Gwen’s POV
I knelt down, my face pressed against the cold, hard ground, the weight of the ceremony heavy on my shoulders. My heart pounded in my chest, each beat echoing in my ears like a drum. This was it—the moment I had waited for, the moment I had dreamed of. Soon, Damien would lift me up, his hand warm and strong, claiming me as his Luna. The pack would cheer, and our love would be solidified for all to see. Elder Thea’s voice rang out, clear and commanding, “Alpha Damien, claim your Luna, and let the pack see the strength of your union.” Her words sent a shiver down my spine, and with a trembling hand, I lifted my right arm, offering it to Damien. This was it. Any second now, he would take my hand, and we would be united forever. But instead of the warm touch I expected, a chilling, low giggle reached my ears—a sound so out of place, so foreign, that my heart froze. Slowly, I raised my head, my gaze searching for Damien’s familiar face. What I saw sent a jolt of fear through my body. His eyes—they weren’t the deep, comforting green I knew so well. They were red, glowing with an unnatural light that radiated power and malice. This wasn’t the man I loved. This wasn’t my mate anymore. This was someone—or something—else. “What are you doing, darling?” Damien’s voice dripped with mockery, his lips curling into a sneer that twisted his handsome features into something terrifying. His gaze bore into me with a cold, calculating disgust that made my blood run cold. Elder Thea’s voice cut through the tense silence, “Damien, pick Gwen up and claim her as your Luna. The pack needs to see this bond.” Damien didn’t even turn to acknowledge her. His eyes remained locked on mine, his voice a casual drawl as he interrupted her, “Yeah, yeah, I heard you the first time.” He stepped back, his stance widening as if to distance himself from me. My breath hitched as he addressed the pack, his tone laced with disdain. “What a pity. How stupid can one be, huh? In all my existence as the king of rogues, I’ve never met a woman as foolish as you. And to think you came from royalty… It baffles me.” His words struck like a dagger, each one cutting deeper than the last. I felt the sting of tears gathering in my eyes, my voice breaking as I whispered, “Damien…why? What are you doing? Why are you speaking to me like this?” His laughter filled the air, harsh and grating, echoing in the silent hall. He waved a hand dismissively, addressing the entire pack as if I were nothing more than an insect beneath his feet. “See? Stupid!” He spat the word out like it was poison, stepping further away from me. “People of the Crescent Moon Pack, hear your Alpha and hear me well. I, Alpha Damien Nightshade, reject you, Gwen Silverfang.” Time seemed to freeze, the world around me slowing to a crawl. My ears rang, a deafening silence that drowned out everything else. I couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think. His words replayed in my mind, over and over, as if they were on a loop. “Damien, what about what we shared? I thought you loved me?” I asked, trying to be sure of what was going on, this could turn out to be a prank. He laughed bitterly as he stared at me. “Love? I never loved you, Gwenevier. You were only a means to an end, you’ve given me what I wanted and I don’t have any need for you again,” he spat out in anger. Elder Thea’s voice cut through the haze, filled with desperation, “Damien, stop this nonsense once and for all. You need your Luna beside you.” Damien sneered, his voice dripping with sarcasm. “Ah yes, a Luna. And I have one.” From the corner of my eye, I saw movement. Elara stepped forward from the crowd, her figure draped in one of my dresses, the fabric clinging to her like a second skin. The sight of her, so familiar yet so wrong, sent a wave of nausea crashing over me. What was happening? This wasn’t the plan we had, this wasn’t the plan we talked about. Why was Elara walking towards Damien with that sly smile on her face? I felt my chest tighten as I struggled to breathe. This should all be a dream. Damien’s arm snaked around her waist, pulling her close as he leaned down to kiss her—right there, in front of everyone. I watched, frozen in place, as their lips met. The humiliation burned through me, scorching every nerve. My stomach churned, bile rising in my throat, but I couldn’t tear my eyes away. Elder Rowan growled loudly, his anger showing at this point. “What do you think you are doing, Damien? You can’t reject Gwen.” Damien didn’t pay any attention to him as he continued in his deep kiss with Elara. I felt my heart shattering into a thousand tiny pieces as I knelt there watching everything play out before me. The pack members went about murmuring, while