bane of my existence.ARZHEL? Why was he here? How did he get there? The shock on his face mirrored mine. It wasn't every day you got to see the woman you'd killed.My blood went cold, and all the pressure clashed in, tightening my stomach and plunging me to the depths of hell. In just three weeks, he looked nothing like I'd remembered.His eyes, wide open in awe, were sunken, and his skin pale like he'd died for hours. One question: why was he here?I swallowed hard and hid my trembling hands, forcing myself to remember I wasn't Maya anymore. I wasn't the weak woman he'd once left behind. This was my turf, and I'd burn him in it.Straightening my face, I feigned ignorance and stepped forward to Arzhel’s presence. “From what I remember, you had your own company in this state, and I see no rea
MAYA Perhaps I shouldn't have phrased that question as I did because Atlas didn't look very happy about it. That confirmed it and piqued my curiosity even more.Atlas didn't stop walking to the kitchen, which was unnecessary because any of the maids could have done it. We had quite a number of them that I did, too, which made it easier for us to relate. His shoulders slumped, and he turned to me, looking fairly sad. “I was hoping we buried that in the past, but for people like us, our entire lives are documented in papers, all day, every day.”“Oh?”“I'll tell you all about it as we eat, my love, but be rest assured that divorce would have been the biggest mistake of our lives.”Rest assured? Oh please. I'd flipped into a full-blown panic while standing there. I knew nothing and had to believe whatever he said.Did Mara want to leave him? What the hell happened between these two? People didn't just…divorce. Something had to trigger it. As if on cue, Atlas’ voice crushed my thoughts i
MAYA“Honey! How was work today?” My face was met with sloppy kisses and a hug that clenched my intestines. Atlas really loved his wife— I could tell from how he looked at her.At me. My hands fell limply to my side as I didn't know what to do with them. “It was quite hectic but fun nonetheless.”I settled on the couch, and he sat next to me, eyes keen on my face like he was about to start reading my experiences of them. Atlas looked eager to hear me.I groaned, trying to decide what and what part I was going to tell him. Though it might not matter much, I was locked in an elevator with my ex-husband for minutes, and he held my waist, and it felt good.Against my will and defence kind of good. Atlas snuggled closer, brushing the tendrils off my face and tucking them behind my ears. It felt mechanical and cold.“Dinner is almost ready. You can get changed, and then we'll talk all about it, my love. Right now, let's get you showered.”Nodding, I stood up and headed to my room— with Atl
MAYAThe elevator lurched, and I stumbled. Strange noises—creaks, groans, and screeching — echoed through the metal box. My heart racing, I grabbed the handrail.“What's happening?” I demanded, panic creeping in.The lights continued to flicker, and it registered in my head slowly that I was screwed, literally. The elevator had decided to malfunction at the wrongest time— with Arzhel inside it!“Uh,” I looked around, trying to hide my distress. “What's going on?”Silence lingered between us, tense and rigid. It was frustrating how heavy everything was, but it got worse when the last light source went off, too, and the small box plummeted into a torturing black.Immediately, I fished for my phone and turned on my flashlight. I could hear my heart pound against my ribcage, dreading this situation. Arzhel, on the other hand, kept mute ,but I felt his eyes on me from time to time.Beads of sweat breaking on my forehead, I immediately dialed the maintenance number as I didn't have Cheryl's
MAYAThe sight of him caused my stomach to flip, and it felt like the walls of the room were closing in on me. It knocked the breath out of me, and I just stood there, staring blankly at the very bane of my existence.ARZHEL? Why was he here? How did he get there? The shock on his face mirrored mine. It wasn't every day you got to see the woman you'd killed.My blood went cold, and all the pressure clashed in, tightening my stomach and plunging me to the depths of hell. In just three weeks, he looked nothing like I'd remembered.His eyes, wide open in awe, were sunken, and his skin pale like he'd died for hours. One question: why was he here?I swallowed hard and hid my trembling hands, forcing myself to remember I wasn't Maya anymore. I wasn't the weak woman he'd once left behind. This was my turf, and I'd burn him in it.Straightening my face, I feigned ignorance and stepped forward to Arzhel’s presence. “From what I remember, you had your own company in this state, and I see no rea