some shook their heads in disbelief. When Damien finally broke the kiss, he turned back to me, a cruel smile playing on his lips. “Oh, you’re still here?” His voice was a mockery of concern. “You took the tea laced with wolfsbane last night. Any moment now, you’ll be dead.” Shock rippled through me, my mind struggling to comprehend his words. The tea… Elara had brought me that tea. She had stood by my side, offering comfort, all the while knowing what she had done. Betrayal cut through me like a knife, sharper and more painful than anything I had ever felt before. It was then it dawned on me that Elara’s ‘thoughtfulness and kindness’ was only a ploy to get me killed. She had been serving me that tea for a while and I thought it was because she was being thoughtful but it turned out to be a betrayal, one I couldn’t come to comprehend. Before I could fully grasp the depth of this treachery, Elder Rowan, the beta—one of my father’s most loyal followers—rushed toward Damien, his body a blur of motion. But before he could reach him, Damien moved with a speed and ferocity I had never seen before. In one swift motion, he plunged his hand in the beta’s chest and ripped out of his heart, the blood still pulsing from the lifeless organ. The pack erupted into chaos, as gasps and murmurs rang through the hall. I stared around as I watched pack members run in different directions, my vision blurred with the intensity of the situation. “What have I done to myself and to my pack?” I muttered to myself as I felt my tears run down like an open stream. I stared at Elder Rowan’s crumbled body on the floor and I felt the urge to scream, to wake up from this terrible nightmare but it felt like I was stuck in this side of the world. The world titled on its axis, my vision swimming as Damien turned to me, his eyes glowing brighter, more terrifying than before. He held the heart in his hand, the blood dripping onto the ground, staining the earth red. In a voice barely above a whisper, he uttered one word—a command that chilled me to the bone. “Run.”Gwen’s POVThe cold air bit into my skin as I dashed into the woods, the reality of Damien’s betrayal still clinging to me like a suffocating cloak. My heart pounded in my chest, the blood in my veins pumping harder than it had ever before. The trees blurred into dark smudges as I pushed myself further, deeper into the night, into the forest that had always been my sanctuary. But now, it felt more like a trap.I didn’t dare look back. I couldn’t afford to. I focused on the path ahead, a narrow opening between the thick trees that seemed to beckon me forward. The forest was eerily silent, save for the sound of my own labored breathing and the pounding of my footsteps against the forest floor.It felt as though the world was holding its breath, waiting to see if I would survive this night. My heart was a drum, beating out a frantic rhythm as I ran. I could feel the wolfsbane working its way through my system, slowing me down, weakening me. My vision began to blur, my limbs growing heavy
Gwen’s POVI could feel the darkness closing in, suffocating me, dragging me down into its cold, endless depths. The pain was unbearable, but I clung to the last shred of my consciousness, refusing to let go. I wasn’t ready to die—not like this.As the world faded around me, a strange calm settled over my mind. The pain began to dull, and for a moment, there was nothing but silence. I floated in the void, suspended between life and death, waiting for the end to claim me.But then, a voice—a whisper—cut through the darkness, soft yet commanding, like the rustle of leaves in the wind.“Gwendolyn,” it called, the sound wrapping around me like a warm embrace. “It is not your time.”I tried to speak, but my voice was lost in the void. The darkness around me shifted, pulsing with a strange, ethereal light. I could feel it pulling at me, urging me to follow.“Who…?” I managed to rasp, my voice a weak, barely a breath.The light intensified, and from within it, a figure began to emerge. She w
Gwen’s POVI watched as the man burst into loud laughter, but his eyes betrayed him, they were filled with deep sadness.He took a step closer, his voice shaking as he yelled, "Who the hell are you if you're not Arlene? Why do you look so much like her?"“I…” I tried to speak, but the words were stuck in my throat.I couldn't explain myself, not yet. Just then, everything became blurry. My mind fogged up, and suddenly I was somewhere else, at another time. I saw myself, no, the body I was in, running toward this same man in front of me, filled with joy.They were Arlene’s memories. I could feel it, the joy, the warmth, all hers. I shook my head, trying to push them away and ground myself back in reality.Focusing on the man in front of me, I took a deep breath and said, “I’m Gwen, not Arlene.” I could see the confusion in his eyes, and with a nervous chuckle, I added, “Yeah, I know that probably doesn’t make any sense to you, does it?”The man’s expression hardened as he stared at me,
Lucian’s POVI froze when I saw Arlene or Gwen, I wasn’t sure anymore, lying on the floor, unconscious. My heart pounded in my chest as I stood there, completely shocked.For a moment, I didn’t know what to do. Should I go closer or call for help? My mind was racing, and I hesitated, standing rooted in place like a statue.Finally, I forced myself to move. Slowly, I bent down, crouching beside her, trying to get a better look.“Arlene? Arlene!” I called her name softly at first, then louder, hoping for any sign of life.When she didn’t stir, I panicked even more. "Gwen… Gwen!" I tried again, using her other name.I was confused, so confused. Was she Arlene? Was she Gwen? My hands trembled as I hovered over her, unsure whether I should touch her, shake her awake, or leave her alone.The sight of her, so still and silent, sent a wave of memories crashing through me. It was as if my mind couldn’t decide which name to stick to because both names felt real, both felt right.Who the hell ar
Gwen’s POVI drifted in and out of consciousness, caught between my memories and… someone else's. It’s strange, like watching two lives play out side by side, and I can’t tell which one is mine anymore. I try to focus, try to cling to my memories, Gwen’s memories, but they keep slipping through my fingers.I remember pieces of my past life, fragments of moments that once felt so real. I can see him, Damien, the way we laughed together, the way I trusted him with everything. And then… betrayal.The memory is sharp, like a blade cutting deep into me. I can still feel the sting of finding out he wasn’t loyal, and that my maid, someone I also trusted, was involved. The two of them, behind my back, lying to me, betraying me. My heart aches at the thought, the love I once had for him twisted into something painful.But then, as if the memory doesn’t belong to me anymore, it shifts. Suddenly, I’m not seeing my life. I’m seeing someone else’s. Arlene.Her memories, vivid and clear, weave them
Lucian’s POVAs I stood there, staring at the woman before me, I couldn’t shake the unsettling feeling deep in my gut. She looked so much like Arlene, with the same face, and the same piercing eyes that once held my soul captive. It was almost like a sick joke, one I wasn’t sure I could laugh at.Every part of me screamed to believe that it was her. My Arlene. But something was wrong. There was something different in the way she carried herself, something off in the way she looked back at me.Ethan stood beside me, watching my reaction closely. He always knew when I was about to lose control. He cleared his throat, breaking the tense silence."Alpha Lucian, listen to me," he began, his voice calm but firm. "It’s not dark magic. I’ve checked. Whatever is happening here, it’s real. This isn’t some trick."I didn’t answer him. I couldn’t. My mind was spinning, memories of the last time I saw Arlene flashing before my eyes. That day, the day she died, it still haunted me.The blood, the b
Gwen’s POVWhen I woke up, it felt like I was being dragged out of a deep, suffocating darkness. My head throbbed, my body felt impossibly heavy, and my thoughts were a jumbled mess.For a few disorienting moments, I didn’t even know where I was. Slowly, the room around me began to take shape, the dim lighting, the soft bedding, the strange but familiar scent hanging in the air.Lucian.His name echoed in my mind before I could even think twice about it. It had slipped from my lips so naturally, so... intimately.I hadn’t planned it and hadn’t even realized I had said it until the sound of it filled the room. The moment I saw him, it was like everything else faded away, and all I could do was focus on him.It felt instinctive like something deep inside me was urging me forward, something I didn’t fully understand but couldn’t resist.And then, before I even knew what I was doing, I kissed him.As soon as my lips touched his, reality snapped back into place. A wave of shock hit me, and