ARZHELFive days ago.It had been more than two weeks since Maya had fallen off the stairs and died. And she died pregnant.She…died carrying my child. I'd not known peace since that day, and sleep eluded me, taking me for the monster I was. Gosh. How did that even happen? One of the maids had found her hours after she'd fallen and smashed her head.It killed me every time I thought about it. She wasn't my favourite person, but her demise sure left an ache in my chest— deeper than I even expected. Maybe it was the maid bond? Whatever it was doing to me, I didn't appreciate it.I was losing myself in my feelings every second, and the world blurred into a mess. I haven't had the guts to visit her grave and doubted that I'd ever be able to— not with this insane guilt that I carried in my chest.To Maya, I probably was the last person she ever wanted to see, and I deserve every bit of her hate. The door slammed shut, and I snapped toward the noise, only to find Elenore waddling in.Adjus
MAYA Adam’s gaze lingered on my mind, and my heart swelled for no reason. Well, probably because it wasn't mine. In those brown eyes was desperation, an urgent need for answers that I didn't know what to classify as.Sympathy or Curiosity? Maybe both? My forehead creased as I frowned, “No, uh- I don't. It's amnesia, isn't it? I'm not exactly supposed to remember anything.”“I know…” He drawled, his words heavy with disappointment.I shuffled uncomfortably in my seat and leaned closer, my brows pecked. “Is there something I should remember, Adam?”“No. I was just wondering if, you know? It's been two weeks since you got back in the house. I wanted to know if there was any progress.” He paused, and then a flicker of realisation shone in his eyes. “Ma'am.”He spoke to me so casually, like I wasn't his boss’ wife. Was Mara close to this person? I bit on my lips. “Were we…friends, Adam?”He blinked. That was too much blinking for someone who ‘was just wondering’. What was the catch? A hi
MAYA“Arzhel?”The name dropped from my mouth before I could control it. It had plunged so deep into my stomach that I was losing track of reality.Atlas slipped his phone into his pocket and turned to me with a questioning look. “Yeah?” He locked eyes with me. “That scumbag. Judging by how you hated him, I thought you might remember him.”Hated him?I clasped my hands together to hide the vibrations. My entire body felt empty like I could sway with the wind. “I- I’m not sure.”My throat had gone dry, and beads of sweat broke open on my forehead, streamlining to my cheek. “Who is he?”I must have failed to hide the urgency in my tone because Atlas’ expression tightened further. He shook his head slightly. “We don’t have to talk about that now, you know? Let’s get you settled in.” His hand grazed the small of my back. I hissed and pulled away. “Tell me who Arzhel is,” I demanded sharply. My breath was short but no more than my temper. “You said I hated him. Why? Who’s he to you?”“A f
MAYAHer cries pricked my ears, and all of my senses were heightened. The hair at the back of my neck had risen, and my hand began to shake uncontrollably. Was I really going mad?She burst in with agitated movements and fell to my side of the bed, throwing her arms around me and pulling me into a killing hug that melted all of my worries away.“Oh my god, Mara! Oh god!” She cried, examining my face. “I'm so sorry, my love. I'm so sorry!”She kissed my cheek, fawning over me, and I couldn't breathe a word. Mother. This was my mother, and…she's somehow Mara’s mother, too? I don't understand.Before I could straighten my back, Atlas' worried tone rang in my ears. “Mara, do you remember her?”I looked at him, trying to blink away the tears now speedily lingering in my eyes. I shook my head slowly, reluctantly.“N-no…”“But you just called her mother, right? That means you remember something, right? Mara…”I looked at my mother. No, the woman in the locket who stuck very close to me, pity
MAYAI backed away from the mirror in a frenzy, my finger pulling on my skin, pinching to see if I'd wake up. I didn't.I wasn't Maya. This wasn't my face. Or my body. This wasn't Valtaria. What was going on? “Okay, calm down…” I muttered breathlessly. “Calm down and think, Maya. Think.”Like it happened an hour ago, I remembered everything. I was with Elenore; she snatched the letter and pushed me and—Was I dead? Was this the afterlife? This place was too pretty to be hell.No. No. This was Semtle, and I'd…woken up in a body that wasn't mine. To a life I didn't understand and a husband I most definitely didn't marry, but my child. I am still pregnant. My sanity was withering like flowers in the winter, then I burst into a run and found myself at the door, the main exit, it seemed. I didn't look like I should be allowed to walk around, especially not the bandage wrapped around my head like a mummy.“Ma'am, are you supposed to be here?” One of the security asked me as I tried to get