Gwen’s POVI kept banging on the door, each hit weaker than the last as exhaustion took over. My throat burned from screaming, my knuckles ached from pounding on the wood, but none of it mattered.The anger, the frustration, it was all too much to hold in. I needed him to hear me, to understand that I wasn’t Arlene. I wasn’t some cruel reincarnation of his lost love. I was Gwen, and I was just as lost as he was.But the door never opened.Eventually, my body couldn’t take it anymore. My muscles were heavy, and my mind was foggy from the overwhelming emotions and physical exhaustion.My legs gave out, and I slid down to the cold floor, curling up against the door. I kept muttering under my breath, “I’m not her. I’m not Arlene,” but even those words started to lose their strength.Before I knew it, I drifted off to sleep, my body giving in to the exhaustion.When I woke up, the sun had already started to creep into the room, casting a soft glow on the stone walls. My body felt like it h
GWENBeing pregnant wasn’t supposed to be like this. I knew carrying pups wasn’t easy, but as an Alpha mated to another Alpha, I should have known it would be different. The moon had granted me a vision, a glimpse of the future, and yet here I was—exhausted, emotional, and constantly battling fluctuating moods. I couldn’t help but laugh sometimes, wondering how the pack would handle this version of their Alpha Queen.The first few weeks after Ethan had confirmed the news felt like an endless roller coaster. My body seemed to change by the day, the weight of pregnancy settling into my bones. Some days, I could hardly keep my eyes open; others, I felt like I could conquer the world. But it wasn’t just my body that was changing—it was my emotions, too. I’d snap at Lucian for something trivial, my mind a storm of thoughts and anxieties, only to immediately apologize and burst into tears because I felt guilty. Hormones? No. This was an Alpha’s pregnancy, and it was intense.Lucian, bless h
GWENThe night was quiet, serene—almost too quiet. After the grand celebration of our union, Lucian and I finally had a chance to rest, to take in everything that had happened in the past few days. But sleep eluded me that night. I found myself lying awake, staring at the moon through the open window. Its light bathed the land in silver, peaceful and eternal, much like the bond I shared with Lucian.That’s when it happened.A soft presence filled the room, a comforting warmth that seemed to come from nowhere and everywhere at once. I blinked, sitting up, my heart racing. The room was empty, yet I felt no fear. There was only a sense of calm, as if I were being cradled in the very arms of the night itself.Then, a voice, as gentle as the moon’s glow, filled my mind.Gwen.My breath caught in my throat. It was her, the Moon Goddess.Do not be afraid, child. I have watched you closely. Your defiance, your refusal to bow to the constraints of destiny, it inspired me. You, Gwen, have shown
GWENThe day had finally come, the day I would say goodbye to Arlene. The woman who had been my closest confidante, my mentor, and my friend. She had stood beside me through the darkest of days and the brightest of victories. Now, her absence was a gaping wound in my heart, one that I wasn’t sure how to close. But life had to go on, and I had promised her that I would lead our pack into a future that honored everything she had taught me.The clearing was quiet, the air still with the weight of anticipation. The pack had gathered to honor Arlene, and as I stood before the gathered faces, I could feel her presence with me, as if she were standing right behind me, offering her silent support. I could almost hear her voice, whispering the words of strength I needed to carry on.The ceremony was simple, yet filled with reverence. The flowers we had picked from the fields, the candles that flickered with a soft light, and the incense that swirled through the air all spoke of love, loss, and
GWENThe moonlight cast a soft glow over the newly rebuilt pack lands, the air crisp and alive with the whispers of a future we were all striving toward. The sounds of construction had faded, replaced with a deeper kind of peace, one that had been hard-earned, fought for with the blood of our people and the weight of history on our shoulders.I had spent so many nights looking out over these lands, reflecting on what had been lost under Damien’s reign and what we were now building together. My heart still carried the scars of his betrayal, but I had made a promise to my people—to rebuild, to heal, and to lead them into a future where we could finally be free of the shadow he had cast over us.With Lucian by my side, that promise felt more like a vow I could keep.It had been weeks since the last of Damien’s forces had been rooted out, since we had finally reclaimed our territories. There were no more whispers of traitors hiding in the shadows, no more enemies creeping through the crac
GWENThe wind swept through the ruins of the once-great city, carrying with it the scent of fresh earth and rebuilding. Everywhere I looked, the landscape bore the marks of war—broken walls, shattered homes, the remnants of lives lost. But amidst the destruction, there was something else. Hope. It was growing, slowly but surely, as my people—my pack—began to rebuild what was lost.I stood at the edge of the newly constructed walls, my gaze sweeping over the horizon. The sun was rising, casting a golden glow on the charred remnants of Damien's reign. It was almost surreal to think about how far we had come, and how much we had been through. I had been forced into a role I never expected, thrust into the leadership of a pack torn apart by betrayal and bloodshed. Yet, here I was, standing strong, the weight of my people’s trust on my shoulders.Lucian stood beside me, his presence steady and grounding. His hand brushed against mine, a silent reminder that I wasn't alone in this. We were
GWENLucian’s scent, earthy and steady, with just a hint of spice, wrapped around me like a balm. He didn’t speak, just came to stand beside me, his broad shoulders silhouetted against the faint glow of the dying fire.“You’re brooding,” he said softly, breaking the silence.I huffed a breath, the corner of my mouth twitching in a half-hearted smile. “I prefer the term ‘reflecting.’”He chuckled, the sound low and rich, vibrating through the cool night air. He didn’t push me to speak, giving me the space I needed to sort through my thoughts. But the silence between us wasn’t empty, it was filled with the steady, unspoken connection we always shared.Finally, I exhaled deeply, letting the words I’d been holding back tumble out. “Do you ever wonder if... if we’re doing the right thing? If I’m doing the right thing?”He turned to face me, his dark eyes searching mine. “What brought that on?”I gestured vaguely toward the clearing. “Everything. The battle, the losses, and the decisions we
GWENThe sun dipped low in the sky, casting its warm, amber glow across the clearing as the pack gathered to honor our fallen. The air was thick with grief, mingling with the faint scent of earth and smoke from the makeshift pyres. Each face was etched with sorrow, yet there was a quiet sense of pride among us—a recognition of the strength it took to survive and protect our home.I stood at the center, my hands clasped tightly in front of me. Lucian stood beside me, his presence grounding me as I struggled to find the right words. My voice felt heavy, burdened by the weight of loss and the responsibility to keep our pack moving forward.The clearing felt alive with silence, the kind that pressed against your ears and made every thought louder. Wolves of all ranks and ages were gathered, their postures stiff, their eyes solemn. Mothers clutched their children close; warriors stood with heads bowed. The pyres, carefully built from branches and kindling, stood like solemn sentinels await
GWENAfter the whole saga with Elaine, it was time to addressed the ruthless Alpha. The forest was eerily quiet as we approached the rogue Alpha’s camp, the kind of quiet that sets your teeth on edge and makes you hyper-aware of every sound. Lucian walked ahead of me, his stride confident and steady, even though the tension radiating off him was impossible to miss. I stayed close, my senses sharp and ready. This wasn’t just any rogue we were dealing with. This was the Alpha who had dared to ally with Damien, who had promised reinforcements that could have devastated us.And now, he was about to face justice.We reached the edge of the clearing where the rogue’s camp was situated. My eyes swept over the scene—ragged wolves lounging near a smoldering fire, a few sharpening weapons, others pacing like caged animals. They were a sorry sight, but there was still danger in their unpredictability. The air was thick with the smell of unwashed bodies and stale aggression.Then he emerged. The
GWENThe battlefield was quiet now, starkly contrasting to the chaos that had reigned just hours ago. The storm Damien had summoned had dissipated, leaving a somber calm in its wake. The bodies of the fallen were being tended to, and the wounded were receiving care. Yet, amidst the aftermath of battle, another storm was brewing—a far more personal one.I stood at the center of the pack’s gathering, my Alpha aura still humming with power. The tension was palpable as two warriors dragged Elaine before me. She was disheveled and bruised, her hair matted with blood and dirt. Yet her eyes held no remorse, only a bitter defiance that made my stomach churn.The pack murmured angrily, their voices rising as they hurled accusations at her.“Traitor!”“She almost cost us everything!”“She deserves death!”I raised my hand, and silence fell instantly. I stared at Elaine, trying to reconcile the image of the loyal maid I once trusted with the venomous woman kneeling before me.“Elaine,” I began,